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AFRAID TO LOVE	By : ShioriFoxiesMom Category: Yuyu Hakusho > Yaoi - Male/Male > Hiei/Kurama Views: 8988 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Alright every one, finally, here�s the last chapter of �Afraid to Love�. There will be a short epilog, but not a sequel. I realize I created a cool idea for one, but I don�t think I�m up for another long story right now. This story has taken me longer than an other I�ve ever done. I think after this I might stick to one shots for a while. Maybe later I�ll get back in the mode for another long story.
Thank you all for your patience and all the great reviews. I love every one of them. Because I�m a junkie for them, you�ll hear from me again.

FYI The song is 'I'd come for you' by Nickleback. I just love them. My son and I saw the concert in Phoenix and they are the first band I've seen that rivalled KISS (my faves) for pirotecnics and kick ass rock and roll.

Chapter 17

A week later Hiei stood on a rooftop across from Kurama�s apartment. As Yusuke predicted, Hiei hadn�t gone far. He�d stayed in the forest near the temple while Kurama recuperated. Close enough to make sure his fox was safe, but not so close as to be seen. Two days ago however, Kurama left the temple. Hiei had expected Kurama to come looking for him. Instead Kurama had gone to his apartment.
What Kurama was doing in there Hiei hadn�t figured out. Shiori had spent most of the past two days there with her son. Yusuke and Kuwabara had been by several times. Each time they came they brought boxes with them, only to take them away again when they left.
For the first time in two days there seemed to be no activity at Kurama�s apartment. Just as he was about to move in for a closer look, Kurama came out carrying another box. Hiei watched as Kurama got in his car and drove off. Curious, Hiei flitted up to the tree by the bedroom window and peered in. the room had been stripped bare except for the bed, desk and dresser. There wasn�t even a sheet on the bed.
Flitting off, Hiei went after Kurama. It didn�t take him long to realize the redhead was headed for the temple. An hour later Hiei watched as Kurama was greeted by their friends. After a brief exchange Kurama disengaged himself from them and walked towards the little house that was Hiei�s home.
Hiei wasn�t surprised when the first thing Kurama did was open the door and all the windows. His fox loved the fresh air and let it in whenever possible. Through the open windows Hiei could see all the boxes from Kurama�s apartment. Hiei watched as Kurama turned on some music and began unpacking boxes.
Watching him, Hiei smirked. Just as he did when he cleaned, Kurama sang and danced as he unpacked and put things away. Occasionally he would put things with a group of boxes that he didn�t seem to be unpacking.
From his vantage point in a tree at the edge of the forest, Hiei could watch Kurama and hear the music his fox played as he worked. After a while, Hiei closed his eyes allowing the music to wash over him as the Jagon watched over his fox. How much time passed before he realized something was off Hiei didn�t know, but suddenly his eyes popped open and he hopped out of the tree.
Moving closer to the bedroom window Hiei realized that he had heard the same song over and over again. Peering inside, Hiei saw Kurama was no longer unpacking but sitting on the edge of the bed. His head was bowed and his arms rested on his knees. With his head down, Hiei couldn�t see Kurama�s expression past his long red hair, but from his body language he looked sad, almost defeated.
When the song ended, Hiei watched as Kurama reached for a remote beside him and clicked a button starting the song over again. Curious, Hiei listened carefully to the words this time.

Just one more moment. That�s all that�s needed.

Like wounded soldiers, in need of healing.

Time to be honest. This time I�m pleading.

Please don�t dwell on it, �cause I didn�t mean it.
I can�t believe I said I�d lay our love on the ground.

But it doesn�t matter, cause I made it up. Forgive me now.

And every day I spend away, my soul�s inside out.

Gotta be some way that I can make it up to you now, somehow.

Without even realizing it, Hiei was now sitting in the window sill as he listened to the words he was sure Kurama wanted him to hear.

By now you know that�
I�d come for you, no one but you.

Yes I�d come for you, but only if you told me to.

I�d fight for you. I�d lie, it�s true. Give my life for you.

You know I�d always come for you.

This Hiei had no problem believing since Kurama had done just as the song said, he�d come for him� and always would.

I was blindfolded, but now I�m seeing.

My mind was closing, now I�m believing.
I finally know just what it means to let someone in.

To see the side of me that no one does, or ever will.

So if you�re ever lost and find yourself all alone,

I�d search forever just to bring you home.

Here and now, this I vow.

As if sensing him, Kurama slowly looked up to find Hiei standing only a few feet from him. With sad green eyes, Kurama�s gaze held Hiei�s as he silently mouthed the words to the song.

By now you know that�
I�d come for you, no one but you.

Yes I�d come for you, but only if you told me to.

I�d fight for you, I�d lie, it�s true. Give my life for you.

You know I�d always come for you.

You know I�d always come for you.
No matter what gets in my way,

So long as there�s still life in me.

No matter what remember,

You know I�ll always come for you.

With each word, Hiei was drawn closer. When Hiei was right before him, Kurama reached out a trembling hand to caress the fire demon�s cheek. Stepping between the fox�s knees, Hiei leaned forward and rested his own forehead against Kurama�s.

I�d come for you, no one but you.

Yes I�d come for you, but only if you told me to.

I�d fight for you, I�d lie, it�s true. Give my life for you.

You know I�d always come for you.
No matter what gets in my way,

So long as there�s still life in me.

No matter what remember,

You know I�ll always come for you.

Neither heard the end of the song as their lips met.

I�d crawl across this world for you,

Do anything you told me to.

No matter what remember�
You know I�d always come for you.

You know I�d always come for you.

The gentle kiss ended with the song. As the next song started, Kurama reached for the remote to stop the CD. Turning his green gaze to Hiei, Kurama pleaded. �Please forgive me Hiei. If you�ll give me another chance, I swear I will spend the rest of my life proving to you how much I love you.�
Several moments passed before Hiei responded. The words he spoke however were not the words of forgiveness Kurama had hoped for. �Yusuke�s coming.�
Luckily, Hiei knew he had nothing to fear, because Kurama�s powerful energy surged and he growled angrily. �No! He can�t have you yet!�
When the light from both the window and the door to the living room suddenly dimmed, Hiei turned to see thick plants covering the window. It only took him a moment to realize Kurama had surrounded the house with plants, thereby blocking Yusuke from entering.
Turning back, Hiei�s first concern was Kurama. Even though he nearly died only a week ago, the powerful display didn�t seem to be effecting the redhead at all. Sensing Yusuke�s concern for Kurama�s safety, Hiei quickly used the Jagon to let him know he was there and that all was well. �It�s alright Fox. He�s gone.�
Showing no remorse at allowing his jealousy to show, Kurama nodded. With a sigh, Kurama looked deep into Hiei�s ruby eyes. �Until I draw my last breath Hiei, you are mine and I will be by your side. Some day though, when I am no longer there, I�m going to hold Yusuke to his promise. I want you to let him love you and fight beside you when I no longer can.�
Ruby eyes darkened ominously. �Damn it Kurama! I don�t want to hear you talk about leaving me ever again!�
A gleam of hope lit Kurama�s green eyes. �Does that mean I get to stay? That you�ve forgiven me?�
Looking away nervously, Hiei shrugged. �Well, you�ve already moved in. Besides, since you gave up your apartment you�ve got no where to go if I throw you out.�
Raising an eyebrow, Kurama hid his grin. �If I were truly homeless, I�m sure my mother would take me in. That wouldn�t work though, I�d be too far away from you. I guess I could ask Kuwabara and Yukina if I could stay at the temple. Of course I�m sure Yusuke��
At the mention of Yusuke�s name, Hiei snapped. �You are not homeless! You�re staying right here with me where you belong!�
With a huge smile, Kurama threw his arms around Hiei and pulled him onto the bed. �There�s no where I�d rather be than right here with you my love.�
With Hiei laying over him, Kurama leaned up to kiss him gently. When their lips parted Hiei looked at him confused. �Kurama, what�s wrong with you? You have never had me on a bed before without trying to get my clothes off. We�ve just made up after months apart and all you�re doing is holding me.�
Kurama chuckled. �Very unlike me I know, but it�s been so long since I held you, I can�t resist.�
Indulging him, Hiei settled down on Kurama�s chest, tucking his face into the redhead�s neck. It wasn�t long before Hiei felt Kurama�s body begin to stir to life beneath him. With a wicked smirk, Hiei pretended to snuggle closer while rubbing himself against Kurama�s hardening groin. �Well, if this is really all you want Fox��
With a moan, Kurama spread his legs and pulled him closer. �Evil demon. Inari, you feel so good Hiei. Okay, I lied. I want more than to hold you Hiei. Please make love to me.�
One by one, clothes were pushed away as they kissed. Surprisingly, even after months of separation, neither were in any great hurry. Tender kisses were trailed down sensitive necks. Desperate moans were heard as hard nipples were pinched and licked. Finally, when both were breathless, Hiei took control as he settled between Kurama�s thighs. Long fingers tangled in the bed covers as Kurama surrendered to Hiei�s mouth. �Inari Hiei! It�s been so long. I am helpless beneath your touch. Please Koi, more!�
Pleased by his lover�s words, Hiei took Kurama deep in his throat. Guided by Kurama�s moans, Hiei�s mouth and hands played his body until the redhead was begging. �Please Hiei! I can�t take any more! Take me or finish me!�
Raising his head, Hiei smiled. �Soon Fox, but I won�t take you dry.�
Wiggling them further up the bed, Kurama reached for the nightstand. A moment later Hiei found a tube shoved into his hand. The delay ebbed the tide of Kurama�s passion, allowing Hiei more time to play and prepare his lover. It wasn�t long though before Kurama was begging again. �Gods Hiei, yes! Touch me there again!�
A laugh rumbling from the back of Hiei�s throat against the tip of his erection and a little more wiggling of his fingers, was enough to take Kurama screaming over the edge. �HIEIIIII!�
With a smirk, Hiei crawled up his lover�s body. Settling on his chest Hiei expected it to be several minutes before Kurama recovered. A moment later, Hiei was surprised when he was rolled and pressed into the mattress. �Damn Hiei, you out did yourself. Now it�s my turn.�
Spreading the fire demon�s legs, Kurama licked his lips before sliding them down over Hiei�s hard cock. Watching the red head bobbing on him, Hiei was about to climax when Kurama stopped, denying him release. Chuckling at Hiei�s frustrated growl, the fox waited patiently before raking his teeth down Hiei�s length. This time when Hiei was about to reach his end, long fingers circled the base of his erection, denying him again.
Loving the exquisite torture, Hiei moaned and thrashed on the bed until he couldn�t take it any more. When Hiei tried to hold his head, seeking release, Kurama pulled back and pleaded. �Hiei please make love to me. I need to feel you deep inside me.�
With those big green eyes gazing at him, there was nothing Hiei would deny him. Amazed that this powerful demon could so willingly submit to him, Hiei pulled Kurama up and claimed his lips in a slow, passionate kiss. When Kurama began moaning and writhing above him, Hiei rolled the redhead beneath him. �Not so fast Fox. You asked me to make love to you, and that�s exactly what I plan on doing.�
Thinking he would lose his mind if Hiei didn�t take him soon, Kurama moaned in protest as he was again thoroughly kissed. When a sword calloused hand skimmed down his torso, Kurama shivered. When Hiei moved back, lifted his lover�s hips and guided his long legs around him, Kurama trembled with anticipation.
Expecting to be taken swiftly, Kurama�s breath caught in his throat when Hiei�s huge cock slid into him slowly. When deep inside him his sweet spot was expertly tormented, Kurama�s breath was finally released in a loud moan. �Gods Hiei, YES!�
Whining when Hiei started to withdraw, Kurama was rewarded when his lover rose up on his knees and pushed forward. The new angle allowed for even deeper penetration. Slowly and methodically, Hiei moved on him until Kurama was sure he truly had lost his mind. Never had Hiei drawn pleasure from him so sweetly and effectively. Much to Hiei�s surprise, he was enjoying watching Kurama almost as much as he was making love to him.
Finally, with Kurama�s hands desperately trying to pull him close, Hiei lay down over him. When Kurama clutched him close, Hiei could hear him plead as he panted. �Please Hiei�. please� please��
With desire surging through him at being able to reduce the ancient fox to a submissive kit, Hiei reached for Kurama�s length and began stroking. Together their moans filled the air as their passion climbed even higher. Moments later they were spiraling over the edge together as they climaxed.
Collapsing on him, Hiei was too far gone himself to notice that Kurama had lost consciousness. By the time Hiei�s heart slowed enough that he could move, Kurama�s hands were slowly moving over his back. �Dear gods Hiei, that was� there are no words to describe how incredible that was. I love you Hiei. Maybe that was the difference. I�m not afraid to love you any more.�
Holding Kurama close, it was a moment before Hiei could speak. �I love you too Kurama. Promise we�ll never be apart again. I�m not sure I could survive it a second time.�
Closing his eyes against the pain he knew he had caused the man he loved, Kurama held him tight. �I pledge my life and my love to you Hiei. Until I draw my last breath, I am yours and will be at your side.�

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