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LOOKING FOR LOVE
Chapter 3
Two days had passed since Hiei had witnessed Kurama and Yusuke’s passionate kiss. Several times the fire demon had opened a portal to the Makai but couldn’t bring himself to actually leave. Even though he had seen it with his own eyes Hiei couldn’t leave Kurama behind until his fox told him he had found the man he wanted to be with, a man he could love. Finally getting up the courage to face the truth Hiei raced towards Kurama’s house.
It only took a quick scan of the area for Hiei to locate Kurama alone in his mother’s garden. Even though he knew Kurama was about to shatter his dreams Hiei was glad he’d come the moment he saw the beautiful smile Kurama bestowed on him. “Hiei, there you are. I was wondering where you’d gotten to. I was beginning to think you’d forgotten about me.”
Hiding his pleasure at Kurama’s words Hiei grunted. “Stupid Fox.”
Kurama just smiled. “If it’s stupid to miss my best friend then I guess I am. Will you join us for dinner? I’m sure Mother won’t mind.”
Ruby eyes regarded Kurama curiously. “Don’t you have a date or something?”
Sparkling green eyes returned Hiei’s gaze. “No, thank goodness. For now Hiei I’m all yours.”
Kurama was a little surprised when Hiei almost smiled before it was gone again. “Kurama, I thought you were…”
Hiei didn’t get to finish as Shiori opened the back door showing Keiko outside. From the door Shiori waived at Hiei. “I’m expecting you for dinner Hiei-Chan so don’t you think of running off.”
Hiei only blushed and nodded before Shiori went back inside closing the door. Both Kurama and Hiei looked surprised when Keiko rushed across the lawn and threw herself into Kurama’s arms with a cry. “Oh Kurama! I don’t know how to thank you. You absolutely worked a miracle for Yusuke and me.”
Suddenly realizing why she was here Kurama smiled. “You are quite welcome Keiko. I’m glad I could help.”
Stepping away from him Keiko giggled. “Oh you did more than help, I think you saved our relationship. I’ve always felt I was somehow depriving Yusuke of something. You showed us we were both missing something very important in our relationship. In just two days I feel closer to Yusuke than I ever did before. I had no idea it could be like that Kurama.”
Listening intently to their exchange Hiei had no idea what was going on. When he’d first seen the detective’s woman enter the garden he’d thought she was here to confront Kurama about stealing Yusuke from her. Now she was thanking him for saving their relationship.
Watching, Hiei saw her glance at him then shift her feet nervously. Sensing her dilemma Kurama winked at Hiei before reassuring her. “It’s okay Keiko, I have no secrets from Hiei. Is there something you wanted to say?”
Keiko nodded nervously, barely able to meet his gaze. “I wanted to ask you something actually. Yusuke told me he kissed you the other day. He also told me about demons being bisexual. Hearing those things and knowing how much he liked what I did to him with the… um… you know, it kind of makes me nervous. Kurama, do I have anything to worry about? I don’t mean just from you. Is he going to want things I can’t give him?”
Thinking that maybe he did have one or two secrets from Hiei and that Keiko just gave one of them away Kurama put that aside to reassure her. Using his hand Kurama tipped Keiko’s face up to look at him. “Keiko, Yusuke didn’t kiss me, I kissed him. I’ve always been a little attracted to him and I needed to know if there was anything more to it than that. There wasn’t. Without the love he feels for you it was just a meaningless kiss. Just remember that he loves you Keiko and know that you have nothing to worry about from me or anyone else.”
A huge smile crept across Keiko’s face. “Thank you Kurama. You know there is this really cute guy in my lit class. He saw us in the library when you were helping me with that research paper and asked me for your phone number. If you’re interested I could set you two up.”
Kurama glanced at Hiei briefly before smiling at her. “Thanks for the offer Keiko but I have a few prospects of my own I’d like to check out first before I resort to another blind date.”
Keiko glanced at Hiei and smiled. “I understand. I almost envy who ever gets you Kurama. I’m sure you shared only a fraction of your knowledge with Yusuke. Who ever you chose to be your lover will be one very lucky man.”
Out of the corner of his eye Kurama was disappointed to see Hiei turn away. “Thank you Keiko. If you and Yusuke ever need more lessons just give me a call.”
Blushing, Keiko smiled. “If they’re even half as good as the last lesson I’ll take you up on that offer. I have to get going. I’ll see you later. Bye Hiei.”
Watching Keiko leave through the garden gate Hiei grunted. “Hn.”
Looking around nervously Kurama realized he hadn’t finished working in the garden and it was almost dinner time. He glanced briefly at Hiei before picking up his tools to put them away. He didn’t have to wait long before Hiei finally spoke. “If it was the detective you wanted Fox how could you have been stupid enough to help him keep that woman?”
Taking Hiei’s hand Kurama led him to bench under the tree and sat down. Almost Hiei reluctantly sat beside him. “I did go over there with the intention of kissing Yusuke. Like I told Keiko I wanted to know if what I felt for him was anything more than a meaningless attraction. It wasn’t. I don’t want him and I don’t love him Hiei.”
The vice that had been gripping Hiei’s heart for the last two days was suddenly gone. “What the hell did you do that Keiko was so grateful for?”
Kurama grinned. “While we were talking Yusuke confessed that when he was in Makai he experimented with both male and female lovers. After demon sex, sex with Keiko was decidedly lacking. All I did was gave him a few ideas on how to pleasure Keiko more thoroughly to improve their sex life.”
Cocking an eyebrow Hiei turned to Kurama. “You gave Yusuke sex lessons?”
Laughing Kurama shrugged. “You know me Hiei, always willing to help a friend in need.”
Before Hiei could respond Shiori called them to dinner. Watching Kurama smile at his mother Hiei couldn’t have been happier. This morning he was heartbroken over losing his fox, now he was being dragged inside for a warm meal and would spend the night sleeping beside the man he loved. He didn’t know how long it would be before he lost his fox but for now Kurama was all his.
XXXXXX
Sensing a familiar presence Yukina dried her hands on a dishtowel before going out on the temple’s porch. She smiled as she thought back to that day just over a year ago when she had finally gotten Hiei to admit that he was her brother.
FLASHBACK
Yukina sat in the temple garden wondering for the millionth time why her brother kept his identity a secret from her. She could sense Hiei watching from the trees but as usual he refused to reveal himself to her. Sighing in defeat the little Koorime buried her face in her hands. Almost immediately Hiei landed at her side.
Not sure what had upset his sister or what to do about it Hiei gently touched her shoulder. “Yukina?”
Looking up Yukina smiled sadly. “Oh Hiei, it’s so nice to see you. It’s been so long since you’ve been to see me. I hope you’ll stay and visit with me a while.”
Before he could object Yukina took his hand and pulled him down on the bench beside her. When she didn’t release his hand Hiei felt his heart flutter. “Hiei, is there something wrong with me? Why doesn’t my brother want me?”
Startled by her words Hiei’s head snapped around to look at her. “There’s nothing wrong with you Yukina. You are the epitome purity and innocence. Any man would be proud to call you his sister.”
Smiling at his praise Yukina squeezed his fingers. “My brother must know by now that I’m looking for him, it’s not like I’ve kept it a secret. If it isn’t me then why isn’t he here with me?”
Not wanting to see the condemnation in her eyes Hiei looked away. “He is a demon who was left alone in the world at a very young age Yukina. For him to survive he would have been forced to do things that would make him unworthy of a creature as beautiful and unmarred as you.”
With her free hand Yukina touched Hiei’s cheek, turning him back to face her. “Oh Hiei, doesn’t he know I don’t care about any of that? I don’t care what he has had to do to survive. I don’t care what crimes he might have committed. He’s my brother and I love him unconditionally. He’s my twin Hiei and I will never feel whole until I can hold him in my arms.”
Wanting so much to believe he words but knowing they weren’t true Hiei got angry. “Even if he’s a cold blooded murderer like me? Would you love him then? Would you still want to hold his blood stained hands in yours?”
Hiei would have pulled his hand from hers but Yukina held tight. “Yes Hiei I would! Because they are the same strong hands that fight to protect his friends. The same gentle hands that have protected me again and again.”
At her words Hiei’s heart skipped. Looking at her Hiei could see the tears on her cheeks. “Please Hiei, don’t deny me any longer. I need my brother. I will never stop fighting to win his acceptance. I will never stop loving him.”
Her gentle plea pierced his heart. With his free hand Hiei reached up to brush her tears away before they could form tear gems. Yukina’s eyes fluttered shut as she turned into his palm. Her heart nearly stopped when the hand she was holding pulled out of hers. A sob escaped her as she thought she’d failed again. Suddenly a strong arm slipped around her and she gasped. When the hand on her cheek slid into her hair pulling her closer Yukina wrapped her own arms around him and cuddled into his chest. “Oh Hiei.”
They held each other for several minutes before Hiei spoke. “How long have you known?”
Hiei felt Yukina’s shoulders shake as she giggled into his chest. “Since the dark tournament. When the arena collapsed and you saved me from being crushed I knew in that moment that I was in my twins arms. I finally felt the safety and security I had searched for my whole life.”
Shaking his head Hiei grunted. “Hn, and here I thought I was so careful.”
Her arms tightened and he felt her smile. “I didn’t know why you hid your identity from me but I respected your wishes thinking you just needed time. Day after day, year after year I waited and still you said nothing. I couldn’t take it any more Hiei. I love you so much.”
This time it was Hiei’s arms that tightened. “I just wanted to protect you Yukina. From the ugliness of my life and from my enemies. You should never be tainted by being known as the sister of the forbidden child.”
Ruby eyes that matched his gazed up at him with a smile. “We’re twins Hiei, therefore I too am a forbidden child born of the union of fire and ice.”
At her words Hiei’s eyes went wide. After a moment he shook his head and smirked. “Great! You got the beauty and the brains. What does that leave me?”
Yukina giggled. “Hm, let’s see. I’d say that leaves you strength, honor, loyalty and my undying love.”
Hiei blushed and looked away nervously. When he spoke it was so quiet Yukina had to lean closer to hear him. “I’m not good with words Yukina, and you may not hear me say it often, but… I do love you.”
“Oh Hiei.” When Yukina cuddled against him again both twins felt as if they’d finally come home.
END FLASHBACK
Smiling fondly at the memory Yukina only had seconds to wait before Hiei was standing before her. As she did every time Yukina threw herself into his arms. “My Brother, I’m so glad to see you.”
Though he had fought it, especially in front of their friends, Hiei had learned to accept that there was no way to escape his sister’s hugs and kisses. Kurama had teasingly said it was cute when Yukina ‘pounced’ him. No matter how much he grumbled about it Yukina and Kurama at least knew how much Hiei secretly loved her pounces. “Hello Little Sister.”
Grinning up at him Yukina released him enough to pull him inside. “You’re sure in a good mood today. You must have spent the night at Kurama’s.”
In the year since he and his sister had been reunited Hiei had long since learned to accept that Yukina could sense his moods. “How do you know that I was at Kurama’s?”
Allowing him to take a seat at the kitchen table Yukina went back to her cooking. “Aside from the fact that your hair smells like roses you have a sparkle in your eyes that’s only there when you’ve been with your fox. Hiei when are you going to tell Kurama that you love him?”
Yukina regretted her words when she saw sadness fill her brother’s ruby eyes. “I’m not going to tell him Yukina. He doesn’t want me. The first chance he got after telling his mother he liked males he went to Yusuke not me. I’ll never understand how that stupid detective could pick that human female over my beautiful fox.”
Feeling the hurt in her brother’s voice at not being Kurama’s first choice Yukina went to him and gave him another hug. “I’m sorry Hiei. Now that Yusuke’s out of the way though doesn’t that clear the way for you to make your move?”
Hiei shook his head as Yukina went back to her cooking. “Kurama said there was more than one man he was interested in. I’ve been with him since yesterday, even slept beside him and he didn’t make a single move. That means I’m not even second on his list.”
The fire demon jumped when his usually quiet and gentle sister slammed the spoon she was holding down on the counter. “To hell with his damn list Hiei! Just kiss the man already and stake your claim on him.”
Ruby eyes clashed as the twins glared at each other. “I won’t force myself on a man who doesn’t want me Yukina!”
Yukina gave an exasperated sigh. “Maybe he’s waiting for you to make the first move. How else is he supposed to know that you want him?”
Fists clenched Hiei tried not to lose his temper with his sister. “He’ll never to know that I want him Yukina, unless you break my confidence. Believe me, a demon of Yoko Kurama’s caliber would never want someone like me.”
Even realizing there was no winning this argument Yukina wouldn’t back off. “You know I would never break your confidence Hiei but I want you to be happy. It hurts me to know that you’re just going to sit back and lose the man that you love because you lack confidence in your ability to win his heart.”
Knowing the truth of her words Hiei said nothing as she continued. “Hiei, just promise me that you’ll stick around and see what Kurama decides. Continue doing what you’re doing. Be there for him when he needs his best friend or just wants to talk or if he needs a shoulder to cry on.”
Hiei sighed. “That’s a promise I can make because I’ve already made it to Kurama.”
Yukina nodded and let the subject drop as she filled their plates with food. Setting one before Hiei she leaned down and kissed his cheek before taking her seat. Secretly she hoped that she wasn’t wrong in thinking that Kurama returned Hiei’s love. ‘Please don’t let him down Kurama. My brother’s heart is in your hands now.’
XXXXXX
Standing at his window Kurama looked out into the night. It was after ten and there was still no sign of Hiei. When he had left that morning he was going to spend time with Yukina since Genkai was going to be away from the temple for the day. Now that Hiei hadn’t made an appearance that told Kurama that Genkai must not have returned. Hiei rarely left Yukina unprotected, especially at night.
Deciding there was no time like the present for his next plan Kurama went to lock his bedroom door before returning to the window. He made one more sweep of the area with his eyes and his ki before slipping out the window onto a tree branch. He didn’t see or feel Hiei come around the corner just in time to see him lithely drop down to the ground.
Hiei followed as Kurama made his way down the dark streets. Curiously Hiei watched as Kurama went deep into the park. Watching him pause and look around Hiei’s eyes widened when Kurama’s spirit energy swirled around him. When his energy settled again Hiei gazed down from the trees at his beautiful silver Youko. He caught a glimpse of vulpine grin as Kurama opened a portal and stepped through.
Distracted by his mission Kurama didn’t see the black blur that flitted through the portal before it closed. Withdrawing a seed from his hair Kurama fed his energy into it forming a sturdy vine which quickly scaled the wall surrounding the Reikai castle. Moments later Kurama dropped down on the opposite side of the giant wall. Similar tactics were used to get him to an upstairs balcony where Kurama easily picked the lock on the French doors and slipped inside.
Knowing that the library was not a heavily guarded area Kurama had used this entrance in the past to enter the castle. Focused on the path ahead Kurama still didn’t notice the dark shadow only a short ways behind him. Hiei wracked his brain trying to think if he’d heard of any item in the Reikai vault that might have caught the Youko’s interest. He was more than a little surprised when the corridor Kurama led him down was in the opposite direction of the vault.
Suddenly realizing Kurama’s goal Hiei froze. He watched as Kurama used the pollen of one of his sleeping plants to take out the guards outside of Koenma’s private chamber. With the guards out cold Kurama easily picked the lock and slipped inside. Hiei eyed the guards warily as he made his way to the door Kurama had just entered. Peering inside he only caught a glimpse of Kurama’s silver hair as he slipped into Koenma’s bed room.
Pausing Hiei considered using the jagon to spy on his fox. Remembering how much it had hurt watching Kurama kiss Yusuke he knew watching the Youko seduce Koenma would hurt even more. Heart aching Hiei closed the door and retraced his steps out of the castle.
Just inside the bedroom door Kurama paused to take in the sight before him. Through the sheer curtains surrounding the bed Kurama could see Koenma’s adult form propped against a mountain of pillows with a book on his lap. Smiling he could see the only thing covering the godling was a careless sheet pooling about his hips. His chest and one long leg were clearly visible to the Youko’s appreciative eyes.
As Kurama moved closer to the bed he allowed a small trace of his ki to drift over Koenma so as not to startle him. Warm eyes greeted his when Kurama pulled the curtain back. Holding his pose Kurama waited as those same warm eyes traveled the length of his body. Kurama shivered at the sultry voice that washed over him when Koenma spoke. “To what do I owe this pleasure Kurama?”
Setting his book aside Koenma quickly hid his surprise when Kurama knelt on the bed and crawled over him. Hearts raced as Kurama slowly leaned forward and purred. “Curiosity.”
Koenma was pushed back into the pillows as Kurama settled above him. He gasped as warm lips descended on his now open mouth and a firm knee pressed between his legs. No stranger to the pleasures of the flesh Koenma willingly parted both his lips and his legs for the Youko’s sensual assault.
Hands explored unfamiliar territory as their kiss deepened. Pleasure surged through him as Koenma arched his hips up in an attempt to get closer to the beautiful creature above him. Surprised by what he felt, or didn’t feel, Koenma tried to pull back. Realizing his partner was no longer participating Kurama raised his head.
Reaching up Koenma pushed Kurama’s silver hair away from his face so he could see his eyes. “Kurama, what are you really doing here? It’s more than a little obvious that you’re not really into this right now.”
With a big sigh Kurama lowered his head, resting his forehead on Koenma’s shoulder. When Kurama would have pulled away Koenma showed a surprising amount of strength as he pulled Kurama down to lay beside him. Giving in Kurama laid his head on Koenma’s shoulder with another sigh. “Alright Kurama, out with it. What are you doing in my bed when you should be cuddled up with that hot little fire demon of yours?”
Kurama chuckled. “You guys need to stop calling him little. He’s grown quite a bit over the last few years. He’s as tall as Yusuke now. Besides, that stubborn little fire demon is not mine.”
Raising an eyebrow Koenma smiled down at his friend. “You’re evading the issue Kurama. You were curled against him in your bed just last night Kurama. All you had to do was turn your head and his ruby red lips not to mention that sexy body would have been all yours.”
Kurama growled. “And people call me the pervert. Do you get off being a voyeur Koenma?”
The shoulder under Kurama’s head shook as Koenma chuckled. “Hey, do you know how boring life is up here. I don’t even get cable. I have to tell you, I’m a little disappointed at how this encounter is turning out. In a few weeks my engagement to Botan will be announced and one last fling with the legendary Yoko Kurama was on the top of my to do list before that happens. Now it doesn’t look like I’m going to get to cross that off my list.”
This time it was Kurama who chuckled. “Oh you poor thing, shackled to that passionate little creature for all eternity. What’s the matter Koenma, afraid you’re not man enough to satisfy her? Maybe a few lessons from the expert are in order?”
Koenma just shook his head. “Kurama, I’m almost as old as you are. I can assure you that unlike Yusuke I am well versed in the art of pleasuring a lover. Though I have to admit, once Botan and I become lovers I do plan on tying her up and giving some of your ideas a try. They sure seemed to work on Keiko.”
Golden eyes glared mischievously at Koenma. “You are so dead when I tell Yusuke you’ve been spying on him again.”
Not even breaking a sweat Koenma smiled. “You keep my secret and I’ll keep yours. You wouldn’t want Hiei to find out you were in my bed tonight would you?”
Kurama’s tail twitched nervously. Suddenly he grinned and reached into his hair. Koenma watched as Kurama’s palm held a group of very fine seeds. Turning Kurama drew a breath and blew the seeds towards the computer console against the far wall. The seeds floated across the room to settle around the computer before disappearing around it’s edges. “Those seeds will find their way to your mainframe. If they sense you viewing anything inappropriate about any of the Reikai Tantei they will begin eating away at your system. They will start at the hard drive and work their way through until the entire thing is destroyed.”
Koenma’s eyes went wide. “Spoil sport! Between Yusuke threatening to kill me and your wicked plants sabotaging my computer you guys don’t let me have any fun.”
Kurama laughed as he rose from the bed. “If you pay as much attention to Botan’s desires as you do ours you’ll be having just as much fun as we do Koenma.”
Pulling the sheet better across himself Koenma regarded the Youko before him. “Speaking of paying attention, you need to pay better attention yourself. Hiei’s not blind you know. If you don’t hurry up and claim what you want you might just lose your chance.”
Kurama considered his words with a nod before turning to leave. As Kurama reached for the door Koenma called to him. “Hey Kurama. Did you find what you were looking for tonight?”
Kurama smirked. “Yes Koenma, I did.”
XXXXXX
Hiei was hurting and only two creatures had the ability to make him feel better. One was beyond his reach now. The other was sleeping peacefully in her bed. Slipping into his sister’s room Hiei hesitated only a moment before shedding his cloak and shoes. As gently as he could he crawled onto the bed beside Yukina.
At her brother’s first touch Yukina was awake. Feeling his despair she simply wrapped her arms around him holding him close. “Oh Hiei.”
Allowing her love to surround him Hiei fell into a dreamless sleep.
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