AFRAID TO LOVE | By : ShioriFoxiesMom Category: Yuyu Hakusho > Yaoi - Male/Male > Hiei/Kurama Views: 8987 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Thank you all so much for being patient. I know this story is progressing slowly but for some reason I haven’t been in the mood to write the lemon. Since ultimately that is where this is headed, I didn’t want to disappoint anyone by skipping over it.
I also want to thank all of you that reviewed. It means a lot that you like my stories. I love hearing from all of you. I hope you enjoy this, a lot is going on in my life right now and I’m trying to keep this light and humorous as opposed to the crap life is throwing at me.
Chapter 4
Bright light streaming through the window assaulted Hiei’s eyes like knives stabbing them. With a groan he tried to pull a pillow over his head only to stop when every movement proved too painful. Deciding that braving the light was the lesser of two evils, Hiei dared to crack his eyes open. When he finally forced his lids up, it took a moment for his eyes to focus.
The first thing his blurry eyes became aware of was a rose on the table by the bed. Carefully reaching for the rose, Hiei saw other items laying by it. Three little white pills sat before a glass of water. Beside them was a pair of dark glasses. With the pain in his head overruling the ridiculous notion of wearing glasses, Hiei reached for them first. Then he scooped up the pills and popped them in his mouth.
Though the pills had a bitter taste going down, it was too much work to reach for the water. Gingerly laying his head back on the pillow, Hiei closed his eyes and waited for the pills to work. He didn’t know how much time passed before the stabbing pain in his head dulled enough for him to attempt to move again.
Rising slowly, Hiei found his clothes draped over a chair. With slow careful movements Hiei donned his pants and shirt. Looking down at his boots laying on the floor and imagining the pain it would cause to bend over and get them, Hiei stepped over them and walked out of the room barefoot. Heading first to the bathroom, Hiei found Kurama’s bag on the counter and dug around for his toothbrush.
Feeling a little better with the nasty taste out of his mouth, Hiei poked his head in the kitchen. When Yukina looked up from her work and saw him she smiled. “Hiei-san, you’re up.”
When Hiei cringed at her bright voice she lowered it guiltily. “Oops, sorry. Here, Kurama left you something to eat.”
Taking a plate out of the oven, Yukina set it on the counter for him. Just looking at the food on the plate made Hiei nauseous. Seeing this, Yukina offered softly. “How about I make you some toast?”
When Hiei nodded slowly, she took the plate away and dropped bread in the toaster. Between the sunglasses, the pills and the toast, Hiei was starting to feel a little better. When he would have left the kitchen, Hiei turned back to the little Koorime with a little blush. “Thank you for the toast.”
Yukina gave him a big smile. “You’re very welcome Hiei-san. Oh, if you’re looking for Kurama, he’s out in the east building. The one closest to the forest.”
After giving her a curious look as to how she knew he would be looking for Kurama, Hiei turned away. Even with the dark glasses, Hiei had to squint against the bright sunlight as he made his way to the east building. Just off the porch was a pile of rubbish to which Kurama was adding a handful of filthy wet rags. Seeing Hiei, Kurama smiled. “Morning Dragon.”
Stepping up on the porch, Hiei grunted. “Hn.”
Knowing how bad Hiei must be feeling, Kurama held out his arms. Without hesitation, Hiei stepped into them and laid his head against the redhead’s shoulder. When long fingers slipped under the hair at the back of his neck and began to gently but firmly massage away the remains of his headache, Hiei wrapped his arms around Kurama’s waist and moaned. “Mmm Foxie, don’t stop.”
Smiling at the out of character comment, Kurama held him close. “As nice as this is Dragon, Yusuke and Kuwabara are coming.”
When Kurama would have released him, Hiei growled and held him tighter. Startled to realize Hiei was willing to make their relationship known even to Kuwabara, Kurama weighed his options. Before he could make up his mind whether to resist or concede, Hiei turned his head and nuzzled his lips seductively against his neck.
Distracted, it was a moment before Kurama heard his friends arguing as they pulled a large flatbed cart with furniture on it. “Keep pulling Kuwabara, we’re almost there.”
Kuwabara’s response was more of a moan. “Damn it Urameshi, shut up! My head hurts.”
The laugh that followed, made Kuwabara cringe. “Maybe you could get Kurama to kiss it and make it better. It seems to be working for Hiei.”
In the moment of silence that followed, Kurama turned to see Kuwabara’s stunned expression. To make matters worse, Hiei lifted his head and growled. “Find your own hangover cure Fool. Kurama is mine.”
Holding his breath, Kurama waited for Kuwabara’s reaction. “Uh, Kurama, are you okay with him doing that?”
Taking a tentative breath, Kurama nodded calmly. “Yes I am. Are you okay with it Kuwabara?”
Noticing that his friends were all watching him, Kuwabara shrugged. “Yeah, I guess so. It is kind of weird though. I mean that’s Hiei acting all lovey-dovey with you. So, are you guys getting married or whatever it is demon’s do when they’re in love?”
Feeling Kurama stiffen in his arms, Hiei sighed and stepped away allowing the redhead to answer. “Demon’s mate Kuwabara, not marry. And since Hiei and I are not in love that will never happen. In Makai, it’s not uncommon for demons as close as we are to become… lovers of convenience.”
Kurama had moved to the edge of the porch as he spoke, therefore he didn’t see Hiei flinch at the impersonal way he referred to their relationship. Kuwabara was stunned speechless by the heartless comment that visibly hurt the fire demon. As if wanting to confirm what he’d seen and heard, Yusuke rephrased Kurama’s words. “In other words, friends with benefits. That’s a pretty heartless thing to say in front of your lover.”
As Kurama continued, Yusuke and Kuwabara saw Hiei’s usual mask of indifference go up. “I’ve lived a long time Yusuke. I’ve given and received the promise of love more times than I care to remember, and every time that promise was broken. Sometimes it was broken by choice, either theirs or mine. Others by design, destiny or even death. Never once did I get the happily ever that love promises. So I’ll never be naive enough to believe in love again. Hiei knows how I feel and isn’t stupid enough to fall in love with me.”
The fact that Hiei turned away at this belied Kurama’s words. When he spoke, Hiei was clearly annoyed. “Enough of this ridiculous conversation. For the time being, Kurama and I are lovers. That’s all you fools need to know. Now what the hell are we doing out here?”
Eager to change the subject, Kurama turned to his lover. “We talked about it this morning, and there won’t be enough room in the main house for everyone. Since this building and the north building are in fairly good repair and have been sitting empty, we decided to set them up with furniture from the storeroom.”
Taking Hiei’s hand, Kurama pulled him into the building. “Both buildings were built about sixty years ago as dorm rooms for Genkai and Taguro’s students. Each has three rooms as well as their own bathroom, so we’re going to set them up with a small living room and two bedrooms. Shizuru and her parents will stay in the north building while you, me and my parents will stay here.”
Looking around, Hiei tried to visualize the picture of the little house Kurama had painted. “Hn, don’t worry Fox, I’ll stay in the forest so your mother won’t find out about us.”
Kurama turned Hiei to face him. “That might be hard to explain to my parents Dragon, since this is your house we’ll be staying in.”
When Hiei frowned, Kurama smiled. “I thought it would be a good idea for you to have a place of your own for when you come to the Ningenkai. When I mentioned it to the others, they thought it was a great idea. It’s the closest building to the portal you usually use to come from Makai. It’s away from town, so there won’t be a lot of annoying ningens to bother you. And of course it’s close to Yukina, so you can continue to keep an eye on her without you having to tell her who you are.”
Though Kurama’s explanation made sense, Hiei couldn’t help but be disappointed. Once the wedding was over, their temporary agreement was over. By giving him his own place, that left no reason for Hiei to go to Kurama’s for a place to sleep. In essence ,Kurama was also eliminating any chance that their relationship would ever be rekindled in the future. Feigning interest in his new home, Hiei turned away, hoping Kurama wouldn’t see the hurt in his eyes. “Hn.”
Misinterpreting Hiei’s grunt, Kurama wrapped his arms around his lover’s shoulders from behind and whispered in his ear. “I’m glad you approve Dragon. Now I won’t worry about you so much.”
From outside, Yusuke called. “Come on you two. Kuwabara and I loaded this cart and hauled it all the way here. The least you can do is help unload it.”
Luckily Kurama released him and went to help. This gave Hiei a moment to regain his composure before joining them. Three hours and two cartloads of furniture later, they were almost done and Yusuke and Kuwabara had gone to move the furniture into the other building.
Hiei stood aside and watched as Kurama helped Yukina make the beds with the linens she had brought. “Oh Hiei-San, your little house is coming together nicely. I’m so happy you’ll be so close to me. I don’t know why, but I always feel better when you’re here. I think it’s because I associate you with my brother. Since I can’t be with him, at least I can make sure you are safe and cared for.”
Knowing Hiei was too embarrassed to respond, Kurama went to him and drew his lover close to his side. “Thank you Yukina. Now neither one of us will have to worry about our Dragon, at least while he’s here in the Ningenkai.”
Leaning over, Kurama kissed Hiei’s cheek. Blushing at the unusual show of affection, Yukina giggled. “I think I’ll go see if the others need help.”
When Yukina was gone, Kurama wrapped his arms around Hiei and gave him a passionate kiss. When Kurama pulled away, Hiei found that the sly fox had maneuvered them near the bed. Hiei’s blood heated up when Kurama sat on the bed and leaned back on his hands and purred. “What do you think Dragon? This will be much more private when we make love than being in the main house with the others. Now you won’t have to gag me to keep me quiet… unless you want to of course.”
Wondering if any of Kurama’s earlier words of concern were real, or if the horny fox was just looking for a secluded place for them to have sex, Hiei shook his head and grunted. “Hn, get up you horny fox. You’ll have to wait until later to find out just what I intend to do to you.”
Kurama ran a long slender leg up over Hiei’s hip and tried to hook around his waist to pull him down on the bed. “Oh come on Hiei, you broke your word and got so drunk you couldn’t do any more than sleep on me last night. Please lover, I’m tired of being patient.”
Though he was tempted, Hiei swatted Kurama’s leg aside and stepped back. “Not now Fox, my sister or one of those idiots could walk in at any moment.”
With a sigh, Kurama rose from the bed. “Alright Dragon, but don’t expect to get any sleep tonight, you owe me double for leaving me unsatisfied last night. Now lets go help the others. The sooner the work is done, the sooner we can come back here and you can make love to me.”
Though he dreaded this day as he had so many others spent with his former teammates, Hiei found himself pleasantly surprised today. Normally he was forced to watch alone as Yusuke and Kuwabara flirted, touched and kissed Keiko and Yukina. This time however was different. This time his and Kurama’s relationship was not a secret.
The first time he turned away from the sight of Kuwabara kissing Yukina, Kurama was right there kissing him. As Yusuke flirted with Keiko, Kurama flirted with him. By the end of the day, Kurama had Hiei initiating their touches and kisses. Flirting however Hiei left to the master, and Kurama proved again and again that he was indeed the master. By the time dinner was over and they were all relaxing in the living room Hiei couldn’t wait to get Kurama back to what he was reluctantly accepting as his house.
Shizuru had gone back into town because she had to work the next day. The girls were tiredly nestled against Yusuke and Kuwabara. Hiei sat on the floor, Kurama was stretched out beside him, his head rested in the fire demon’s lap. “Mmm Hiei, this is nice. I’m almost too comfortable to go to bed.”
Kurama yelped as his head suddenly hit the floor. “Hiei!”
Yusuke busted up laughing when Hiei dumped Kurama’s head from his lap and stood up, then reached for the redhead’s hand to haul him up from the floor. “Damn Kurama. It doesn’t look like Hiei likes the idea of you not wanting to go to bed with him.”
Looking over his shoulder as Hiei dragged him from the room, Kurama winked at his friends. “I had to say something to get under Hiei’s skin or he might have sat here all night.”
Everyone laughed when Hiei gave Kurama’s arm a rough tug, pulling him from sight. Excited at the prospect of finally being alone with his lover, Kurama chuckled. “Alright Lover, I’m coming. You don’t need to be so rough.”
Pulling Kurama off the porch, Hiei turned with a gleam. “I thought you liked it rough Fox.”
At the thought of Hiei dominating him, Kurama shivered. “Gods Hiei hurry. I can’t wait much longer.”
Both demons were now running across the yard. Before they reached the east building, Hiei turned to Kurama. “Did you want to play first Kurama? We would have the whole forest for our playground.”
Kurama shook his head. “Not tonight Dragon. I’ve been waiting too long to have you as my lover again.”
Together they entered the building that had been turned into Hiei’s house. By unspoken agreement, both men stripped as they made their way to the bedroom strewing clothes across the living room. Expecting Kurama to drag him straight to the bed, Hiei was surprised when the redhead stepped before him and gently kissed him. “I thought you were anxious for me to take you Fox?”
Trailing kisses down to Hiei’s neck, Kurama purred. “I want that more than I’ve ever wanted anything Hiei, but first I’d like to worship that incredible body of yours a moment.”
Hiei couldn’t move as Kurama’s hands and mouth moved across his skin. The soft fingers that caressed him made him sigh. The moist lips and tongue that tasted him made him gasp. When those same lips parted to engulf his length Hiei moaned. “Kurama!”
Pleased with his lover’s reaction, Kurama swallowed and raked his teeth over Hiei’s cock. “Gods Fox, when you’re done with me, I’m going to bend you over and fuck you like never before.”
Kurama loved it when Hiei talked dirty, and moaned in response. This only excited Hiei more as he grabbed a fist full of red hair and climaxed. “Kuram-AHHH!”
After catching his breath, Hiei looked down at the creature kneeling before him. Kurama had never looked more beautiful. His long red hair was tussled from where Hiei’s fingers were still buried in it and his big green eyes were sparkling with excitement. “Now it’s your turn Foxie.”
Reaching for Kurama’s hand, Hiei used it, and the firm grip he still had on the back of his lover’s head, to draw him to his feet and into his arms. Kurama didn’t have time to do more than gasp as Hiei laid claim to his lips. With their naked bodies pressed together, Kurama was grateful for the support when the passionate kiss buckled his knees.
Before he could even comprehend they had moved Kurama found himself laid out on the bed with Hiei kissing and nipping his way down his body. Sensitive from lack of attention, Kurama’s flesh quivered with each touch. Before long Hiei was pushing between Kurama’s thighs to lick at his erection. Smirking at the twitching member before him, Hiei looked up mischievously. “You like my tongue licking you, don’t you Foxie?”
Frustrated, Kurama nodded frantically. “Gods yes Hiei! Please don’t stop!”
Enjoying the fox’s predicament, Hiei smirked. “You beg so pretty Kurama. It’s been a long time since I’ve heard that dirty little mouth of yours beg me for more.”
Pushing up on his elbows, Kurama panted. “Please Dragon, wrap your lips around me and suck me hard. I want to watch my cock slide in and out of your sexy mouth.”
Kurama cried out when Hiei honored his request. For several minutes green eyes locked with red as Hiei’s mouth moved on Kurama. Soon though, Kurama wanted more. Stretching toward the table by the bed, Kurama grabbed the bottle of oil he had placed there earlier. After bending his knees and spreading his legs wider, Kurama popped the top on the oil. “Please Dragon, touch me. Get me ready to receive that big hard cock of yours.”
Without releasing Kurama from his mouth, Hiei held out one of his hands. Kurama immediately slathered his fingers with oil then quickly set the bottle aside. A moment later Kurama cried out when Hiei touched him intimately. It didn’t take long for Hiei to turn Kurama’s cry to a moan. “AHHH YES! More Hiei, I want more!”
Within minutes Kurama was thrashing on the bed, teetering on the brink of release. Just as his climax was about to crash over him, Hiei removed his mouth and hand. “Damn you Hiei! What the hell…?”
Before Kurama could finish, Hiei flipped him over. “You’re not getting off that easy Fox. Get up on your knees so I can fuck you the way I promised.”
Scampering to his knees, Kurama spread them wide then looked over his shoulder. “Please Hiei, take me! I’ve waited so long for you!”
Grabbing the slender hips before him, Hiei slammed his cock to the hilt within his lover’s body. Not even Hiei’s thorough preparation had prepared Kurama to be taken so suddenly. His cry of surprise and a bit of pain was quickly turning to moans pleasure however as Hiei began to move inside him and strong fingers stroked his erection. “Oh Hiei YES! Just like that! I love it when you take me hard.”
As Hiei pounded into to him, Kurama heard him growl. “You’d better hold on then Foxie. You’re not the only one that’s waited a long time for this, and I’m in no hurry for it to be over.”
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