A Dream Come True | By : KuwaLover Category: Yuyu Hakusho > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 5725 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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A/N: Now I know....its been a very long time. Life gets in the way sometimes and that happened here. I'm sorry about that but I will try to finish this story as well as others. I know, you've heard that in the past but I've kept my promise so far, even if it keeps taking me a while.
Now because of how long it had been since I updated, I made sure not to disapoint you all. By doing that, I not only is this chapter 22 pages long (with out this note, just purely the story it self) but this is the chapter you all have been waiting for! For the most part anyway. Now when I started to write this chapter I had something else in mind but when I started to write it...well it took a life of its own. So something happens in this chapter that I seriously didn't want to occur this early but it does. That is the only hint you get for that.
Now with out further ado, I will let you guys enjoy this story. So enjoy!
Disclaimer: See Chapter One.Warnings: See Chapter One.
Added: Lemon....yes you heard it, a lemon! Mixed with some lime.
Chapter 54 Confessions Are Good For the Soul
You stared up at the ceiling in your own room. Yusuke and Hiei had been gone for three weeks and the week before Kurama had joined them in the demon relam. You had another two weeks before school would end and you couldn't wait for that to happen. You let out a sigh as you closed your eyes. It was a relaxing three weeks and uneventful. Well not entirely true as Kurama's mom's wedding had happened the week before. It was beautiful and Kuwabara looked handsome in a black suit and tie.
It was also nice to see Kurama giving away his mother away not to mention standing next to her during the ceremony. You had been touched when he had invited both you and Kuwabara to the celebration. Kurama never looked so happy as he did that day and it made you smile. Kuwabara even relaxed a bit and had a blast with Kurama. You had never seen the two boys so close before.
You let out a sigh and closed your eyes. Everything was so slow and uneventful and it was slowly driving you insane. You had wished that you went with Yusuke and that made you feel a bit ashamed of yourself. You felt like you had been spoiled, in the sense that the mendain ordinary life had become worthless and that you needed the excitement of almost dying to enjoy life. You opened your eyes and looked at your hands. They looked normal, like they did when you were a full human but you didn't feel normal. Ever since Yusuke's demonic blood mixed with your own you hadn't felt normal.
Your heart still wasn't beating which was also a sensation you had to get use to. Your hand went over where your heart used to beat. You had a small scar there, from where Sensui's fingers piereced you. Yusuke never had a scar, which Kuwabara claimed it must had been from the fact you had gotten the brunt of the attack. Yusuke only got hit by Sensui's spirit energy going thru you into him. That made sense to you but it was still odd. It was a small indent and you could put your two fingers slightly in the indent.
You sighed as you began to rub the spot as you continued to look up at the ceiling.
A knock on your door snapped you out of your thoughts.
“Hey, you okay in there?” came Kuwabara's voice.
He may be dense however even he noticed that you were off in spirit. He had a feeling it was with Yusuke, Hiei, and Kurama all gone; out on an adventure with out the two of you. Sure he felt left out a bit on the new adventure; however he felt you were affected more than himself. He had known, from the start that the adventure wouldn't last forever and 'normal' life would take over. It didn't matter if it were sooner or later, it would just happen.
“Yeah, just taking a break from all the studying.” you said.
Your hand rested over the wound as you sat up in bed. You looked over at the books that you needed to read and memorize before the big test that was coming up soon. You let out a sigh at the thought of getting those tests out of the way.
Both Kuwabara and Shizuru knew that you weren't interested in going into high school. They didn't like the idea; especially Kuwabara. He thought you had so much poteintal and were so smart that you would get an excellent carrer in anything. However, he knew better than to arrgue with you once you made up your mind. And Shizuru had already tried to get you to change your mind; however no amount of 'beatings' could change your mind.
“Well, can I come in?” he asked from behind the door.
You nodded.
“Yeah.”
Kuwabara came in holding a steaming cup.
“I brought you hot cocoa.”
“With marshemellows?” you asked, a hopefull look in your eyes.
“Of course.” he said with a smile.
He walked over with it and placed it on the table next to your bed. He noticed your hand was over the wound you had gotten from Sensui.
“Does it hurt?” He asked as he sat on the edge of the bed.
You blinked at him before you found your hand covering the wound. You removed your hand and looked at it. You figured you must had unconciously laid your hand there.
“No...” you said a bit confused as to why you had done it.
Kuwabara looked at the indent that was right where your cleavage started. Your 'v' tank top made it visible. You felt his eyes on it and pulled the shirt back so it would cover it up. You pulled your blanket up and wrapped your self partially in it. Kuwabara blushed as he realized it looked as if he was staring at your breasts.
“Um well, here.” he said awkardly as he handed you the steaming cup.
You took it with a nod and sipped on it, getting a bit of marshemellow on your upper lip. You licked it away and felt the hot liquid move down your throat to your stomach. It gave you a nice warm feeling inside. You closed your eyes and smiled at the sensation.
The two of you sat there in silence. It was Kuwabara who broke the silence by clearing his throat. You opened your eyes and saw that he was leaning in close to your face. You blushed as it was 'too' close for comfort. You leaned back a bit, still holding on to the cup, however you were holding it tight.
“Umm...Kuwa...?” you said blinking at him.
His face was unreadable and he looked as if he was debating something. You held your breath as you didn't know what he was going to do. He was just too close. If he leaned in any more....
Your face flushed more at the thought of his nice lips pressing up against your own. You closed your eyes and shook your head to clear the thought. You felt his strong hands take the hot cup out of your shaking hands and placed it on the table next to the bed. You opened your eyes and found him staring at you with those brown eyes, filled with an emotion you couldn't quite pin point. His hand went up and rested over your wound.
You gasped at the touch as it was cold to your warm body; not to mention it was resting right between your breasts. Your face turned tomato red, while Kuwabara's didn't change in color or expression. He rested his other hand on the wall behind your head. You leaned backwards until your head was against the wall next to his hand.
“Kuwabara....?” you whispered.
You didn't know what was going on or what he was doing. You didn't know what to do. Half of you wanted to close your eyes and kiss him, while the other half wanted you to push him away. If your heart was still beating you were more than sure it would be beating a mile a minute.
“I...” Kuwabara started to say but stopped, as if he was trying to find the words he wanted to say.
You held your breath. You didn't know what he was going to say and you were scared. You weren't ready for whatever he was going to say; you were sure about that. You then felt your core pulse, which caused you and Kuwabara to jump as the sensation wasn't expected. Kuwabara pulled his hand back before standing up.
You looked up at him with confused eyes; as well as a little disapointment. He looked down at you for a moment before leaving the room, mumbling what sounded like a 'sorry' as he left.
You stared at the door for a moment before letting out a breath. You placed both hands on the spot his hand had been and felt the warmth that was left from his hand. Your face was still flushed and you could still feel the heat radiating from your cheeks. You closed your eyes and rested your head fully on the wall behind you, a sigh escaping your lips.
“That was...exhausting.” you thought aloud.
You looked over at the cup of cocoa which was starting to cool off. The marshemellows had melted and left some residue around the rim. You picked up the cup and began to sip it as you thought over at what had just happened.
Kuwabara leaned against your door. His heart was beating like a drum in his chest. He swore that it would bust out of his chest if it could.
'Idiot...' he thought. 'What was that? Why can't you just tell her? Why can't you just tell her everything? Why can't you admit to her you love her? Why do you have to be such a coward.'
He let out a sigh and brought his hand up to his face, the one that had touched you in that most sensitive spot. He clentched his fist and closed his eyes. He had almost lost his control and it scared him. He had almost kissed you. He had almost felt your body. He had almost made you 'his'.
Kuwabara opened his eyes at the thought of making you 'his'. You shook his head at the thought.
'She is not mine. She won't ever be mine and I must accept it. Why do I keep tourtoring myself like this? Why do I keep hurting her like this? I'm patetic.' He thought as he stood there against your door.
He let out a sigh before he went to his room and went to bed.
The next day you found Kuwabara had gone off to school with out you. You felt a bit sad but understood why he did that. It would have been extremely akward to walk together, especially with the rest of the gang. They would know something happened and they wouldn't stop pestering until Kuwabara snapped or you snapped.
You let out a sigh as you went about your normal morning routine.
You walked towards the school, running a bit late as not to run into the gang. Luckily you had done that a few times so wouldn't be waiting for you by your normal spot where you guys all met up to walk to school. You squeezed the handles of your book bag as you walked in silence. It was going to be a bad day and you could tell.
You arrived just in time for school as the bell rang just as you sat down at your desk. Kuwabara was talking with the rest of the guys, who waved at you when you sat down. You smiled and gave them a little wave back before pulling out your books. The teacher walked in just then and began going over what would be on the test that was the next week.
You glanced over at Kuwabara a few times, in-between writing down notes in your book. He had his head deep in the book and was highlighting the sections he needed to study. You went back to your notes and decided you should focus on the test.
As the bell rang for lunch Kuwabara stretched his arms and threw his head back giving a huge yawn. You smiled at the motion before pulling out your lunch box which you had made the night before. It had a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, sliced up apples with peanut butter, some home made chips, and some juice in a bottle.
“Man, I can't believe it.” said Kirishima as he slurpped up his shrimp ramen.
Kuwabara and you both looked over at him.
“I know. We are going to be high school students! I never thought I would even finish school period.” said Okubo.
He had missed a lot of days because of his mother being so sick. However, he saw how hard Kuwabara had worked, despite he himself missing a lot of the school year. He felt if Kuwabara could do it then he could. Especially since Kuwabara had raised his grades from in the single digits to the low 90s. It was a marvel to see how much he had grown not only as a person but as a student.
Sawamura had already finished off his lunch and was chilling in his chair just reading a manga that he had brought with him.
“I can't believe it either, I mean I don't even know what high school I should even apply to.” said Sawamura.
“I got that out of the way months ago.” bragged Kirishima, pushing his chest out in a proud manner.
You smiled and shook your head at the comment. You knew he only did it because of Kuwabara had also put out his applications to the local high schools. And little to Kuwabara's knowledge, the blond haired boy had made sure to apply to the same schools as Kuwabara. It was so interesting how the two of them were so close and seemed to have known each other for so long; yet Kuwabara was closer to Yusuke.
You were broken from your thoughts when someone cleared their throats from behind you. You blinked and turned to find one of your fellow classmates standing next to you. He was a handsome guy with long black hair that was almost as long as Kurama's locks. His eyes were almond shaped and a deep blue color, almost as blue as the ocean. He was Yusuke's height and was built lean. He was one of the 'popular' guys in the classroom and had a huge 'fan girl' base.
You blinked up at him before tilting your head to the side in confusion.
“Hello (YLN)-sama.” the young man said.
You raised an eye brow at this. This guy hadn't talked to you during the entire school year. Actually, now that you thought about it, no one really talked to you. The only ones that you had hung out with were Keiko, Kuwabara and his gang, and Yusuke; and Botan whenever she 'cosplayed' as Yusuke would say.
“Ummm hi.” you said back.
“I'm sorry to bother you, but could I talk to you for a bit?” he asked.
He gave you one of those smiles that would make a girl swoon and squeal. However, you were immune to such smiles. You figured it had to be from the fact you had hung out with Kurama for too long to let them affect you. You glanced back and saw Kuwabara looking at you. He had a confused look, which you must have mirrored as the guy continued.
“I mean, if you can? If not that is fine, I would understand.” he said, a little pleading to his voice.
You could feel Kuwabara and the rest of the guy's eyes staring at the back of your head. You thought about it for a moment. Sure, it was weird and out of the blue but why not, right?
“Sure.” you said with a shrug.
“Great!” he said with a huge grin. “Can it be well, in private?” he asked glancing over to Kuwabara and the guys.
Kuwabara had a funny look on his face, and not the funny 'ha ha' kind. You couldn't pin point what it was and the guys had confused looks as they looked between each other.
“I guess so...” you said as you got up.
“But (YFN)!” Kuwabara said.
His voice had a tinge of confusion and a slight hint of anger. You didn't know why he was so angry. You were just going to talk to this guy. Sure he was cute and what not but still, it wasn't like Kuwabara and you were an 'item' or anything. You felt sad at that thought but shook it off.
“I'll be back. Don't worry.” you said with a smile and a wink.
Kuwabara sat there a bit dumbfounded as he watched you walk over to the other end of the class room.
He wasn't the only one to notice you and the guy walk together. You could feel the heated glares from his fan girls that were in the room. You shrunk a bit at the glares as they made you feel uncomfortable.
Kuwabara growled under his breath which was heard by his friends.
“That's weird. Why would Matashi want to talk to (YAFN)-chan?” asked Okubo.
“Isn't it obvious?” Sawamura said as if it was entirely obvious.
“Its the last week of school before the finals.”
All the guys looked at him confused. He sighed and rolled his eyes.
“It's the classic move! During the last week of school you tell the girl or guy you had a crush on that you like them!” he said shaking his head.
“What?” Kirishima asked.
“What do you mean?” Kuwabara asked, his voice sounding a bit aggravated.
“You know, its the perfect time to admit your love for someone. I mean, if they reject you then you won't see them the next year because there is a chance that you won't see them. And if they say they like you back then it's just as sweet.” Sawamura said.
Kuwabara, Obuko, and Kirishima looked at him.
“It happens all the time.” he said.
“Where”?” Kirishima asked with a raised eyebrow.
“In the manga's I read.” Sawamura said with a big grin as he held up the manga he was reading.
He let out a sigh and had small hearts in his eyes.
“I am actually going to tell Hikuraki-chan.” he sighed like a girl.
“When are you doing that?” asked Kirishima with a raised eye brow.
“I'm waiting for the last day of course! That's the proper way to do it. Matashi is just doing it early is all.” he said.
Kuwabara turned to look at you and Matashi.
You stood in the corner while Matashi stood in front of you.
“So what's up, Matashi?” you asked as you fold your arms over your chest.
You looked at him with curious eyes. He looked at you a bit nervously, which was unusal for him. He was so confident in everything he did. That was one of the 'many' reasons why girls loved him.
“Well...” he started before letting out a sigh and standing straight, as if letting out his fear.
“Well, I just wanted to tell you that you are a very beautiful girl. I've thought that the minute I saw you. You are very smart and sweet.” he said.
You blinked at him and found your face flush. You had never had anyone, other than Kuwabara that was, say that about you. It was...different to say the least. You opened your mouth to say something, however he stopped you.
“Please let me finish.” he asked.
You nodded.
“I know before now I've never really talked to you, but it was because you are so...different and intimatding. Also you always hang around Urameshi and those guys.” he said nodding back at Kuwabara and the rest of the guys.
You glanced back and saw them talking. You looked back at him and saw he continued to talk some more.
“But its the last week before finals and I knew if I didn't say this now then I wouldn't ever get a chance like this again.” he said as he reached for your hand and held it with both of his hands.
Your eyes widened before looking down at his hands and then back up at him. His eyes seemed to sparkle with hope.
“I really like you (YFN). I think...I might even love you.” he said, which made you blush.
You had never had anyone admit their love for you before. You had yearned to hear those words from Kuwabara's lips but here you were; standing with another guy. Another guy had uttered those words that seemed to be so easy for him to say; yet so hard for the one you wanted to say. You turned your head away as you blushed a bit more. He reached up with one of his hands and lifted your chin up to look into his eyes.
You couldn't help but look into those deep ocean colored eyes. You felt like you were lost in a trans for a moment before you shook your head, which had shaken his hand that was on your chin away.
“I'm sorry...I really am touched but...” you said looking behind him.
You could see Kuwabara's eyes widen for a moment before narrowing. His fists clentched on top of the desk. The other three looked on with wide eyes. Okubo had some food hanging from his mouth. You looked back up at this guy who didn't have a hard time admiting his feelings for you.
He looked into your eyes before closing his eyes and letting out a sigh. He let go of your hand.
“I see. Well...it was worth a try I guess.” he said.
He opened his eyes and saw you giving him a smile that expressed how sorry you were. He smiled back at you before chuckling. You blinked at him.
“I should have known better. But I want to know something.” he said.
You tilted your head in wonderment.
“Why do you like him?” he asked, his voice a bit harsh on the 'him'.
You blinked before realizing he meant Kuwabara. You smiled at him.
“It's hard to explain but...well I just do. So I'm sorry.” you said with another sad smile.
“But I'm sure you will find a new love when you head to high school.” you said with optimisim.
“Maybe even someone better than me.”
He shook his head.
“No one is better than you.” he said before he began to lean in.
You blinked up at him as he came closer. Your eyes widened as you realized he was trying to kiss you. You put your hands up, ready to push him away however he was pulled away from you. You looked up to see Kuwabara standing in front of you as if he was protecting you. Everyone at this point had stopped what they were doing and were staring over in your direction.
Your face was flushed from embarresment.
“Stay away from her.” Kuwabara growled as he glared at Matashi.
Matashi was caught off guard and stared at Kuwabara for a moment before putting his hands up in a defensive position.
“I'm sorry I didn't realize that she was taken. I assumed that she was only playing hard to get.” he lied as he looked behind Kuwabara and at you.
You blinked at him before opening your mouth to say something when Kuwabara beat you to it.
“Well, she isn't so go back to your seat and leave her alone.” Kuwabara said before taking your hand roughly and began to pull you back to where your seat was.
You were in shock for a moment as you didn't know what was going on. However you snapped out of your stupor and was able to stop Kuwabara from pulling you. He turned around looking ready to punch someone; obviously thinking that it was Mataski stopping him. However he was surprised it was you.
You glared up at him. You were sick and tired of this emotional rollercoaster that you seemed to be riding with him. One minute he doesn't seem to care and the next he is acting like a jealous boy friend. It was just too confusing.
“Let me go.” you said calmly.
Kuwabara looked down at you surprised.
“Whu..?”
“I said let me go. I can go back to my seat by myself.” you said easily pulling your hand from Kuwabara's grasp and going back to your seat.
Kuwabara looked at you with a dumbfounded look. He could hear Mataski snicker from behind him however it was here the bell had rung. The teacher came into the room and that was a signal that it was time for class.
Kuwabara took his seat next to yours. You didn't even look at him the rest of the day. You just couldn't. How could he act like that? He had no right to act like that. Although, Matashi had no right to try and kiss you, however that was another matter all together.
The last bell rang signaling that the day was over. You got up and started to put your books away.
“(YFN)...” Kuwabara began.
“No. Don't say anything.” you said.
Kuwabara could tell that you were pissed and he just couldn't see why. He had stopped that 'perv' from kissing you. He could tell that you didn't want to kiss him. However, here you are basically scolding him for helping you out. He stood up when you had stood up. He scrambled to get his stuff together however, you had already rushed out of the room and even took of your school shoes and changed into your street ones. By the time he had reached the hallway with his own street shoes, you were no where to be found.
He growled in frustration. He was about to run out of the building when he felt a hand touch his shoulder. He turned around and saw that it was Kirishima's hand. He gave Kuwabara a sympathetic look.
“Dude you need to tell her.” he said.
Kirishima had known Kuwabara the longest out of the three. He knew from the moment you had gotten beaten up by those punks, along with themselves; that Kuwabara was in love with you. It was obvious. However, it wasn't obvious to the blonde as why his long time best friend hadn't admitted it to you. He couldn't understand what was keeping Kuwabara from tell you his feelings. He was on your side and agreed that you had a right to be pissed.
“What do you mean?” Kuwabara said acting as if he didn't know what his friend was asking.
“You know what I mean.” he said with a stern look.
“Listen, I'm sure Mataski isn't the only guy that wants to ask (YFN) out. I don't know if you've noticed but I have noticed the looks she gets from some of the guys. You need to tell her soon or you might loose her.” he said patting him on his back before going to his locker.
Kuwabara stood there in shock. There were really other guys looking at you? He didn't realize it before. However, now that he thought back through the school year, there had been times guys would glance your way. Some even tried to come up to you however, either Urameshi or himself would take your attention. He looked over in the direction that you must have gone, in order to head back home. He clentched his fist.
'I gotta tell her. Fuck the consequences.' He thought to himself before heading off towards home.
You were fuming as you rushed out the school doors. How much more you take? You weren't sure but it wasn't going to be much longer. It was getting more than frustrating and the more you thought about it the angrier you grew. You felt a hand touch your shoulder. You growled and swung your arm around hitting something. However, it wasn't Kuwabara as who you thought. It was Matashi. You blinked at him. He was on the ground rubbing his jaw and looking up at you sheepishly.
“I'm sorry. I didn't mean to creep up on you like that. Tho I deserved that.” he said before standing up.
You looked at him before crossing your arms.
“What do you want?” you asked.
You were still a bit pissed at Kuwabara but at him as well for trying to kiss you. He held his hands up in a defensive position and sweat dropped.
“I came to make a truce. I know I acted like a perv and I'm sorry. It's just...” he said turning serious eyes to your confused.
“I just really like you and kind of lost my self in the moment.” he said with a shrug.
You raised an eyebrow at this before rolling your eyes.
“And what did you really think would happen if you DID kiss me? That I would fall head over heels in love with you? That the fact that we never really talked up to this point would change just by one small kiss? You my friend have been reading too much shojo, that is for sure.” you said before you started to walk away.
Matashi's eyes widened for a moment before he caught up to walk beside you.
“No...well maybe. But it was worth a try, right? I mean, it never hurts to give it a shot.” he said with his famous charming smile.
You glanced over at him and let out a sigh.
“I guess.”
“Well, at least it sort of worked.” he said.
You blinked before stopping and looking at him.
“What do you mean?”
“Well, you are talking to me. I would never have gotten a chance if I didn't do what I did.” he said.
You thought about it for a moment. He did have a point there. You smiled and shook your head.
“I guess so. But I'm still not interested.” you said before continuing on your way.
“Yeah, well, now that I have your attention I was thinking that maybe we could do it right. Like get to know each other a little more. I really think you are very interesting and I want to get to know you better.” he said with a pleadful look.
You raised an eye brow and looked over to his direction. You weren't sure what you should do. It seemed like a simple answer but in reality it was a very hard one. There were too many 'what ifs' and some would end up being cliché.
“I'll...think about it.” you said.
You really needed some time to think about it. You didn't hate the guy but at the same time it wouldn't be right to give his hopes up in thinking he would have a chance with you. But on the other hand, Kuwabara wasn't making a move and it didn't seem like he would ever. And not to mention the fact the way he had acted in the classroom.
Matashi looked hopefull and nodded.
“I can handle that. Just let me know okay? Before the school year is over at least.” he said with a smile.
You gave him a small smile back and nodded. You began to walk home and ended up having him walk with you. The two of you talked for a bit and found he really wasn't too bad of a guy. He was very smart but had a silly side to him. He liked the same movies you did as well as loved to sing. He also played sports and had a little sibling that annoyed him too. The two of you talked the whole time until you were standing in front of Kuwabara's house.
“Well, it was nice talking to you.” you said with a nod.
He smiled at you and nodded.
“Same. I really hope you say yes because this was the best time I've had with anyone in a while. You are fun to be around and of course you being beautiful makes it even better.” he said with a charming smile.
You laughed and slightly blushed at the complement.
“Thanks. Well, I guess I'll see you tomorrow at school.” you said.
“Yeah. I never knew I could be so excited to go to school.” he said.
Now, you were feeling uncomfortable again. It was starting to get corny.
“Okay, now you are just getting corny.” you said with a shake of your head.
“Sorry. Cut the corn, got it.” he said holding up his hands.
You smiled before nodding a goodbye as did he.
Kuwabara wasn't far behind from you and had just finished seeing you and Matashi waving good bye to each other. He could feel his anger rise as he saw you went into the house and the bastard rejoicing as if he won something. He couldn't stand it anymore and went up to the guy. Matashi was taken off guard when he turned around and found Kuwabara standing right behind him. He gulped and sweat dropped a bit.
He was scared of Kuwabara but who wouldn't be? He was a huge guy and had a rep almost as bad as Yusuke's. He was the only person that could take a beating from the raven haired punk and be standing the next day. However, Matashi was able to compose himself and looked up at the orange haired young man with a smile.
“Well hello Kuwabara-kun.” he said with a slight bow of the head.
“What were you doing with (YFN)?” he asked with clentched fists.
“I was walking her home, or is that a crime?” he asked with a small smirk on his lips.
“It should be...” Kuwabara grumbled.
“Well, just stay away from her ya got it?” he growled.
“She is a big girl, she can choose who she wants to hang out with. And it looks like she wants to spend some time with me.” he said with a smirk.
Kuwabara looked at the guy dumbfounded. Did this guy really just say that you wanted to hang out with him? After him trying to kiss you against your will, you would want to hang out with him? He almost laughed at the thought. However, you wouldn't have let him walk you home if you didn't want him too. You would have hit him or told him off if you didn't want him there.
“Well, she doesn't.” Kuwabara said, not sure what else to say.
Matashi chuckled.
“You may live with her but you don't know her much do you? She already told me she wants to see me again.” he said.
He knew that was only half true. You said you would see him tomorrow for school but Kuwabara didn't have to know that. Besides, if he could convince Kuwabara that you wanted to be with him, Matashi; then maybe it would cause a little rift between you and Kuwabara. He hoped so because then he would have a better chance to possible go out with you.
Kuwabara growled before pushing the guy away and storming into the house.
Matashi smirked and whislted as he walked away, his hands in his pockets.
You had gone up stairs to your room at this point. You were thinking over what Matashi said and had made a decision. He wasn't the type of guy you wanted to hang out with. You had come to the conculsion because of several things. One, the fact that he tried to kiss you meant he might try again. Two, Kuwabara would probably kill him if the two of you started to hang out. And three you still loved Kuwabara and you didn't want a guy to come between the two of you. You didn't want to loose him and you figured if Matashi gave you any trouble you would beat him up.
You taken out your books and were ready to study when you heard a banging on your door.
“(YFN) can we talk?” came Kuwabara's voice from behind the door.
He sounded calm but inside he was fumed. He didn't want to believe what that asswipe had said but he had to hear it from your mouth.
You looked at the door for a moment. There was something off with Kuwabara's aura. However, you shrugged it off.
“Yeah.” you said before closing the book you just opened.
Kuwabara came in and closed the door. He leaned against it and just stared at you. He didn't know how or exactally what he was going to say. He knew he couldn't 'forbid' you to see the guy if you had decided to hang with him. However, he wasn't going to let you with out talking to you first.
“I saw you with Matashi.” he said, figuring he would get right to the point.
You sighed and turned fully around.
“Ah.” you said.
There was silence as neither one of you knew what to say. After a couple minutes you cleared your throat.
“And?”
“And? Why were you walking home with him?” Kuwabara asked pushing away from the door and walking up to you.
You could tell Kuwabara was trying not to get mad. But for what reason? He had no right to get mad about you walking with a guy. Especially a guy that had admited he had feelings for you.
“Because he caught up to me and he ended up walking with me.” you said.
It was the truth. He had just followed you. Plus he didn't offend you or try to do something fishy so why shoo him away?
“Really?” he said narrowing his eyes.
He was acting like a jealous boy friend. You had never seen Kuwabara act like this before and you didn't like it. However you were starting to get mad.
“Yes! What is wrong with you? First you get all sweet with me last night. Then you get all jealous when a guy tells me that he likes me. And now you are acting like I'm a cheating girl friend that just got caught. What the fuck is wrong with you?” you said, standing up.
You were sick of all of this. You loved Kuwabara with all of your heart but it hurt so much just to love him. You didn't know what his feelings were and he seemed to be oblivious to yours. However, it wasn't like you could easily tell him your feelings. You didn't know how much longer you would be staying here, in his world. But it seemed the longer you held in your feelings and didn't tell him the whole truth, the harder it was to deal with him acting all weird and confusing.
Kuwabara was taken back at how mad you had gotten. But he knew you were right. After standing there and thinking what you said, you were exactally right. He was acting like how a boy friend should have but they weren't officially together. Who was he to tell you who to hang out with? What if you didn't love him? Was it just a one sided love on his part? He felt his heart sink and ache at the same time.
He may be dense but he could tell that you liked him. However, he thought if he pushed you away then you would fall out of love with him. However, the more he grew to love you; he thought he saw you grow to love him even more. But now, now that he wanted you to love him back, he was wondering if he had accomplished what he had originally wanted to do? Did he push you so far away that you could easily be taken away by another guy; who could easily confess his love for you more than he ever could?
No. He couldn't let that happen. His heart was hurting to much to let that happen. If there was a time to tell you his feelings this would be the time. He opened his mouth ready to speak.
“I'm going to take a shower to cool off.” you said as you walked back Kuwabara.
Kuwabara stood in your room with his mouth open. He had missed his opportunity again. He let out a sigh. He could feel himself getting cold feet again. He had the right moment to tell you and he lost it. He shook his head. No. He can't let this go another minute. He turned around and left your room. He headed to the bathroom and barged in.
You never really locked the door anymore because you knew Kuwabara normally would knock before entering. Also, it was Kuwabara's idea just incase you ever fell or got 'sick' and needed help. So there you are stripping down and naked about to jump into the shower. You hear the door slam open and in comes Kuwabara. His face looked like it was on a mission and he looked determine about something.
However, your entire body turned red and you were in so much shock you couldn't even grab the towel to cover yourself. Kuwabara didn't seem to notice how you were and took your hands into his. He looked down at you with his brown eyes and you looked up at him with your eyes wide and your face red as a tomatoe.
“(YFN) I love you.”
You stood there, naked, the shower running, and Kuwabara right there in front of you holding your hand.
'Did he just....' you thought however before you could say anything Kuwabara kissed you.
You stood there with wide eyes that were blinking a mile a minute. He moved his hands to your shoulders, holding you in place as he continued to kiss you with so much passion you felt your knees quake. Soon your body relaxed and you closed your eyes as your hands held tightly onto his shirt, just to make sure you didn't fall.
After a few minutes he pulled back and rested his forehead on top of yours. You opened your eyes and found his eyes looking back into yours.
“I love you.” he said again.
Your throat felt as if it had closed up. And if you had a heart beat you knew it would be beating a mile a minute. However, you did feel a pulse from your demon heart. But this time Kuwabara just pulled you into his chest and held you tight.
“I'm sorry I didn't tell you before. I've loved you for a very long time. I can't even remember when I first started to but over the time we have spent together, I've realized that I love you so much that it hurts.” he said whispering in your ear.
You shivered at his warm breath on your neck.
“I...” you started but were silenced by another kiss.
This time it wasn't as fierece as the first. It was gentle and loving. It was as if he was trying to prove to you how much he loved you. This time you melted into Kuwabara's embrace. You could feel his arms pull you closer to his body as he deepened the kiss. The two of you broke away, this time panting for air. His face was just as flustered as your own.
“Kuwa....” you started as you looked up into Kuwabara's eyes.
“Hm?”
“I'm naked....” you said as you felt the cold on your back.
Kuwabara blinked at you for a moment as if the words didn't regester. He then pulled back and looked down at your naked body. Your entire body went red at him looking and you pushed away from him and hopped into shower which had gotten cold, making you eep.
Kuwabara stood there, his face completely red. He had just kissed you but you were naked. He never thought that his first kiss, with you especially would be with you naked. His ears burned as they turned redder than his hair.
“Ummm...maybe we can continue this after my shower?” you said from behind the curtains.
All Kuwabara could do was nod before leaving and closing the door behind him.
He was more than embarressed. That as the WORSE timing to admit his feelings, or so he felt. Now he felt like a perv. He felt like what Mataski had tried to do was no as bad at what he had just did. He rested his head on the bathroom door.
“Baka...” he mumbled before banging his head against the door.
You stood there in the shower. You heard the door close. You put your hand to your heart, however it was more out of instinct than feeling your heart beat; which you knew you didn't have one. You leaned against the wall of the shower and let the cool dropplets of water cool down your heated body.
'Well that was...intense.' you thought to yourself as your body felt tingly.
You knew it wasn't from the water but from the kiss, no TWO kissess Kuwabara had given you. You couldn't understand what had happened. And what did mean Kuwabara loved you? However then it hit you. Kuwabara LOVED you. He had FINALLY admitted it! The thought made your arms get goosebumps, tho it could have been the freezing water that was now coming from the focet. You turned the water to its hottest level and sighed at its heat. You began to clean yourself but couldn't stop thinking about the two kissess. You didn't know what would happen once you got out of the shower but you hoped it wouldn't just be blown off and end up just another 'awkard' moment. One that he would apologize and say to forget; because you didn't want to forget it.
Kuwabara waited in your room, sitting in your chair. He thought about sitting on your bed but then thought that wouldn't have looked like. It would have looked like he wanted to go further than the kiss. Just that thought back his face burn red again and a tightness in his neather reigions. He took in a few breathes to calm down. He only just exclaimed his feelings for you. He wasn't ready for a step like 'sex' right now.
Even tho....
He shook his head. He didn't even know if you would say you loved him back. He didn't even know if you would share the entire truth. And he had decided that if you didn't, then he would share his secret; fuck the consequences.
He heard the door to your room open and he turned to look at you. You had put back on your school outfit, only because you didn't bring any pjs or clothes in with you. You had your hair up in the towel. You felt oddly shy as you walked in to your room and saw Kuwabara sitting in your chair. You rubbed your arms before walking in silence to your bed and sitting down, sitting Indian style.
You were barely able to look at Kuwabara with out blushing. You didn't know what had come over you. You were acting...girly. You shook your head and cleared your throat. However, your throat still felt clogged up a bit and cleared it again, but almost sounding like a cough.
'Why am I so nervous...' you thought, 'It was just a kiss....from Kuwabara....who I love...who told me he loves me....'
“So...” Kuwabara said.
He looked at you with a serious face. You looked back at him and looked away.
'Damn it (YFN)! Say something! Stop being shy and awkard!' you told yourself.
“Ummm so...” you started.
“Do you?”
You blinked at the question Kuwabara had asked. At first you didn't understand it. But then you realize he was asking, with few words; if you loved him back. You cleared your throat again as you felt your throat close up again. You violently shook your head and slapped your cheeks, hard.
Kuwabara wasn't expecting that and looked at you with wide eyes.
“I DO!” you shouted, not on purpose but you were sure your voice wouldn't work.
You covered your mouth and had wide eyes. Kuwabara blinked at you. He had never seen you act this way. You acted as if you never been kissed before. His eyes widened. He realized that you might have never been kissed before. He closed his eyes and smiled. He was happy that, if that was true; that he was your first.
Your face flushed again. You felt like an idiot. You didn't know what was wrong. It must have been the kiss. It was affecting your brain some how. You closed your eyes and took in a deep breath. You had to calm down. Kuwabara had finally told you his feelings and now he was expecting you to share yours. You thought you had more guts than Kuwabara. That you would be the first to break but now that it was time to share, you found it to be so very hard.
When you opened your eyes you looked at Kuwabara who hadn't looked away from you once.
“I love you too.” you said finally able to speak those words.
It felt like a weight had been removed from your chest. You felt as if you could fly into the air and stay there. Kuwabara's face broke out into a wide grin. He got up and came to you. He kneeled next to the bed and took your hands into his.
The two of you stayed like that, not wanting to move. Both of your eyes were shining and full of joy. You hadn't felt like this in a very long time. You really couldn't remember the last time you were this happy. He cupped your face with his big hand and you nuzzled your cheek into it as you smiled at him. He gave you his famous goofy grin and squeezed your hand gently.
“Thank you.”
You blinked at him.
“For what?”
He smiled and instead of answering he kissed your lips. Not expecting another one, you gasped into it giving Kuwabara an oportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth. That was a new sensation, that was for sure. Your eyes widened as you felt his tongue experimently move around in your mouth. He found your tongue and stroked it. Your eyes automatically closed and you gave a soft moan into his mouth. Kuwabara felt a jolt go through his body at the sound of your moan.
He felt as if he could loose control. He tried to pull away but your eyes opened. You felt him trying to go and you wrapped your hands around his neck and pulled him closer. However this caused you to fall back on the bed with Kuwabara on top of you. However, you were so lost in the moment that you didn't notice and continued to kiss him. This time you slipped your tongue into his mouth and played with his tongue. You heard Kuwabara's low moan and felt a tingle go through your body.
Kuwabara placed his hands on the bed, propping himself up a so he wasn't crushing you as you both began to kiss more passionately. The two of your tongues began to battle for dominace of which mouth would be 'explored'. You lost that battle and just enjoyed as he explored your mouth with his cinnamon tasting tongue.
You were so relaxed into his kiss that you didn't notice him pull you more onto the bed as he was now laying on top of you. His right knee between your legs while his left kept him half off of your body. His left hand rested above your head while his right rested oh so soflty on your hip, making small circles with his finger tips.
You could feel yourself growing hot. Your head was light headed and dizzy. Your arms were wrapped around Kuwabara's neck and tightened as he nibbled on your bottom lip. You let out a small purr which caused Kuwabara to chuckle. You were so cute and sexy at this very moment. He pulled back and looked down at you. Your eyes were half opened as were your lips. Your cheeks were red and your breath was ragged. He never found you more beautiful then at this moment.
However looking down at you, he realized that if it continued it would go further than second base; which he never even hit yet. He shook his head and began to pull away. Your eyes widen. You were afraid that you did something wrong and pulled him back, whimpering as your words couldn't espcape your lips.
Kuwabara groaned at hearing your whimper and felt a buldge slowly growing in his pants. This seemed to snap him out of your trans and pull away. You sat up with wide eyes, filled with confusion and hurt. He took a step away from the bed and put his hands out in front of him as to tell you to stay.
“We gotta stop.” he said, his voice betraying him as it didn't seem like he wanted to stop.
“But...” you began.
“Let's think about this real quick. We only just admitted we love each other right?” he said, fiinding his mind had finally stopped spinning.
You nodded, not understanding.
“Well, I think it's too soon for...that. I mean, I've never done that and I'm sure you haven't either. I'm...well just not ready for that yet.” he said.
Your brain had finally come down to earth as well. Your 'heart' said contiue and fuck the consequences but your head said wait. Especially since you didn't have condoms. Sure, you hadn't had your period the whole time you had been there, and sure most hentais where people had sex never got preggs. However, you had read enough fan fiction to know that ANYTHING could happen. So why risk it?
You nodded before smirking.
“I think 'he' is ready.”
Kuwabara looked down at what you were nodding at and blushed even more. He put his hands in front of him. Sure, he had pants on but it didn't mean it wasn't showing. Although, his hands weren't doing much to cover it.
“Shut it (YAFN)!” he said.
You laughed. You laughed good and hard. It wasn't because of what you said, or how Kuwabara thought he could cover up his erection. No, it was because you were so happy. Kuwabara glared at you for a moment before he too joined in the laughing. You both laughed until you were both out of breath.
You looked at him and gave him a smile that made his heart skip a beat. And if he had been standing any closer he would have pounced on you. However, he was able to control himself. It was here you gave a big yawn. Kuwabara chuckled.
“I guess even if we tried you would have fallen asleep.” He said teasingly.
You pouted at him and were going to have a great come back but another yawn escaped your lips.
He chuckled again.
“Alright. I guess we will talk more about this,” he said pointing at you and himself, “tomorrow.”
He turned to leave your room. You felt sad just having him leave the room.
“Where are you going?” you asked, a softness in your voice that Kuwabara had never heard before.
He turned around and smiled.
“I'll let you change into your pjs. Don't worry, I'll come back to cuddle with you.” he said before leaving the room.
You looked at the door for a moment before a big smile crossed your face and you fell back on your bed. You stared up at the ceiling. For the first time since you had 'changed' you felt normal. You forgot about how boring normal life was. You were happy that you had stayed behind and even happier that Kuwabara loved you. You didn't care anymore if you would one day leave. Who knew when or even IF you would be leaving. All you wanted was to be happy and the only way to do that was to be with Kuwabara. To know that he loved you.
Kuwabara went into the shower and turned it all the way to cold. He leaned his hands against the wall and let the dropplets of water going down his back. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the sensation against his hot skin. However, the water couldn't cool down his erection.
'Damn...' he thought, however it was more for how hot you could make him.
He closed his eyes and remembered how you looked below him. This caused a low growl of delight to escape his lips. He chuckled. He knew if he didn't 'fix' himself now he would barg back into your room and ravish your body. However, he knew that it wasn't a good idea. It wasn't the perfect time. The fact that you hadn't even talked about...'that' made him a bit cautious. He needed to wait a little longer. He needed to know what you had been keeping from him. He needed you to tell him about 'that'.
Kuwabara sighed before turning the water to hot. He had taken a shower earlier that morning so he didn't need to clean himself. However he did need to deal with the pressing matter down below. He felt as if he would explode any minute. He let out a soft moan as the hot droplets of water fell on his back as he took hold of his erection. His thump went to the tip of his penis and he slowly rubbed it. He could feel pre cum even with the water falling around and on him. He tilted his head back, his eyes still closed and let out a low moan.
Your face was in his mind as he slowly stroked his long cock. He remembered the time he had seen you wearing that towel. He remembered how the dropplets of water had slowly moved down from your neck. Slowly making their way over your breasts. He then remembered the time he had taken your bra off and saw your breasts. They were perfect, in his opinonon. They were big enough to be enjoyed but small enough where he could hold them gently in his strong arms. Your nipple was pinchable and looked as if he was begging to be bite and pulled, not to mention sucked on.
Kuwabara began to stroke faster as he remembered how your face looked just know. How red your lips were, your face, and how you stared up at him. Your eyes full of lust and love. It was here that he let out a low growl as he sprayed his cum all into his hand and some sipping out from his big hand.
He rested his head against the wall and used his clean hand to hold him in place. He breathed heavily for a few moments before he felt his heart rate slow down and his head stopped spinning. That had felt good. He cleaned off his hand and wiped the small dribble of drool that had come from the corner of his mouth. He cleaned himself off real quick before getting out of the shower.
Kuwabara felt so much better and felt like he could easily hold you while you would sleep; with out worry of himself jumping on you. However, he knew that one of these days we won't be able to control himself and he hoped that you would be ready.
You woke up the next day to warmth that covered your entire body. You snuggled into it more. You felt a vibration from whatever you were snuggling into. You looked up and saw Kuwabara with his goofy grin and chuckling at you. You blinked up at him before you smiled fondly at him. You nuzzled your head back into his chest.
“We gotta get up.” he said.
He had watched you since he had woken up around 5am. Now it was 6:15am and it was time to get ready for school. You groaned from his chest, making him chuckle again.
“Do we have to? I'm comfy.” you whined.
“Yeah. Don't worry, it will be over next week. Then we can do this every day.” He said pulling back.
He looked down at you as you looked up at him with your eyes shining. He brushed a stran of hair away from your face. You blushed slightly. He bent down and lightly kissed you on your lips. Your light blush turned darker. He grinned and tapped your nose.
“You are just so cute when you blush.” he teased, making you blush more.
You pulled away from him with a pout on your lips.
“You're mean.” you mumbled before getting up and stretching.
Kuwabara got up as well and went back to his room to change. Also to let you change in private. You dressed in a dream like state. You weren't sure if this was real or if you were dreaming. You had to pinch yourself and after feeling it hurt a little, you knew it was real. You held your school shirt to your chest as you closed your eyes and did a little dance; like a victory one. However, a knock on your door caused you to almost fall over.
“I'm heading down stairs.” Kuwabara's voice said from behind the door.
“K!” you said as you went back to getting ready.
The two of you ate breakfast however, Shizuru had joined the two of you this morning. It was a suprise however what was even more of one was the smirk on his sister's face. Kuwabara found it very annoying and you felt as if she knew what happened last night. Sure, it wasn't much but it was something.
“Kazu make sure you use protection.” she said, waiting for the moment Kuwabarar was chewing on his piece of toast.
Kuwabara started to choke on his food and you just sat there fiddling with your hair. You weren't too surprised that she would know. She was psychic like her little brother. However, you felt a little embarresed. Kuwabara studdered over his words for a moment, once he disloged the piece of food from his throat.
Shizuru took a long drag from her cancer stick before blowing it out in his direction.
“It is written over both of your faces. She's glowing and you are red.” she said.
Kuwabara's face was red, however you weren't sure if it was from anger or embarressment. Probably a little of both.
“For your information, we only KISSED.” he said with his head held high.
Shizuru nodded.
“Good because I don't want little Kazu's running around here.” she said before taking another drag.
This time you were the one to choke on your food. Your face was red and Kuwabara was pissed at this point. He shovled his food into his mouth, as did you. He grabbed your hand and began to drag you to the front door; grabbing his back pack as he did. You grabbed yours with your free hand.
“We're gonna be late.” he said mumbling under his breath.
He tried to hide the blush but you could see it. You giggled at him. He snorted at you before closing the door behind the two of you. You both looked at each other and smiled.
“Morning (YLN)-sama.”
You and Kuwabara blinked at each other before turning towards the voice. There stood Maraski in his school uniform and holding his book bag. You blinked at him. Kuwabara narrowed his eyes at the guy and put his arm around your shoulder. He puffed out his chest. You could tell he was trying tol let Maraski that you were not avaliable anymore. You rolled your eyes at Kuwabara's reaction. It didn't bother you. Now that the two of you were a couple, it didn't bother you anymore.
“Morning, Matashi-san. What are you doing here?” you asked as you and Kuwabara stayed in your position by the door.
“Well, I thought I would walk you to school, if it is alright?” he asked, not seeming to take the hint from Kuwabara.
Kuwabara was about to speak but you beat him to it.
“Sorry I'm going with Kuwabara. And I also have an answer to your question.” you said.
Kuwabara raised an eye brow at you. He didn't know about the request the guy had made. Maraski looked at you with hope in his eyes.
“And I'm sorry I can't be friends with you.” you said.
Kuwabara grinned and squeezed your shoulder gently.
Matashi frowned and noticed the body language of your self and Kuwabara. He could tell that something happened between the two of you and your relationship between each other had changed. And from what he could gather, it meant that he didn't have a chance with you, no matter what he tried. He let out a sigh.
“Okay, I understand.” he said before turning around and heading to school.
That was it. You were a bit shocked. You thought maybe it wouldn't be that simple. That he wouldn't give up that easily. However, you were happy that he took it as easily as he had. Kuwabara was also happy and pulled you into a side ways hug before the two of you headed off to school your selves.
SO that's it. What did you guys think? I hope this made up for how long of a wait. Now originally the kiss was going to happen later in the story....when something else (which will still happen) happens, but my muses decided to change that. So I hope you guys enjoyed this and I'll try to update the next chapter soon. Hey, at least its not on an evil cliff hanger right? So read and review!
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