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Be With You	By : Resting-Madness Category: Yuyu Hakusho > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 848 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I don't own any character nor did I make up the basics of Yu Yu Hakusho. I also make no money from this work of fiction, it's just fun.

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~ ~ The bell rang for the second to last period classes to get out, and the students walked through the halls like zombies. Regardless of their happy socializing, they were too drained to move any faster than a minute a year; and the most of them would probably be late for class due to their obsessive smoking habits.
Which with the way he was feeling right now... Yusuke wished he still did it.
Gathering his books and things as quickly as he could, Yusuke tried avoiding the conversation with Kuwabara that he knew was coming. Hurrying to the door he was too late.
"Hey Urameshi, wait up?" The scratchy voiced male called. Yusuke froze in his steps and turned around.
"Hey Kuwabara, how's it going?" He asked, feeling his pulse quicken all of a sudden.
"I wanted to talk to you about the other day," Kuwabara walked over to him at the door; the spirit detective just swallowed hard and blinked.
"What about it?" He questioned trying to keep his voice normal.
A huge grin appeared on Kuwabara's face. "You big knucklehead." He grabbed Yusuke again, messing his hair up with his fist. "I know you were only saying that stuff before because you were embarrassed to say that you'd miss the hell out of me; and wished I wasn't leaving in front of those other guys."
"Ha, you read me like a book, Kuwabara." He replied. The red head released him from his grip, laughing. Yusuke didn't bother fixing his hair he just watched Kuwabara while the boy laughed to himself, agreeing with what he had just said.
"Heh heh, you're not that hard to figure out Urameshi."
'Yeah right, then he finds out I may have a crush on him.' Yusuke's mouth hangs open with a quiet laugh and he placed a nervous hand behind his head. The two of them looked each other in the eyes, but Yusuke flushed looking away.
'Nooo,' He thought straightening his face. 'I'm crazy for thinking like that, Kuwabara's a guy!'
He saw that Kuwabara was looking away too, and he sighed. 'Beside's, he's not into guys- I'm not. At least... I don't think I am.'
He looked over at Kuwabara again, who was now going on some trip about Yusuke's missing him being "okay", but the spirit detective blocked it out to do a little soul searching. When he found out that Kuwabara's moving away was infact really going to happen, Yusuke had been asking himself what he really wanted from his friendship with Kuwabara, but being away from him... he couldn't come up with the answer.
But then again, being here now in the moment... only made it worse. Because now, he had to look at him. Face him. And any emotions flashing on his face would be instantly picked up. If there was one thing his mother said about him- that stuck in his mind- was that his face was really readable.
"So basically, I'm just really gonna miss you."
He heard Kuwabara wrap up his speech. Yusuke looked him in the eyes wondering what way the red head had meant it. But Kuwabara haulted the thought train by adding.
"Y'know, you and Kurama, and the shrimp."
Yusuke laughed faintly and nodded to himself. 'Of course, what the hell was I hoping for.' He argued with himself then said out loud in a low whisper. "Yeah...I'm gonna miss you too." His foot kicked at something stuck to the floor and he thought defeatedly. 'He's obviously not gonna stay, no matter what I say to him. What else is there?' Then it came to him. "You could always write to me- Us! You could always write to us." Yusuke corrected himself.
"I will too, once every week." Said the scratchy voiced male. Something in his voice shy'd at that moment and he looked away.
Yusuke looked up at Kuwabara as though he were asking himself, right then, what he wanted from him. This would probably be their last time alone, since Kuwabara would be gone in a week, and people tend to flock to anyone that leaves.
'Well... he's got red hair, and he's... taller than me.' Yusuke took an unknowing step forward. 'He's a good friend and... I don't know, nice to be around.' Another step. 'Maybe things wouldn't be all that different if we were to...'
He leaned up towards Kuwabara closing his eyes, bringing his arms up around the red head's shoulders. Having his eyes averted, Kuwabara didn't really notice what was going on until it was already in progress. Yusuke was kissing him. Slowly, as though he were testing out the merchandise; and deciding he liked it, the spirit detective added more want to it.
Kuwabara just stood there taking it, at first, then he wrapped his arms around Yusuke's waist and the spirit detective could feel a gentle tightening. His heart pounded through his chest from the building heat between them, until they both pushed the other off and wiped their mouths.
Yusuke's breaths were coming out in quick pants, and he looked anywhere but at Kuwabara. "I'm sorry." He breathed.
"Urameshi," The red head started to say, but Yusuke shook his head and took off.
Kuwabara watched him leave, he seemed to be heading towards the stairwell to the roof. He wanted to go talk to him, but decided against it. It's better to leave him alone to think. Realizing that he was late, Kuwabara made a panicked sound and marched out of the room saying.
"I better get to class."
When Yusuke hit the roof, he ran to the far end, and grabbed the gate letting out a breath. 'What the hell is wrong with me!?' He wondered. 'Kuwabara's...A guy!' Growling angrily. 'Oh god, now he's gonna think I'm weird...' His head dropped and he squeezed his eyes shut. 'Of all the stupid things I've done in life, this had to be the dumbest. Now he's probably gonna tell the whole school that I'm...I don't even know.'
He turned himself so that his back was to the gate, then he sank down to the ground and hugged his knees. 'Am I really gay?' He asked himself. 'I've known Kuwabara since forever, why am I suddenly attracted to him now? Is it because he's leaving and I hope that'll make him stay?' Shifting uncomfortably for a second, he continued his thoughts. 'Maybe I've liked him all this time but denied it because he's a guy...' Yusuke's mind swept through every encounter with Kuwabara he's ever had since they met.
The first grade, when they used to fight each other...And when they all battled the four saint beast.
He nearly had a heart attack thinking Kuwabara died going over that mound of rock with Byakko. And his first thought when he was killed and needed a life source was of Kuwabara.
'Ha, feeling the real thing I now know why.' He smiled.
Kuwabara even gave him some of his own life energy, when Yusuke fainted from his fight with Suzaku. Kuwabara's always been there for him, and not just in battle, or when it was convenient for him. But always... even when they had hated each other.
He saw Kuwabara in tears at his memorial, came in ready to swing just to wake him up. He seemed like he would have done anything just to land one last punch on him. 'Or in the first place.' Yusuke chuckled out. 'Let's face it, I like him.' He admitted. 'I've probably always liked him. Since forever.' Standing up he banged his fist against the gate.
"Why does life have to start getting complicated just when things start making sense!?" He shouted to no one in particular. "Is someone punishing me for some reason? Why take Kuwabara away now," His voice dimmed. "just when I realize that I like him."
"Well I don't know." A female voice said out of nowhere.
Yusuke looked up seeing the perky grim reaper floating down to him in her school uniform. "Botan, what are you doing here?" He asked.
"Well you're shouting loud enough to ressurect the dead, silly." Botan landed down beside him and smiled. "What's all the noise for anyway; fail another test you need to explain to your mom?" She joked with a laugh.
Yusuke furrowed his eyebrows. "No, I'm just having a little trouble figuring something out."
"Well, tell me what it is and maybe I can help you." Botan suggested.
Yusuke blushed and laughed to himself. 'I can't tell Botan, she'll never let me hear the end of it.'
"It's um, a math problem." He lied.
The grim reaper placed a finger to her chin. "Well, Kurama's always been good at that sort of thing, and he is in a higher grade than you." She replied.
"Ha," He said then thought. 'Leave it to Botan's help to suggest it from someone else...That's it!' His fist landed in his palm. "Kurama! Thanks Botan, you're a huge help. I'll see ya later," He waved goodbye while running towards the roof door. "And tell the toddler I said, hey."
Waving as well, Botan called after him. "Glad I could help! Goodbye Yusuke."
As he ran down the stairs he smiled. 'If anyone can help me it's Kurama, he's always giving out unwanted advice so he should be great when you actually need it.' ~ ~
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