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SHIORI'S SECRET	By : ShioriFoxiesMom Category: Yuyu Hakusho > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 4430 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I�m not sure why I bother posting here. Most of the reviews I get are from loyal readers on another site. Oh well, I guess I�m either an optimist or a glutton for punishment. For those of you that read this before I�m adding a tasty lemon in the last chapter (I�ve made this only four chapters) just for you.

Kurama�s going to be very out of character for most of this but just wait, Shiori�s secret will explain his behavior eventually. I don�t think I�ve ever read a story like this (you�ll have to wait for Shiori�s secret to know what I mean). Please leave me a review and let me know what you think.

Standard disclaimer: I do not own YuYu Hakusho. Yu Yu Hakusho and it's characters are property of Yoshihiro Togashi, Fugi TV, Shueisha, Jump Comics and Studio Pierrot. The only thing I own is a love for Yu Yu Hakusho and it's characters.

SHIORI�S SECRET

Chapter 1

Kurama looked around the battle field frantically. �Hiei!�

Rushing to where Yusuke and Kuwabara were sitting in the grass catching their breath Kurama was quickly losing it. He barely noticed that they were alright. �Where�s Hiei? I can�t find him!�

Giving each other a �here we go again� look Yusuke and Kuwabara rose to help their friend search. Even though Hiei was not among the bloody remains of the demons they had just defeated, Kurama was still nearly hysterical. �Hiei! Damn it, I�m his partner, I�m supposed to be covering his back but we got separated! Hiei!�

They all turned when they heard a voice coming from the trees. �Stupid Fox. You�re wailing like a damn female��

�Hiei!� The fire demon didn�t get to finish his sentence as he was pounced by an excited redhead. Though Hiei had grown almost as tall as Kurama, momentum was in the fox�s favor and Hiei was tumbled to the ground. Hiei was now flat on his back with Kurama straddling his waist.

�You�re not hurt are you? Oh Hiei, I was so worried.� Gentle hands ghosted up his bare chest checking for injuries. Finally satisfied that Hiei was relatively uninjured Kurama swooped down to claim his lips.

Kurama had only a brief moment to savor the warm mouth beneath his before Hiei shoved him away. Landing on his behind Kurama watched Hiei jump up and wiped the back of his hand across his lips. �Damn it Kurama, you know I hate it when you do that!�

Hanging his head Kurama hugged his knees to his chest, his voice trembled slightly when he spoke. �I�m sorry Hiei. I couldn�t help it. I was just so relieved that you were alright.�

Still annoyed, Hiei half turned away. �All you had to do was ask me! I just went after the little one that tried to get away! When the hell are you going to get it through your head that I don�t want you touching me like that? Aw hell, I�m out of here!�

Embarrassed, Kurama rose as Hiei walked away. With his head still down he whispered and turned in the opposite direction. �I�m sorry.�

Watching their friends leave Yusuke gave a heavy sigh and nodded in Kurama�s direction. �You got him?�

When Kuwabara nodded solemnly Yusuke jerked a thumb in Hiei�s direction. �Then I�ve got that one.�

After only a short sprint Kuwabara caught up with Kurama. �Hey Kurama, wait up, I�ll walk with you.�

Even though Kurama�s hair blocked his view Kuwabara knew his friend was close to tears. �That runt should be shot for hurting you the way he does. How long are you going to let him do this to you Kurama? After all these years isn�t it time you gave up on him and moved on? There are so many people out there, human and demon, that would love to be with you.�

Kurama drew several deep breaths in an attempted to calm himself. �I love him Kuwa. That�s not something I can just stop doing because he doesn�t love me back. I can�t really explain it. I�ve always cared for him, even been a little in love with him, ever since we first met. Something changed though after the dark tournament. It�s like I began craving him. At first just to be with him, then I began to need to touch him, now��

Kurama didn�t need to finish, they had all seen how things had progressed. Kurama and Hiei had always been close but like he said, after the dark tournament things began to change. Kurama would became very excited whenever Hiei came around. After a while he started touching Hiei when he didn�t think anyone would notice. It was hard not to notice Hiei�s reaction though. The more affectionate Kurama became the more vocal and physical Hiei became. Somehow though, it never seemed to effect their friendship or their being fighting partners.

After the Makai tournament, when Hiei stayed in Makai, Kurama worried about Hiei constantly but resigned himself to what he called a temporary separation. When Hiei�s three years on patrol ended he returned to the Ningenkai but not for Kurama. Genkai and Yukina had been having trouble with some more aggressive demons that crossed the barrier so Hiei stayed as security in order to protect his sister. Of course after word of this got around Genkai had very little trouble.

That was two years ago and Kurama had only become more affectionate towards Hiei as time passed. It had reached the point now where Kurama would try to hug or kiss Hiei whenever he could. Even though Hiei rejected him at every turn Kurama never gave up and Hiei never left.

When Koenma called them in for an occasional assignment Kurama fought beside Hiei just as he always had but if anything happened to Hiei, whether he was in danger or wounded, Kurama would change to his demon form and fight like the vicious demon he was legend to be in order to protect Hiei. Then there were times like today, when Kurama couldn�t find him, and the fox would become frantic for Hiei�s safety.

Through all of this Yusuke and Kuwabara had stood by their friends, to calm Hiei when he was mad and to comfort Kurama when he was hurting. With a sigh Kuwabara put a friendly arm around Kurama�s shoulders. �I know it�s hard Kurama. You said that things changed after the dark tournament. Do you think something could have happened to you while you were there to make this happen? I mean that was the first time you used the fruit of the past life. Maybe that woke some demon thing inside you.�

Leaning slightly into Kuwabara�s strength Kurama sighed. �I considered that, along with the possibility of some sort of spell but so far I haven�t come up with any answers. There are several species of demons that have a physical need to take a mate when reaching adulthood but Youkos are not one of them. Youkos are very� sensual creatures. Since using the juice the only Youko trait I�ve noticed is been particularly� horny.�

Kurama laughed when Kuwabara jumped away from him nervously. �Relax Kuwa, whatever is going on with me makes me want only Hiei. That is decidedly not a Youko trait.�

Kuwabara sighed. �That�s a relief.�

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Yusuke could always tell when Hiei regretted being harsh on Kurama because he didn�t flit off like he usually did but allowed the detective to catch up with him as if he wanted to be told off. �Damn it Hiei, how can you hurt him like that? And why, because he loves you? You of all people should know how much rejection hurts. He�s your best friend and your partner! What the hell�s the matter with you?�

Without looking at him, Hiei continued walking. �He shouldn�t love me.�

Hiei�s voice was so low and calm Yusuke wasn�t sure he heard correctly. �He shouldn�t love you? What the hell does that mean? I�m not blind, I know you�re attracted to him so what�s the problem?�

When Hiei didn�t answer Yusuke got mad. �Damn it Hiei, how can you turn a blind eye to Kurama�s needs! You have three of them after all!�

Hiei growled. �I thought you were a detective not a pimp. I refuse to be the fox�s sex toy just to satisfy his needs.�

After a moment Yusuke chuckled. �Damn Hiei when did you get a sense of humor? Too bad this isn�t funny. Having sex isn�t what I meant. If sex were all he wanted Kurama would have had you long ago. He is a Youko after all. No, this is different. It�s like a physical and emotional need for you and only you Hiei. Kuwabara and I have tried to help him by touching and holding him, I even tried kissing him but none of it helped.�

When he heard Hiei growl Yusuke smirked as he continued. �Hiei, even if you don�t want to be his lover you could still help him. Think about it, the hug he stole earlier was enough to calm him so he could fight. By the end of the fight he was frantic though and had to touch and kiss you. That little contact will calm for a while but soon he�ll be a wreck again. Open your eyes Hiei, he�s freaky unless he�s with you then he calms until he�s been away from you a while then he becomes almost physically ill.�

Stopping Hiei�s eyes widened. �What the hell am I supposed to do? We don�t even know what�s wrong with him.�

Yusuke shrugged. �Maybe if you�d spend some time with him, let him hold your hand or something, maybe he�d get better. It sure as hell wouldn�t hurt.�

Hiei considered Yusuke�s words a moment before flitting away. As soon as Hiei was out of sight Yusuke dialed Kuwabara on his cell phone. �He Kuwa, how�s our fox?�

�The usual. Torn up at being rejected for the millionth time, embarrassed and ready to break down again the minute I left. How�s the shrimp?�

Yusuke sighed. �Worried about Kurama even if he won�t admit it. Let�s just hope he listens to reason and tries to help Kurama. Talk to you later.�

Ending the call Yusuke headed home.

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Hiei wandered the streets for hours as he thought about Yusuke�s words. He�d known something was wrong with Kurama for a while now but hadn�t considered it might be making him ill. Every time the redhead or the Youko came on to him Hiei had thought it was just that, a come on. Yusuke had been right, he had been turning a blind eye to what was happening to Kurama. He was also right when he said Hiei was attracted to his best friend though he had no intention of allowing anything other than friendship happen between them.

It was after two in the morning when Hiei finally made a decision and flitted in the direction of Kurama�s apartment. Hiei landed on Kurama�s window sill then quietly slipped into the dark room. After leaving his cloak, katana and boots by the window he made his way to the bed, surprisingly it was empty. Concerned, Hiei allowed the jagon to glow beneath his headband as he searched for the fox�s energy signal. A moment later his red eyes snapped open as he located Kurama�s energy in the room.

Looking around he found Kurama on the other side of the bed sitting on the floor against the wall. His head rested on his knees which were pulled up tight against his chest. He didn�t even notice when Hiei knelt down beside him. Hesitantly, Hiei reached out and gently pushed back Kurama�s red hair so he could see his face. �Kurama?�

When startled green eyes looked up at him Hiei could see the trace of the tears the fox had cried. He also saw Kurama�s hands clench around his legs in an effort not to reach for Hiei. �What�s wrong with me Hiei?�

The pain he heard in Kurama�s voice and saw in his eyes pulled at Hiei�s usually cold heart. Reaching out Hiei gently caressed Kurama�s cheek. His eyes widened when green eyes immediately drifted shut as Kurama sighed and leaned into the caress. �I wish I knew Fox. Now let�s get you to bed.�

Not knowing what else to do Hiei scooped Kurama up in his arms and carried him to the bed. Taking note that Kurama was still dressed in his shirt and jeans Hiei carefully set him on his feet and began to undress him. Kurama didn�t make this task easy on Hiei as he clutched at Hiei�s shirt and continued leaning against his chest. Not wanting to leave Kurama alone while he searched for his pajamas Hiei left him in his boxers. Reaching past him Hiei turned down the bed. �Get in bed Fox.�

Kurama slowly obeyed Hiei�s gentle command. When Hiei tried to pull away Kurama clung to him and whimpered. �Hiei, please don�t leave me. Please, I need you.�

Hiei sighed and nodded. �I won�t leave Kurama, scoot over.�

Reluctantly releasing his hold on Hiei, Kurama again obeyed. As if he were afraid his friend would escape Kurama�s eyes never left Hiei as the fire demon stripped down to his boxers and climbed in the bed. Seeing Kurama�s anxious expression Hiei reached for him, pulling him into his arms. Gasping, Kurama clung to Hiei trembling. Thinking Kurama might be cold Hiei flared his energy, raising his temperature in an effort to warm his friend. Kurama moaned and snuggled closer. After only a few moments Kurama�s trembling subsided.

When Hiei�s arms relaxed their hold Kurama whimpered again trying to cuddle closer. Hiei�s stiffened when he felt one of Kurama�s legs slip between his and the redhead�s obvious erection rub against his leg. When Kurama made no advances on him Hiei relaxed again only to hear Kurama�s whimpers resume. Realizing Kurama sought contact Hiei began stroking his back and hair. Almost immediately the whimpers turned to mews of pleasure.

Hiei smirked when he realized Kurama�s little mews became moans whenever Hiei rubbed where his Youko ears would be. Experimentally Hiei allowed his other hand to drift low on Kurama�s spine and scratch where the base of his tail would be. The fox�s reaction was instantaneous. Kurama moaned loudly and arched forward rubbing his erection harder against Hiei�s leg.

Realizing Kurama was getting worked up in an entirely different way from before Hiei moved his hands to more neutral territory allowing Kurama to cool down. Taking a few deep breaths Kurama finally lifted his head to look at Hiei. �I�m sorry, I know that made you uncomfortable but I couldn�t help myself. I promise, I�ll never force myself on you Hiei.�

Hiei nodded. �I know Fox, or I wouldn�t be here. I wish I knew what to do for you. I feel helpless and I hate that.�

Kurama smiled. �Actually Hiei, what you�re doing is helping a lot. I can�t remember the last time I felt this good. There is one thing you could do for me that I think would help but I�ll understand if you say no.�

Hiei frowned. �I will not have sex with you Kurama!�

When Kurama gave a little laugh Hiei realized it had been a long time since he�d heard the redhead laugh. �As much as I�d love that Hiei that wasn�t what I was going to ask. I�ve come to realize the kisses I steal from you make me feel better and last longer than any other contact I get from you. So I was wondering� would you kiss me Hiei? Please.�

Kurama�s soft request, gentle blush and downcast eyes were more than the fire demon could resist. Reaching down Hiei tipped Kurama�s face up. Any hesitation Hiei felt fled at the hope he saw in the green eyes that looked at him. Kurama�s heart nearly stopped when Hiei leaned closer and gently pressed their lips together. It took every ounce of the fox�s control not to take control of the kiss but allow Hiei to proceed at his own pace.

Slowly Hiei�s lips began to move the way he remembered Kurama�s doing whenever he stole a kiss. When Hiei allowed the kiss to continue Kurama opened his mouth slightly inviting Hiei in. It took him a moment to realize what Kurama wanted. Hiei knew people kissed like that but he�d never done it since Kurama was the only person to ever kiss him and he had always pushed the fox away.

Tentatively Hiei licked at Kurama�s lips and was rewarded when the mouth beneath his opened wider welcoming him in. Hiei didn�t realize how intoxicating Kurama would taste until he was swept away by their kiss. It wasn�t until he found himself on top of the fox, rubbing his own arousal between Kurama�s legs that he pulled away from the kiss.

When Hiei would have moved away Kurama held him in place and pleaded. �No, please. I know you don�t want to be my lover Hiei but please will you hold me like this while we sleep?�

Hiei drew several deep breaths before rolling them into a more comfortable position with Kurama half laying on him, cuddled against his chest. �I won�t let you go Fox, now go to sleep.�

Surprisingly, Kurama relaxed and almost immediately drifted off to sleep. Just before he fell fully asleep Hiei heard him murmur. �I love you Hiei.�

It was a long time before Hiei slept.

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Hiei woke to the warm feeling of Kurama nestled in his arms. He had to bite his lip to keep from moaning when he realized that they must have shifted in their sleep and Kurama was straddled on top of him with his face buried in Hiei�s neck. In a moment of weakness Hiei closed his eyes allowing his arms to tighten around the redhead. Though he would never tell him Hiei loved the fox more than he ever thought possible to love anyone. He had always felt the beautiful Youko deserved better than to be loved by the forbidden child and Hiei knew that when Kurama was better he�d be ashamed that he�d allowed such a lowly demon to touch and kiss him so intimately.

Just when Hiei would have rolled Kurama off of him the redhead murmured in his sleep, rubbing himself against the fire demon. The feel of their morning erections rubbing together, along with the warm lips and tongue assaulting his neck was more than Hiei could bear. Of their own accord his hands traveled down Kurama�s back. Before he could stop himself Hiei slid his hands into Kurama�s boxers cupping his bare behind pulling their lower bodies closer together.

Hiei hadn�t realized his neck was so sensitive until Kurama�s moan vibrated through his kisses causing Hiei to instinctively thrust against the sexy body over him. If it hadn�t been for the thin material of their boxers Hiei would be buried deep in his would be lover�s body. Whether Kurama cried out in pleasure or pain Hiei didn�t know but it was enough to bring the fire demon to his senses and finally roll Kurama off of him.

Before Kurama�s passion glazed eyes could focus Hiei covered them to the waist with the sheet. Blinking to clear his vision and his head it didn�t take Kurama long to realize what must have happened and blush. �I�m sorry Hiei. I was dreaming of you and didn�t realize what I was doing. Please forgive me.�

Feeling a little guilty Hiei allowed Kurama to believe their intimate situation a moment ago was all his fault. �Forget it Fox. You�re not in your right mind right now. How do you feel?�

Kurama gave him a beautiful smile. �I can�t remember the last time I felt so good. Thank you Hiei, I know it�s because of you that I feel almost normal again.�

Kurama knew Hiei was still nervous about what had just happened between them. He wondered what the fire demon would think if he knew his best friend had been dreaming of his sexy body long before whatever was happening to him now. �I wonder how long this will last. Lately being with you for a little while or touching you can make me feel good from a few minutes to an hour or two depending on the contact.�

Hiei could see Kurama was nervous about what would happen next. �Genkai and Yukina are expecting three new demons later this morning so I have to go soon but I�ll come back tonight and see how you�re doing.�

Though his heartbeat accelerated at the thought of Hiei leaving Kurama tried to remain calm. �I could fix dinner if that�s alright?�

Nodding, Hiei knew Kurama needed reassuring. Reaching out he caressed Kurama�s cheek. Just as they had last night Kurama�s eyes closed as he sighed and leaned into Hiei�s touch. �Dinner sounds good Fox.�

When they opened the unease had left Kurama�s eyes and he beamed at Hiei. �Why don�t you go grab a shower and I�ll see what I can find for breakfast.�

As they each tried to rise they got tangled in the sheet and Kurama fell over Hiei. Hiei�s blush was so cute Kurama couldn�t resist momentarily pressing himself against the fire demon and stealing a quick kiss before untangling them from the sheet.

Hiei quickly scampered off the bed and raced into the bathroom before Kurama could see the bulge in the front of his boxers. A few moments later as he stood under the water he couldn�t get the image of the beautiful redhead from his mind and his body ached for release. Thinking Kurama was in the kitchen Hiei leaned a hand against the wall and allowed his other hand to travel between his legs. In his minds eye he pictured Kurama above him on the bed as he�d been this morning only in his mind the redhead was impaled on him. As his hand worked his erection he could see Kurama�s red hair tumbling around his shoulders as the fox pleasured himself on the fire demon.

The moment Hiei closed the bathroom door behind him Kurama had fallen to his knees. He�d managed to grab a towel from the laundry before pulling his arousal from his boxers. On his hands and knees he stroked himself as he imagined Hiei sheathed inside him making love to him. Each caught up in his own sexual high neither heard the other cry out as they found their mutual pleasure.

Half an hour later Hiei found Kurama in the kitchen wearing a loosely tied robe. �I hope eggs and toast are okay. I haven�t been shopping in a while. I�ll go today and get something special for dinner tonight.�

Hiding his smile Hiei was glad to see Kurama acting like his old self again. �Whatever you make is fine Fox.�

Quietly they ate then Hiei went to the bedroom. Kurama watched from the door as Hiei put on his shoes, cloak and katana. Seeing an almost wild look in Kurama�s eyes Hiei sighed and held out his arms. Without hesitation Kurama rushed into them, burying his face in Hiei�s neck as the fire demon stroked his back and hair. �You�re going to be fine Kurama. You�ll be so busy shopping and fussing over dinner that you�ll barely miss me.�

Hiei tried to pull away but Kurama clung to him a moment before reluctantly letting go. Taking Kurama�s wrists so the redhead couldn�t hold him Hiei looked at him and smirked. �I promise I�ll be back before you know it Fox.�

Kurama�s eyes widened then drifted closed as Hiei claimed his lips in a gentle yet lingering kiss. Before Kurama could open his eyes he felt Hiei flit away. Kurama nervously took several deep breaths to calm himself as he realized he really was going to be alright while Hiei was gone.

Smiling Kurama turned toward the bathroom to grab a shower. As he did he looked down noticing the tie had slipped from his robe and it hung open exposing his naked form. He blushed a deep red when he realized Hiei had seen him naked before he�d kissed him. At just the thought of being naked in Hiei�s arms Kurama felt his groin react. With a sigh he realized now he would be taking a cold shower.

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Kurama started his day with a visit to his mother. Shiori had been worried about him and he wanted to reassure her that he was alright. �Oh Shuuichi I�m so glad you came by. You�ve seemed so� anxious about something lately I was beginning to think you were keeping something from me.�

Kurama smiled. �I have been feeling a little off lately but I�m fine now so don�t worry.�

Sitting across the kitchen table from him Shiori smiled but looked a bit skeptical. �Shuuichi, I�ve been meaning to talk to you about something. I was wondering if you were� seeing anyone?�

Wondering what kind of mother�s intuition would make her ask that the morning after he had spent the night in Hiei�s arms, Kurama wasn�t sure how to answer her. �Well, not exactly Mother. There is someone I like but I don�t think this person has feelings for me beyond friendship.�

When his mother looked upset Kurama watched her curiously. �What does that mean, that you �like� him? Shuuichi are you in love with this man?�

An elegant brow rose over Kurama�s right eye. �Mother, I never said it was a man.�

Shiori still seemed upset but replied calmly. �It is a man though isn�t it? Now answer my question. Are you in love with him?�

Kurama couldn�t believe his mother was upset that he might be in love but not that it was with a man. �Yes Mother I do love him, I have for years now.�

He could see her question before she asked. �Do I know him?�

Nodding, Kurama answered. �Yes Mother, it�s Hiei.�

Shiori moved to the edge of her seat and asked anxiously. �Shuuichi, are you sure he doesn�t return your feelings? I mean, maybe he loves you and is just afraid to say something. You should tell him how feel.�

Kurama gave a little laugh. �He knows Mother. I haven�t exactly been subtle with my feelings. He�s my friend but nothing more.�

Reaching out Shiori took his hand in hers. �How does that make you feel?�

Accepting her comforting hand Kurama shrugged. �It hurts but Hiei�s being very patient helping me get through it. He�s a good friend Mother and I�ll do whatever I have to not to lose his friendship.�

Shiori nodded. �I understand you not wanting to lose your friend Shuuichi but wouldn�t it be better for you to move on and find someone who would love you back?�

Kurama gave her a sad smile. �It would mother if I could stop loving Hiei. That however is something I fear will never happen.�

Before Shiori could ask another question Kurama stood. �I�m sorry to cut this short Mother but I have a lot to do today.�

Walking him to the door Shiori gave her son a hug. �I�m glad you�re alright Shuuichi but I�m still worried about you. Please let me know if there�s anything I can do.�

Smiling, Kurama kissed her cheek. �I will Mother. I love you.�

Shiori waved as he left. �I love you too Son.�

Closing the door Shiori walked into the living room to stand before the only family portrait they had taken before her husband�s death. In the portrait Shiori sat holding an infant Shuuichi as her husband stood behind her. With his hand on her shoulder his big green eyes gazed lovingly down at his wife and son. Shiori was reminded of him every time she looked into her son�s matching green eyes. �Oh Kyle, I pray I made the right decision. I just wish I knew how to help him.�

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The rest of Kurama�s day passed quickly. He stopped by the ramen shop to say hi to Yusuke and Keiko. Yusuke smiled knowingly, but aware of how emotional Kurama had been he didn�t tease his friend. Then Kurama had done his shopping before returning to his apartment to cook.

Not sure how long he would continue to feel good Kurama decided to make a chicken stew with lots of vegetables the way Hiei liked it. Then he could just leave it simmering slowly in the crock pot and rest if he started getting anxious without Hiei. Before Kurama knew it he�d done his long overdue cleaning and washing he noticed the sun was setting.

After checking the stew Kurama glanced out the window at the setting sun. He�d been hoping that whatever was going on with him had been cured after spending so much time in Hiei�s arms but about an hour ago Kurama realized that wasn�t the case. When he�d first felt the quickening of his heart rate he�d tried to keep himself too busy to notice but as time passed his anxiety continued to grow.

Fighting the urge to pace Kurama decided to have a drink to help calm his nerves. From the pantry he took a bottle of what would be Makai�s equivalent to whisky only stronger and poured himself a double.

An hour later Hiei landed at the bedroom window. Not finding Kurama there Hiei headed for the kitchen where he expected to find him cooking. Though the apartment smelled delicious it was dark both in the living room and the kitchen. He was just about to use the jagon to locate the fox when he heard a murmur. Turning toward the sound Hiei found Kurama curled up in the living room chair. �Kurama?�

Even in the dark Hiei�s demon eyes could see Kurama. �Hello Fire-Fly, welcome home.�

Before Hiei could blink Kurama launched himself into the fire demon�s arms. It was all Hiei could do to stay on his feet as Kurama clung to him kissing all over his face and neck. �I mished you my shexy Fire-Fly.�

A brow rose over one of Hiei red eyes as Hiei evaded the lips seeking his. � �Mished me� Fox? What the��

Hiei was cut off as Kurama�s lips caught his. At the first taste of his fox Hiei figured out what was going on. His first instinct was to push Kurama away but as the redhead clung to him desperately Hiei relented pulling Kurama closer. Several minutes passed before Kurama lay passive against his chest. �Hn. Stupid fox.�

With an arm around Kurama Hiei made his way to the kitchen and turned on the light. He was just going to turn the stew off and put his friend to bed but Kurama had other ideas. �No Hiei, we haven�t had dinner yet.�

Pulling away from Hiei he filled two bowls with stew and took them to the table. Hiei in the meantime picked up the half empty bottle from the counter. �Kurama?�

Seeing the bottle in Hiei�s hand Kurama blushed. �I had such a good day Hiei. I visited my mother and went shopping. I even cooked and got the apartment clean. Then a couple hours ago my heart started racing and I needed you. I thought if I could just calm down I�d be alright. I decided a drink would help me relax until you got back. It�s funny though, half a bottle of Makai�s best hooch couldn�t do for me what just one of your kisses can.�

Hiei put the bottle down. �Are you alright now Fox?�

Kurama nodded. �For now. What ever I get from you seems to make me sane again. It even sobered me up from the buzz I got from that bottle.�

Hiei smirked. �Good, because I�m hungry so feed me Fox.�

Smiling, Kurama led Hiei to the table and they had a quiet dinner. After they ate Hiei sat on the counter watching Kurama clean up surprised at how quiet the fox had become. �Kurama, what�s wrong?�

At first Kurama didn�t respond. Frustrated he threw down the dishtowel he held. �I can�t live like this Hiei! I can�t function without you and you don�t want to be with me. What the hell am I supposed to do?�

Hopping down from the counter Hiei stood before Kurama. �You�re supposed to trust your best friend to take care of you until we figure out what�s going on or you get better.�

With a shy smile Kurama slipped into Hiei�s arms. �That�s the sweetest thing you�ve ever said to me Hiei. Thank you.�

After that they sat together on the sofa talking about what Kurama had been going through since the dark tournament. Two hours later when they went to bed they were no closer to an answer than before. Each in a pair of Kurama�s pajama pants they crawled into bed. Not sure what to do Kurama waited nervously on his side of the bed. �It�s alright Kurama. I won�t push you away.�

Needing no further invitation Kurama cuddled against Hiei resting his head on the fire demon�s shoulder. �One night in your arms made me better for almost the whole day, maybe soon I�ll be cured.�

Hiei refused to feel guilty for praying that Kurama never recovered and would always need him. �What ever it takes Fox we�ll work it out.�

Kurama gave Hiei a mischievous grin. �Even if it involves kissing? So far I think that makes me feel the best.�

In Kurama�s mind he added �in more ways than one�. What he didn�t know was Hiei had a similar thought as he leaned in to claim Kurama�s lips.

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The demons spent the next two weeks experimenting on what helped Kurama the most and lasted the longest. Kurama was right, kissing was the best. One thing they discovered though was that any contact helped Kurama more if it was accompanied by Hiei�s demon energy. Thinking there might be something wrong with Kurama�s own demon energy or with the Youko himself they went to the temple so Genkai and Yukina could examine him.

After examining Kurama in both forms neither healer had an answer for him. Genkai shook her head as the silver Youko put his tunic back on. �If you were a different species Kurama this might make sense but none of your symptoms fit with a Youko�s profile.�

Yukina nodded in agreement. �She�s right Kurama. Maybe if one of your parents were a Tamashii or Shinzo demon then your symptoms would fit perfectly.�

Flipping his tail at her Kurama smiled. �I assure you Yukina that both of my parents were full Youko and I am neither a Tamashii nor a Shinzo demon. Since Shuuichi�s parents are both human that rules them out too.�

With her arms crossed Genkai was still pondering Kurama�s situation. �Kurama, you said Hiei�s ki helps, are the two of you lovers? That is the best way to share ki after all.�

Golden eyes regarded Hiei with a smirk before Kurama answered. �As much as I wish it were so Genkai, Hiei has no desire to be my lover and I won�t compromise our friendship by expecting that of him.�

Unfortunately Kurama turned to leave the room and missed the look of disbelief that Yukina gave Hiei. The fire demon tried to avoid her by following Kurama but Yukina�s harsh whisper stopped him. �Hiei! How could you let that sweet fox believe you don�t want him? And don�t you dare tell me you don�t love him, I�ve seen it in your eyes when you think no one�s looking. You couldn�t take such good care of him through all of this if you didn�t.�

Hiei closed the door so they wouldn�t be overheard. �It doesn�t matter what I want Yukina. When Kurama�s better he�ll be upset enough that he let someone like me as close as he has. I won�t have him regret taking me as his lover as well.�

Yukina sighed sadly. �Oh my Brother, Kurama would never regret loving you. You are his best friend, his partner and the person he trusts more than anyone else in the three worlds. Hiei, the fact that you are the one he needs to help him through what�s going on with him should prove to you that he�d never regret being with you.�

The fire demon regarded his sister sadly. �That�s something we�ll never know Yukina. Just as Kurama said, I too would never risk our friendship by making him my lover.�

With that Hiei opened the door and went to join the others. Seeing his friend Kurama smiled. �Hiei, Genkai invited us to stay for dinner so I could stay out to play a while.�

Shaking his head Hiei smirked. �To play huh? Well then Fox, tag you�re it.�

Shocked, Kurama felt a gentle tug on his tail then all he saw was a blur as Hiei flitted out of the temple towards the forest. Grinning, Kurama paused long enough to tell Genkai they�d be back before racing after Hiei. Knowing how much Kurama loved running in the forest Hiei played hard to get for an hour before finally allowing the Youko to catch him.

Of course winning meant Kurama got to claim a prize from his captive and the prize he claimed was a kiss. Well at least it started with a kiss. Half an hour later two rather disheveled demons with slightly swollen lips returned to the temple. Kurama was excited and raced ahead of Hiei to the temple therefore he didn�t see Yukina step out on the porch to glare at Hiei accusingly. �Can�t you see how happy you make him Hiei? Loving him would only make him happier.�

When she turned and went back inside Hiei sighed and followed slowly. For the first time since Yukina found out he was her brother Hiei felt he had truly disappointed his sister. Kurama was having such a good time especially after Kuwabara got home from work that he didn�t notice that Hiei was more withdrawn than usual.

Surprisingly it was Kuwabara that sought Hiei out at his favorite spot in the doorway leading to the courtyard. Walking past Hiei Kuwabara leaned on the porch railing before addressing the fire demon softly. �Kurama looks good. Whatever you�re doing keep it up.�

Without responding Hiei nodded. Having talked to his wife when he got home Kuwabara knew what was upsetting the fire demon. �It�s tough, trying to do what�s right for the ones we love. Just remember that telling them or showing them that we love them is never the wrong choice.�

Kuwabara started to go back inside but turned back. �Yukina�s not really mad at you Hiei, she just wants her brother to be happy.�

Hiei hated it when Kuwabara�s compassionate nature came out because he never knew what to say so he gave his usual response. �Hn.�

A little while later Hiei and Kurama left. Deciding to experiment with how Kurama�s current situation was affecting the Youko they decided not to have him change back to his human form. On the way back to the apartment Kurama had fun sneaking through town without any humans seeing him.

By the time they got home it was late and they went straight to bed. Less inhibited than his human counterpart the Youko didn�t hesitate to cuddle up to Hiei. �This feels so good Hiei but it would feel even better without these stupid pajama pants. Are you sure you wouldn�t like to get naked and make love Fire-Fly? I�ll even let you choose if you want to be dominant or not.�

Grateful for the darkness that hid his blush Hiei grunted. �Perverted fox, just go to sleep.�

Disappointed Kurama chuckled. �It was worth a try. Goodnight my sexy little demon.�

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Morning came and the demons fell into their usual routine. They shared a few kisses then Hiei went to shower. As they had on that first morning and every day since, Hiei relieved himself in the shower while Kurama did the same alone in the bedroom. With Hiei dressed and Kurama in his robe they had breakfast together. Another thing that was the same this morning as every morning before after Hiei kissed him goodbye and flitted away Kurama opened his eyes from their passionate kiss to find his robe hanging open exposing his nude form.

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If Hiei thought returning to the stressed out redhead was bad that was nothing compared to what greeted him that night. He knew the Youko must have had a bad day the moment he saw the vines that hung from the bedroom window. Knowing Kurama�s penchant for deadly plants Hiei entered the apartment cautiously.

Hiei couldn�t even identify most of the plants he found around the bedroom. He was just about to call out to Kurama when he heard faint whimpers coming from the far corner of the room. Carefully navigating through the foliage he made his way to Kurama and knelt beside him. The Youko was almost completely cocooned in plants. �Kurama?�

Wild golden eyes met Hiei�s. When Hiei held his arms out to Kurama the plants surrounding him fell away and he gave a pitiful whine as he allowed Hiei to pull him close. �I�m sorry Fox. I didn�t think this would be as hard on you so I didn�t rush home.�

Knowing words weren�t what Kurama needed Hiei wrapped him in his ki and claimed his lips in a passionate kiss. Half an hour later Hiei watched the last of the plants recede as Kurama lay quietly in his arms. Hiei gently stroked his soft silver hair and Kurama began to purr. �It�s hard to believe that just a few minutes ago I thought I�d lose my mind without you and now I�m just horny.�

Hiei couldn�t help but chuckle. �Perverted fox. I�m glad you�re feeling better though.�

Knowing he was playing with fire Hiei�s hands drifted to Kurama�s ears and the base of his tail. He had discovered these were the redhead�s favorite places and wanted to see the Youko�s reaction. Kurama�s response was instantaneous. At the first touch of Hiei�s fingers on one of his silver ears Kurama moaned and began licking and kissing along the neck he was snuggling. When Hiei�s nails scratched at the base of his tail the moaning increased and Kurama pushed Hiei down onto the floor to straddle his hips.

Startled, both of Hiei�s hands stilled causing Kurama to whimper. �Gods Hiei, please don�t stop. It feels so good, I love it. I love you�

Unable to deny Kurama�s plea Hiei resumed his touches. Whimpers once again turned to moans as the Youko rubbed himself against Hiei. This time it was Hiei�s reaction that was instantaneous as he captured Kurama�s lips with his. Momentarily giving in to their desires the demons kissed and touched for several minutes before Hiei used his strength to roll the larger Youko beneath him. It wasn�t easy but he finally managed to trap Kurama�s hands beside him. Both demons were breathing hard as Hiei ended their kiss. �We have to stop this Kurama. It will only make things harder in the end.�

Golden eyes closed so Hiei couldn�t see his pain at being rejected and Kurama went lax beneath him. Releasing him Hiei stood and went into the other room giving Kurama time to collect himself. He didn�t see the Youko�s defeated expression as he rolled onto his side and pulled his knees to his chest. Several minutes passed before a quiet redhead exited the bedroom. Pulling his head from the fridge Hiei made no comment about Kurama changing to his human form. �What�s there to eat Fox? I�m hungry.�

Kurama didn�t answer as he waited for Hiei to move then began removing things from the fridge. A few moments later Kurama set a sandwich on the table before him and turned away. �Kurama? Aren�t you eating?�

Since Kurama didn�t turn to face him Hiei only saw his red hair sway as he shook his head. His reply was so soft Hiei almost didn�t hear him. �I�m not hungry.�

Hiei knew Kurama was upset when he watched the redhead sit in the living room chair and pull his feet up. Wanting to give him space Hiei tried to eat but found he�d lost his appetite. How could he eat when his fox was unhappy. Going into the living room Hiei sat at the end of the coffee table facing Kurama. �Fox?�

Sad green eyes met Hiei�s. Kurama�s arms tightened around his knees preventing him from reaching for his friend. When he spoke Hiei could hear the pain in his soft voice. �I can�t do this any more Hiei. I won�t make you stay here any longer. I know you don�t really want to be here. Besides, I�ll never learn to handle this myself if you�re here. Hiei, I� I want you to leave.�

Hiei�s ruby eyes grew wide at Kurama�s words. �For how long?�

Unable to bear the hurt he saw in Hiei�s eyes Kurama looked away. �I don�t want you to come back Hiei. It hurts too much.�

Standing, Hiei reached out to Kurama but pulled back when the redhead flinched. �Fox�?�

Green eyes flashed gold as Kurama glared at Hiei. �Just go Hiei! It�s better this way.�

Without another word Hiei flitted from the apartment. Slowly Kurama rose and went to his room. His hand trembled as he reached for the window. For the first time since befriending Hiei Kurama closed the window and locked it.

Silent tears slipped from sad green eyes as Kurama fell to his knees. �I�m so sorry Hiei. I never meant to hurt you bY loving you but knowing you don�t love me back just hurts too much. I hope some day you can forgive me.�

As Kurama cried himself to sleep Hiei opened a portal to Makai and disappeared.
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