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My Friend, My Brother, My Lover	By : imalive Category: Yuyu Hakusho > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3270 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Warning: This story is YAOI, and if you don�t like
it than I suggest reading another fic. Also, the main paring will be Yusuke and
Kuwabara it�s just taking a while. Prepare yourselves your major character
OOCness, and there may be some offensive language. Lastly, I am terrible at
grammar and spelling so try to over look the mistakes.
Chapter Eleven

He was nervous, it took a lot for him to be nervous, but he
figured having your family and all those that you cared about met the man who
could possibly be the one was something to be nervous about.� It didn�t make it any better that his own
best friend thought he was a liar and some kind of traitorous freak. Kuwabara
was really at a loss as to what he should be doing. The women wouldn�t let him
help with dinner, Kurama and Hiei were arguing about a crib and being gentle definitely
not something he needed to know about, and Urameshi was nowhere to be found,
that left him in his room.� At first
being alone was fine it gave him time to find the right outfit for dinner. When
he finally found the outfit that would say
welcome-to-dinner-this-is-my-crazy-family-but-don�t-let-
that-put-any-impression-on-me he was left with his thoughts, and all those
thoughts were on Yusuke Urameshi.

He didn�t think it was going to turn out the way it did
earlier even in his worst case scenario it went better, at least then he was
dead and didn�t have to deal with the hurt he was left with now.� Kuwabara knew he should probably try to
understand were Yusuke was coming from, but in all honesty he didn�t think he
could have told Urameshi sooner. Telling Yukina had been an accident it could
have been anyone even Keiko and he wasn�t even that close to her. But telling
Urameshi had always been the scariest thing in his life, he was so afraid of
being left behind and alone that telling Yusuke was always left being
undone.� He couldn�t change that, he
tried, and it seemed to be one of his greatest weaknesses.

Now Yusuke knew and that weakness was gone, but it was replaced
with the most awful feeling. Kuwabara never felt like this he couldn�t even
describe the emotion, it was mixed with betrayal, abandonment, anger, sadness,
all together it hurt, it was something that he could feel in his heart and he
didn�t know how to get rid of it.� What
made it worse was that he had to deal with this atop of Sensui meeting
everyone.� Kuwabara wanted this to be
special because it was special, he never brought anyone home, not for the fact
that there wasn�t anyone to bring home but because no one was ever good enough
to do so.� With Sensui Kuwabara knew he
would be able to hold his own against everyone, and he felt Sensui was the
right one to bring home.� There had never
been someone like Sensui for Kuwabara and now that he had him he wanted this
family to know about him also.� They
hadn�t said it but Kuwabara was sure he loved Sensui, maybe he was not in love
but it was only a matter of time before that happened. It sucked that his
feelings for Yusuke had to interfere with the dinner with Sensui; it wasn�t the
way it was suppose to be.�

It was stupid the way he was sulking he was Kazuma Kuwabara
if he wanted something fixed he was the man to do it. He wasn�t going to let
something like this get in between his friendship with Urameshi and he wasn�t
going to let this night be any less special.�
He was going to find Urameshi and beat some sense into him at least that
was the plan until he opened his bedroom door and found his friend standing in
front of him. �

�Um�Hey Kuwabara.�

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break)//////////////////////////////////////////////////////////

After he left he Hiei�s house Yusuke was in shock. Somewhere
deep inside he knew Kuwabara and Sensui were more than business partners or
even friends, but he ignored it.� When
Kuwabara told him he was gay he figured he had to deal with that first, but now
that Sensui was in the open Yusuke seemed to focus his attention on him.� Sensui made it more real, it made denying
Kuwabara was gay impossible. His best friend liked men, it didn�t sound too bad
when he thought about it.� It was
something he could tease Kuwabara about, if saying the word vagina around
Kuwabara would make him as red as an apple Yusuke could only imagine what
saying lewd things about the male anatomy would do to Kuwabara.� It would be easy to add Kuwabara�s lifestyle
into their lives it�s not like anything would change since Kuwabara was already
secretly doing anyway.� So really
Kuwabara keeping his secret was a good thing because it helped change Yusuke�s
world little by little without him knowing it.�
So if Yusuke looked at it like that he could deal with Kuwabara being
gay he could even deal with being the last one to know, but for some reason the
prospect of Sensui wasn�t going over so well.

He couldn�t see what Kuwabara would want with the guy.� He was old beyond reason, he looked plain, he
probably couldn�t get it up without taking some pill, it couldn�t be money
Kuwabara wasn�t like that, and he couldn�t see the guy as having some kind of
great personality. Yusuke only met the guy once and he already knew Sensui was
all wrong for Kuwabara, he could feel it in his soul.� Usually Kuwabara could feel these things too;
after all he was the first to call that him and Botan wouldn�t make it, and so
he didn�t see how Kuwabara would waste his time on Sensui.� If that wasn�t enough the guy was going to
dinner, that meant something to Kuwabara, and Yusuke knew it was a mistake.� Sensui was bad for Kuwabara, if Kuwabara
couldn�t see it now he would see it eventually, and when he did there was no
way in hell Yusuke was going to let some old bastard tear apart his friend. If
anything he was going to be there for his friend he just had to tell him that,
not about Sensui being wrong for him that would make it worse, he had to tell
him that it was okay and that he was sorry and all that other good stuff to get
back to the way things were, luckily for him his feet took him to place he
wanted to be on their own.� It�s amazing
the way the subconscious works.� Before
he could loose his nerve he went straight into the Kuwabara home, perk of being
best friends since childhood no knocking required, and went to Kuwabara�s room
without pause.� Just as he was about to
open Kuwabara�s door he was face to face with his friend, it was like they were
on the same friggin� wavelength.

�Um�Hey Kuwabara.� Great way to start a serious conversation
by the way.

�Hey Urameshi.�

�Guess you�re going somewhere then?�

�I was going to find you, but since you here, come in. I
think we need to talk.�

Yusuke was one nervous boy. It�s not like he�s never been in
Kuwabara�s room before but now seemed different. Not different like the time
they discussed the birds and the bees when they were nine but more like in the
we-just-had-a-huge-fight-and-god-is-there- a-lot-of-tension-in-this-room kind
of different. The fact that both of them were standing on different sides of
the bed facing each other didn�t help, Yusuke could imagine the old western
music playing in the background waiting for the showdown to begin.

�That�s why I�m here I think we need to talk too, Kuwabara.
More like I need to talk and you listen kind of thing.�

�Uh hum. I don�t know Urameshi I have some things that need
to be said too and this morning when you talked it was a bunch of crap.�

�Yeah I know that�s why I need to talk now.�

�You know?�

�Yeah. Look Kuwabara I�m sorry. You know I�m a moron from
time to time and this morning was one of those times.�

�Urameshi I should have��

�No Kuwabara it�s my turn to talk alright?� He had to get
his point across, he had to make it better, and hopefully waving his hands
through the air would cut Kuwabara off if his words didn�t.

�I talked with Kurama and Hiei and they told me about
tonight. You know up until they motioned the importance of the dinner none of
what they said was getting through. But knowing that you have someone makes it
more real you know. And I can�t deny what you told me.� It was stupid the way I acted and I don�t
know how to make it up, but I just want you to know I am sorry. And that I know
that you are the way you are and I won�t try to deny it anymore.�

�And what am I Urameshi?�

�Well you know.�

�I know but since you started talking you haven�t even said
it once.

�Does it matter?�

�A little.�

�Fine. Kuwabara you�re gay.� It shouldn�t have been as hard
to say it as it was, but that was something for Yusuke to think about later.

�Yep I am. Do you think you can handle that Urameshi, in an
accepting way?�

�It�s not like I wasn�t accepting it before, I just didn�t
know I was.� Kurama said it�s apart of
you and if you�ve always been gay then I guess I�ve always accepted it.�

�Good enough I guess. Now that it�s all done how about we
stop talking like a bunch of girls and go watch some football.�

�Kuwabara you hate football.�

�I know but I thought something manly needed to be said.�

�How bout we go down stairs and talk about three legged
cribs with Hiei and Kurama.� And we�ll
wait for your�uh�guy.�

�Are you ready to meet him?�

�Sure I am. Besides I can�t wait to see what Shizuru does to
him.�

�God I hope it�s not too bad.�

�We�ll see.�

Bring it on Sensui, there was no way Yusuke was going to let
him hurt Kuwabara.

A/N: So I got two reviews one from AFF and another FF, plus
a bunch of hits so I had to put this out. Thanks a lot.
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