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I'm Supposed to Love You?	By : KuroMitsukai Category: Yuyu Hakusho > General Views: 3534 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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- 9
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Nozomi contemplated standing Shuichi up the entire night and
the next morning, but it was Leto that led her to the front door of Namiki.
Nozomi did not want to be there, but she wasn�t about to turn
around and walk the half hour trip home without having at least spoken with
Shuichi. She could then at least convince herself that she had been a
responsible person.
Yes, she was just trying to convince herself of that.
And the fact that she wasn�t going to feel guilt for
explaining to him that she doesn�t care for him.
She walked in the door and was instantly blown back by the
energy of the room.
The number of people in that room was tremendous, but the
positive energy being given off by everyone was even more powerful than the
shear mass of bodies.
She was startled when someone laid a hand on her shoulder,
only to find that it was Shuichi.
�How are you doing Shuichi?�
�Follow me, I already have a table.�
And without another word the two ventured off into the back
of the restaurant, Leto noticed that the two had passed through a barrier to
keep the noise level to a minimum.
�So you wanted to speak with me Nozomi? And please don�t let
Leto do the speaking, I would like to hear what YOU
have to say.�
Nozomi cursing to herself took a
deep breath in and started, �Well, I am sorry for getting your hopes up but I
just wanted to speak with you and find out how you can try to tell me that you
are in love with me when you don�t even know who I am. I am Nozomi,
I am a completely different individual than your Leto. Who ever is living in
your mind may believe it�s in love with me, but it�s
Leto that thing is in love with an not me. I am sorry but your whole little, crazy, fucked-up world is just giving me the creeps!
I never wanted to have you confess your love to me and I never expected it to
happen without even having given you the time to know me.�
There was a long pause, allowing every word Nozomi spoke
sink into both Shuichi and Youko�s minds.
�You are right,� Shuichi exhaled. �I should probably get to
know you before I try to mate you, but you have to realize that there is a
strong physical connection between the two of us!�
�And if you want to show me that you are worth my time, you
will look past it and allow me some space so that I can get to know you before
I make a complete fool out of myself!�
At that moment the server came up to find out which of the
two pre-fix menus the couple was going to order. Shuichi instantly smiled and
pointed at one of the two, not allowing Nozomi to see. The server then placed
two cups and a tea kettle between the two, grabbed the menus, bowed and walked
off.
�So now you aren�t even going to let me see what you
ordered? What a wonderful date this is going to be!� Nozomi huffed.
�Why do you have to get so annoyed with everything that I
do?�
Nozomi couldn�t think of a snappy comeback, so instead she
poured herself some tea and stared into his emerald eyes plotting her next
move.
�You know, you make an adorable face when you are plotting.
Or are you just being playful?�
�Oh shut up, I am contemplating if it�s going to be worth my
while to stay here any longer.�
�I can make it worth your while...�
�You think that just by batting your eyelashes and smiling
you can get any girl to melt into your arms. Needless to say, I am not that
type of girl. You are going to have to work your ass off in order to actually
get me to think about wanting to spend time with you.�
Shuichi was completely dumbfounded upon the realization that
she was right; he had never had to work so hard to get a girl to fall for him.
�You are right; I am going to have to work my butt off. I have honestly never
had to work for a girl, but this will be a completely new experience for me.�
Nozomi sat there for a while, taking in the fact that he was
willing to work for her.
�He actually gives a shit, or is he just playing with my
mind. Damn it! I can�t figure this guy out!�
�What�s on your mind Nozomi?�
�Oh, nothing. Just trying to take everything in, this has
been an emotional few days.�
�I understand. Oh look, here comes our food.�
As the food was placed in front of them, Nozomi suddenly
felt out of place. Her entire lifetime, she had never seen such a spread of
expensive food. Her parents could never really afford everything they had done
for her. But this kid, he was willing to spend what would take her father an
entire day�s work on her...and this was for a lunch!!!
�Wow, this all looks delicious.�
�It should be, this is one of the
best restaurants in the area.�
Nozomi and Shuichi sat in silence the entire meal.
But Nozomi�s mind was reeling, she was plotting how things were going to work out.
She didn�t want to fall in love with the boy sitting across from her. She didn�t
mind if Leto was going to marry or mate or what ever she was planning on doing
with him, Nozomi had decided years ago that she was going to have nothing to do
with Shuichi.
Ever.
She was going to let him pamper her. Do what he wanted to
make her feel wanted.
Then when she got enough of it, she was going to break him.
Make him feel the same feelings that he caused all those poor girls who he
broke.
She always viewed him as a horrible person. Not just because
of how he had always beaten her at everything academically, but because of how
he treated women. For the longest of time, she had believed the young redhead
to be gay. Apparently his avoidance of the female race was because he liked to
fuck with their minds.
And now he was playing with hers, which infuriated her.
Yet, she was amused at how far he was willing to take his
little charade.
How far would he be willing to go?
She was going to push him, push every button he had, and try
her hardest she could to destroy him.
Nozomi paused, chopsticks still in her mouth. Looked up at
the boy sitting across from her, and wondered if she was being too much of a
bitch to him. �What if he�s being sincere?� Too many thoughts were running
through her head.
At that moment, Shuichi looked up at her and smiled.
�Nozomi, please, I know you doubt my words and me saying
this will probably not mean too much; but please, realize that I do want to be
with you. I am being serious, I know you probably don�t believe me, but I am
being honest. I love you.�
At that instant Nozomi became infuriated. �How can you say
you love me, you�re other half may know Leto but you certainly do not know me!
I don�t want to hear those words come out of your mouth. You may think that you
�love me� but you have no idea what love is. Love is something that needs to be
built between two people. Not something that just randomly appears between two
people.�
With that Nozomi finished the last of her zaru soba, stood up from her place, and walked out without
saying a word. As she opened the door Leto was able to get enough control to
turn her head and mouth the words �I�m sorry� to Shuichi.
Nozomi unconsciously walked back, not fully sure of how she
knew her way home. She just wanted away from Shuichi.
As she neared the halfway point, she started to feel the awkward
sensation of a set of eyes watching her. She decided to walk closer to a parked
car so she could use the side mirror to not the figures behind her. Deciding to
take a small detour she turned the next corner and watched the reflection of
two masculine figures turn the corner as well. Nozomi picked up her pace to
turn and cross the road, going in the general direction of her house, noting
that the two men were dressed in formal business attire.
Nozomi decided to ignore her paranoia and just keep walking.
But as she passed a near by ally she realized that the two men were just
marking her, as she felt a hard object strike the back of her head.
�Shit,� was the only word she could think of before she fell
into her encroaching darkness.
- 9
- 10
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