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AFRAID TO LOVE	By : ShioriFoxiesMom Category: Yuyu Hakusho > Yaoi - Male/Male > Hiei/Kurama Views: 8987 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Thank you all so much for the great reviews and for being patient with the delay in updating. My husband and I got our remodeling finished and rewarded ourselves with a trip to Denver. Since my husband works on airplanes, and knows how poorly most airlines maintain their fleets, he wouldn�t let us fly. Instead I gave in and let him have his �road trip�. Since this meant 14 hours each way in a car, I took my laptop and was finally able to catch up on my writing. As I�m finishing up this chapter we are somewhere in the mountains in New Mexico.
We had a great time. We did some sightseeing, shopping and saw two baseball games. Unfortunately my Diamondbacks lost, but we had a lot of fun being on the opposing teams turf, dressed all in red (not purple for the Rockies) screaming, shouting, shaking our snake rattle and waving signs as we rooted for our Diamondbacks.
I also want to thank everyone for the condolences for my nephew. We all deal with death throughout our lives, but trying to comprehend how a loved one can take their own life is something I doubt I will ever fully get over and I will never understand.
On the lighter side, I tried to have a little fun with this chapter. I hope you all enjoy it.

Chapter 2

Stretching and finding an empty bed, Hiei looked around for Kurama. Hearing him in the kitchen, Hiei rose and looked around for his pants. Not finding them, he went to the bedroom door and was just about to call out to the nearly naked redhead in the kitchen when he saw Yusuke come through the front door. Seeing Hiei in just his shorts, Yusuke stopped short.
Realizing Kurama was as yet unaware of the Toushin�s presence, Hiei smirked. �Kurama, in your haste to get me into bed last night, what the hell did you do with my pants?�
From where Kurama stood in the kitchen, he couldn�t see Yusuke was even there, or his shocked expression. �I put them in the washer with the rest of your clothes Dragon.�
Setting down the orange juice he had just poured, Kurama sauntered over to Hiei and pinned him against the door jam with a kiss. �I was hoping with nothing to wear, I could convince you to take me back to bed and fuck me like you did the last night of the dark tournament.�
Seeing Yusuke�s eyes widen even more, Hiei�s smirk widened. Skimming a hand around Kurama�s waist, Hiei slipped it into the back of the redhead�s shorts, giving the detective a tantalizing view of the curve of one sexy cheek. When he saw Yusuke�s eyes greedily follow his every movement, Hiei pulled the redhead closer to nibble on his exposed neck. �You mean the night I gagged you with my scarf, so those idiots couldn�t hear you scream while I bent you over on the bed and fucked you until you passed out from pleasure?�
Yusuke watched Kurama�s long red hair cascade even further down his back as he threw his head back with a loud moan. �Inari, yes Hiei. Just like that. I�ll suck your beautiful cock until its all hard and wet for me, then you can even tie me up if you want.�
That last comment was all it took to break Yusuke�s silence as he suddenly groaned. �Fuck me.�
Red hair flew when Kurama�s head whipped around to see Yusuke standing at the front door. Before he could say anything though, Yusuke stammered. �Um� sorry. Didn�t realize I was interrupting anything. Later.�
With that, Yusuke turned and left. Green eyes glared as Kurama turned back to Hiei. �You did that on purpose Hiei. You should know it won�t change anything though. Now you�ve just given him something to fantasize about until he can finally have me.�
With his short lived victory gone, Hiei grunted. �Whatever Fox. Now find me some damn clothes so I can get the hell out of here.�
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Two days later, Kurama smiled as he thought about his last conversation with Yusuke. Not only had Hiei�s interference not deterred the Toushin, now he seemed even more determined to get Kurama into bed. As much as he too was looking forward to their time together, Kurama couldn�t help but wonder, when it was over, would his relationship with Hiei ever be the same?
Just thinking about that relationship made Kurama uncomfortable. It had been a very long time since he�d allowed himself to care about anyone, especially a lover. He�d learned long ago that caring only led to heartache. Since Kuronue�s death, the only being he had begrudgingly allowed near his heart had been his human mother, Shiori, even though he knew she would someday become one of his biggest heartaches.
Not wanting to consider how the loss of Hiei�s friendship would effect him, Kurama turned his thoughts back to Yusuke. Yusuke was safe. Though his feelings for Yusuke were genuine, they were superficial. He could be Yusuke�s friend and even take him to his bed, but he would never have his heart broken. His feelings about Hiei were much more complex.
Annoyed that his thoughts had once again turned to Hiei, Kurama concentrated on where he was going. He and Yusuke were supposed to meet in the park. After lunch and a few other social niceties, Kurama hoped they�d end up alone at his apartment where they would finally be together. His excitement began to build as he sensed and saw Yusuke ahead of him facing away from him under a large tree.
Just as he was about to call out, Kurama got an uneasy feeling. Though he couldn�t see anyone one else, there was another energy signature with Yusuke. Hiei�s energy to be exact. He should have known better than to meet Yusuke in the park. Annoyed for a different reason now, Kurama moved closer. A moment later Kurama realized that the reason he couldn�t see Hiei was that he was leaning against the same tree Yusuke stood in front of. In fact Hiei was very effectively being pinned to the tree by Yusuke�s body as the two shared a passionate kiss.
Momentarily stunned, Kurama just stared at the two men. When he saw Yusuke�s hips shift, rubbing himself against Hiei, then heard the fire demon moan in response, Kurama couldn�t help his reaction. Stepping forward he grabbed Yusuke by the shoulder and roughly pulled him away with a growl. �What the hell do you think you�re doing?�
Stumbling back, Yusuke looked between the two demons wondering which of them Kurama was talking to. When Kurama positioned himself protectively in front of Hiei, Yusuke decided it was him. �Hey Kurama. Hiei and I were just talking, and well� we began wondering� and you know��
Behind him, Kurama heard Hiei grunt. �Relax Fox. I wanted to make sure the detective�s life wasn�t ruined when your little game was over. If he was stupid enough to fall in love with you it would leave him weak and vulnerable when you�re through playing with him.�
Seeing gold flickering in Kurama�s eyes, Yusuke laughed nervously. �Yeah Kurama, it was nothing. We were just seeing if I�d react to Hiei�s kiss the way I do yours.�
Hiei smirked at the deeper timber of the youko�s voice as the redhead spoke. �So, how did you react Yusuke?�
The longing in Yusuke�s voice was impossible to miss as he moaned. �Damn Kurama, I can see why you were begging Hiei to take you to bed the other day. His kiss alone almost set me on fire.�
Kurama growled. �That�s one fire that will never be lit!�
Pleased with Kurama�s reaction, Hiei smirked smugly. �Hn, stupid fox.�
Without another word, Hiei flitted away. Seeing Kurama ignore Hiei�s departure and slowly move forward, Yusuke shifted nervously. Kurama was about to reveal if he was jealous of Hiei or himself. A moment later Kurama�s firm voice left him in now doubt as to the answer. �If you value your life Yusuke, don�t ever touch Hiei again. My Dragon is off limits!�
Quickly nodding and taking a few steps back, Yusuke stammered. �Yeah� no problem. Hiei�s off limits� got it. Hey, I gotta go. I think Keiko needs me or something. Later.�
It took Kurama a moment to realize he was standing alone. As he tried to relax he couldn�t remember the last time he�d been so� pushing the word jealous aside he settled for angry. An anger that was turning to frustration when he realized he wasn�t getting laid today. Remembering the look on Yusuke�s face, he was pretty sure he�d lost any chance of having the sexy Toushin for a lover ever.
Deciding this was all Hiei�s fault, Kurama vowed Hiei would be the one to pay for that loss.
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As the days passed into a week, Kurama noticed that Hiei and Yusuke had both made themselves scarce where he was concerned. Kurama realized this was a good thing since it gave him time to calm down. With Yusuke and Keiko�s wedding fast approaching, Kurama was actually grateful for the time alone to prepare for the festivities.
The Ukimora/Urameshi wedding was going to be a week-long gathering of friends and eventually family. First the gang was gathering at the temple. The traditional bachelor and bachelorette parties were being merged into a joint party as they all prepared the temple for the wedding. This would allow for demon input in the preparations without human witnesses.
It wouldn�t be until the day before the wedding that Yusuke and Keiko�s human friends would be arriving, along with Kurama and Kuwabara�s parents. Since all the guests were staying at the temple, rooms would have to be prepared both in the main house and in several of the outer buildings.
Looking up at his parent�s house, Kurama sighed, not looking forward to fielding Shiori�s questions on why he wouldn�t have a date for the wedding. With another sigh, Kurama knocked, then opened the door. �Mother, are you home?�
It only took a moment for Shiori hurry down the stairs to greet him with a hug. �Shuuichi, you�re early. I thought you�d be here for lunch.�
Grateful that he would miss the inquisition lunch, Kurama smiled. �I�m sorry Mother, Shizuru called and wants everyone at the temple early.�
Hearing the girl�s name, Shiori grinned. �Shizuru is such a lovely young lady, I do hope she�s your date for the wedding.�
Only strict discipline kept Kurama from rolling his eyes. �No Mother, I�m sorry she�s not. I�ve decided not to have a date for the wedding.�
Clearly disappointed, Shiori pouted. �Shuuichi, why not? I was so looking forward to seeing you with a nice girl on your arm this weekend. Since Shizuru is tall and slender, like you, the two of you would look exquisite dancing together.�
Giving her a mischievous grin, Kurama hoped to pacify her. �If it will make you happy, I promise to ask Shizuru to dance.�
Shiori gave him a huge smile. �That would be wonderful Shuuichi. That would give you the perfect opportunity to ask her out.�
Shaking his head, Kurama sighed. �Mother, I assure you, there has been ample opportunity. If there were even the slightest bit of attraction between us, I would have asked her out long ago. For that matter, Shizuru would have asked me out if she were interested. Besides, she smokes, and you know I could never be with a woman that smokes.�
Shiori�s smile faded. �She could quit smoking you know.�
Impatient now, Kurama gave her a warning. �Mother��
Realizing she�d pushed too far, Shiori held up her hands. �Oh, alright, I�ll stop. I can�t help it though. I just want to see my son find a nice woman to spend his life with.�
Secretly, Kurama wished that just once his mother would say �someone� to spend his life with, in stead of specifically a female. Maybe if she would give him an inkling of hope that she might accept him if he wanted a man to spend his life with, then he might tell her the truth. �I know Mother. I�m just not ready for a relationship right now. When I am, you�ll be the second person to know. Now, I have to get going. I�m sure the girls have this whole week planned down to the minute. I�ll see you Saturday.�
Leaning up to accept his kiss, Shiori smiled. �I can�t wait. I�m sure you�ll be so handsome all dressed up, that ladies will be lining up to dance with you. Have fun Dear.�
With a wave, Kurama left and headed for the temple. As much as he was looking forward to spending time with his friends, the wedding itself would be torture. Shiori would be trying to set him up with every possible available woman there. Maybe he should have asked someone safe like Shizuru to be his date.
Just over an hour later, Kurama slowly climbed the temple steps. As he approached the top, Hiei appeared before him on the landing. When Kurama was only two steps away, he stopped. Without a word, Kurama looked up at his partner. Staring back at him, Hiei didn�t move. After a moment, Hiei gave a little shake of his head and grunted. �Hn.�
As if pleased with something, Kurama smiled. Reaching out a hand, Kurama lightly touched Hiei�s cheek. When his touch wasn�t rejected, the redhead leaned his face up and gently touched his lips to Hiei�s. After only a brief hesitation, Hiei returned the chaste kiss. A few moments later, Hiei pulled back and stood aside, as if inviting Kurama to join him. As Kurama reached the top, Hiei fell into step beside him. Silently the two men headed for the temple.
Just as they were about to step onto the porch, Yusuke came out of the main house. For a moment all three men just stared at each other. After looking back and forth between his two friends, Yusuke�s eyes finally landed on Kurama. �Are we okay?�
Giving him a single nod, Kurama replied. �Of course.�
There was a brief pause before Kurama then inquired. �Are we still welcome?�
Just as solemnly as Kurama had, Yusuke nodded and replied. �Of course.�
Unable to contain himself an longer, Yusuke gave them both a big sloppy grin and waved his arm. �Get your asses in here you two. It�s not like we can start the party without you.�
The moment they entered the temple, Keiko ran up to greet them. �Kurama, Hiei, you made it!�
After giving Kurama a hug and a kiss on the cheek, Keiko turned to Hiei. When he glared at her, Keiko hesitated, almost making him feel bad. When her big brown eyes seemed to ask permission, Hiei finally sighed and grunted. �Hn.�
With a big smile, Keiko gave him a quick hug and peck on the cheek before turning to the group. �Now that we�re all here, we�ll have lunch. Since we�ve got all week to get ready, Yusuke and I decided that today would be just for us and our friends. All the work can wait for tomorrow.�
This was met by a round of cheers. The loudest of which was Kuwabara. �Alright, I�m starved!�
Quietly, Kurama and Hiei joined their friends. Keiko, Yukina and Botan all saw to it that everyone had full plates. Yusuke and Kuwabara had a minor skirmish over the last sticky bun. Koenma and Shizuru sat back and watched like they were all children. In other words, it was a normal meal.
After the meal was cleared away, Yusuke called for a sparing match. Quick to take him on, Kuwabara rushed forward. �You�re on Urameshi. I�m going to kick your ass.�
Laughing, Yusuke shook his head. �Not this time Kuwabara. I think I�d like a crack at Kurama. He and I have some unfinished business to settle.�
Even before Kurama opened his mouth to reply, Hiei knew Yusuke didn�t stand a chance against the ancient fox. �So, you think you can take me on Yusuke? Better men than you have tried.�
Kurama watched as Yusuke sprinted down the porch steps, then turned to taunt him. �I seem to recall that Hiei�s had the upper hand with you more than once, and I can take Hiei. So, let�s see what you�ve got Fox Boy.�
With one hand on the porch rail, Kurama hopped over it and landed right in front of Yusuke. �This will be fun.�
Faster than Yusuke could reach for him, Kurama jumped away and drew his weapon. Before he could blink, Yusuke�s shirt was sliced open to reveal his muscular, yet unmarred abs. From the sidelines, the girls cheered. It was Botan however than threw down the challenge. �Come on Kurama! We want to see more! This is Keiko�s bachelorette party too you know!�

Realizing what the fairy girl was asking for, Kurama had no trouble complying with her request. One more flick of his wrist, and Yusuke�s shirt fell off one shoulder. Kurama was a little surprised to hear, Keiko cheering him on the loudest. �Alright Kurama! Let�s see more!�
Finally figuring out what was going on, Yusuke tried harder to dodge Kurama�s whip. �Hey, I thought this was going to be a fair fight! How the hell am I supposed to get Kurama�s clothes off?�
Before Kurama could register the counter-challenge, Yusuke had blasted the buttons off his shirt and it now hung open revealing his own sculpted chest and abs. At this, the girls went wild. This time it was Shizuru�s voice that carried over the others. �Come on Kid! We�ve seen you, Hiei and even my ugly brother all fight with practically nothing on! It�s the redhead�s turn to show us some skin!�
As Yusuke circled him, looking for another opportunity, Kurama held up a hand. �Hold on just a moment Yusuke. Let me take my shirt off so it doesn�t get ruined.�
Much to the girls pleasure, Kurama slipped his shirt off and tossed it to Hiei. �There you go ladies, but let me tell you, that�s the only article of my clothing that will be coming off. As for Yusuke, let�s have some fun.�
Kurama�s whip lashed out and swiped the rest of Yusuke�s shirt off before he could blink. When the girls cheered louder, Yusuke groaned. �Aw come on Kurama!�
Ignoring the plea for mercy, Kurama lashed out several times at Yusuke�s pants, leaving long slits cupping under the Toushin�s cheeks. Try as he might, Yusuke couldn�t seem to get a good hit in on Kurama anywhere. Within minutes Yusuke�s pants were in tatters and his boxers were in danger of falling down. With one hand holding his shorts up and the other held out protectively before him, Yusuke called out. �Okay, Kurama, �uncle� you win!�
Before him, Kurama paused. �What do you think, ladies? One more pass and you could see it all.�
Looking over, Kurama saw Yukina was giggling as Kuwabara tried to cover her eyes. Botan and Shizuru were shouting for more. Kurama�s eyes finally landed on Keiko. �As the bride Keiko, you may call for the final blow, or end the match.�
When Keiko seemed to consider her decision, Yusuke looked at her in shock. �Aw, come on Honey! You don�t really want everyone to see me naked now, do you? Besides, this is my stag party too! I might ask Kurama to have his wicked plants do something to humiliate you out of revenge!�
Decision made, Keiko looked at her friends apologetically. �Sorry girls, the match is over. I declare Kurama the winner.�
When Keiko rushed out to raise Kurama�s hand in victory, Yusuke made a dash for the house. Before long everyone accept Kurama and Hiei had gone inside. �I thought you had finished playing with him Fox.�
Turning, Kurama gave Hiei a startled look. �How could I Hiei? You kept interfering. If he�s still interested, I have almost a week until he�s married.�
Frustrated, Hiei had to fight to keep from shouting at the redhead. �What about his female Fox? Do you think she won�t notice you seducing him right under her nose?�
Kurama shrugged. �We�ll just have to be careful then.�
Seeing the stiff set of Hiei�s shoulders, Kurama grinned. �There is an alternative Hiei. You could make me a better offer.�
Positive that Hiei would reject his proposal, Kurama sighed as he turned towards the house. �Too bad.�
Just as Kurama�s foot touched the first step, he heard Hiei behind him. �Deal.�
Surprised, Kurama turned back and waited for Hiei to make his offer. �Alright you stupid Fox. I�ll give you one week. I will be your lover until after they are mated, but your game with him is over right now. From this moment forward, Yusuke is off limits.�
There was a brief pause before Hiei suddenly added more. �And so is everyone else. I don�t share!�
Not pausing to question why he was so pleased, Kurama moved forward. �Let�s make this clear. For the next week, let�s say until the day after the wedding, you and I are exclusive lovers. No matter what, we will be together the entire week, neither of us able to back out of the deal. Agreed?�
Hiei seemed to hesitate. �Just so we�re clear, no flirting, kissing, touching, nothing with anyone accept each other for one week. Agreed?�
Almost giddy at the prospect of having Hiei as his for the next week, Kurama suddenly remembered something. �Hiei, wait. I promised my mother that I�d dance with Shizuru at the wedding. Don�t ask, it�s a long story.�
After considering this a moment, Hiei nodded. �Dancing with the girls, for the sake of the wedding, is acceptable.�
Taking a step closer, Kurama grinned at Hiei. �Shall we seal our deal with a kiss?�
Before Kurama could even lean closer, Hiei�s fingers reach out and wound in his long red hair pulling him in for a kiss. This wasn�t the chaste kiss they had shared earlier. This was a mouth open, tongue battling, toe curling, passionate kiss of lovers. By the time Hiei released him, Kurama was panting with need. �Hiei��
Moving past him, Hiei called over his shoulder. �Everyone is waiting inside Fox.�
With his hopes dashed, Kurama slowly followed.
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