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FINDING MY WAY HOME	By : ShioriFoxiesMom Category: Yuyu Hakusho > Yaoi - Male/Male > Hiei/Kurama Views: 7240 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I’m afraid to look and see how long it’s been since my last update. I have no excuse. I have so many ideas for this story I just haven’t been in the mood to write. I don’t know if I should give Kurama his memory back and let them live happily ever after, or give them more drama to prolong the story. I have enough ideas to go either way. I hate that you wonderful people have to wait forever for updates but kind of want to take this all the way.
Oh well, I’m sure you’ll let me know what you think. I think the lemon had me held up the longest. Now that I’ve written that, maybe I’ll be able to do better. Enjoy and please review.
CHAPTER 8
After a nap, a hot bath and snooping around the whole room, I'm bored and more than a little restless. Opening the doors to the balcony, I step outside. Seeing the dimming light of sunset, I realize my nap must have been longer than I'd thought.
A sudden tingling along the back of my neck alerts me to a presence in the room behind me, but I don't turn. A moment later Hiei is standing beside me. "Did you have a nice nap Fox?"
Without looking at him I nod. "Nice enough. And you, did you see to Mukuro's... needs?"
Hiei chuckled. "Put your claws away Fox. We talked mostly business. Actually, we talked about you too."
I couldn't keep the sharpness from my voice as my head whipped toward him. "Why would you talk to that woman about me?"
Hiei leveled his gaze on me. "For the same reason I've talked to Yusuke and Kuwabara about you Kurama. Without your memory we've lost a valuable asset. Your vast knowledge and skill are an irreplaceable part of our team. We all have to compensate to make up for your loss. That includes Mukuro."
Until now I hadn't realized that the loss of my memory affected anyone but my and Hiei's personal life. "I'm sorry Hiei. I hadn't thought about this being a problem for anyone but us. Is there anything I can do?"
Hiei shook his head. "You're doing it Fox. Learn to use your powers and try to get your memory back."
Not for the first time, I was unsure. "And if I don't get my memory back?"
He must have sensed what I was feeling, because Hiei moved closer, slipped his arm around me and rested his head against my shoulder. "Nothing will change Kurama. I will be right there with you, memory or no memory."
Hiei's professed devotion warmed my heart. Returning his embrace, I smile at him. "Didn't you promise me a tour of this monstrosity of a fortress?"
When Hiei stretched up for a kiss, I met him halfway. It wasn't passionate, just a kiss of reassurance. "Yes my Fox, I did."
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It’s a good thing my expectations for the tour weren’t high. When I’d called the fortress a monstrosity, that turned out to be an understatement. The offices, war rooms, dungeons and army barracks were all hard, dark and dismal places. Things took a turn for the better though when Hiei led me back into the main part of the fortress. Suddenly, it was like we were in an entirely different place. We were now in a large, comfortably decorated room with elegantly upholstered sofas and chairs, beautiful artwork and an ornate fire place.
Turning to Hiei, I frown confused. “Hiei, what is this? One moment we’re in a military fortress, then suddenly this room looks like it belongs in a palace.”
Hiei smirked. “I told you Mukuro was letting you make some changes. You’ve already redecorated this room, the ball room, and both dining rooms. Secretly, Mukuro has always envied the grandeur of Yomi’s palace. She gets a perverted sense of pleasure rubbing it in his face that you are doing all of this for her. Not to mention, you have better taste than his decorator did.”
When he sees I’m even more confused, Hiei explains. “You and Yomi have… history. At one time he hoped you would join him in ruling Gandura. Mukuro can’t help but fuel the longstanding animosity between them by reminding him that he lost you.”
There was an edge to Hiei’s voice when he mentioned Yomi and I having history. “Hiei, was there something between Yomi and I before you and I were mated?”
His ruby eyes hardened as he spoke. “Back when you were a thief, Yomi was your second in command. And yes, for a brief time, you were lovers. However, things between you didn’t end well. Now, many years later, the two of you have worked through that and become friends. Currently you serve as his top advisor.”
Though Hiei’s speech had been very serious, I couldn’t help but chuckle. “It would seem Hiei, like I’m not the only one that’s a little jealous and possessive.”
Hiei grunted. “Just as Mukuro likes to get under your skin sometimes, that old goat likes to get under mine. Enough of them, dinner should be ready.”
Going back down the hall Hiei took me to a large dining room. The furniture was obviously custom made, with intricately detailed inlays. The fabric on the chairs was elegant without being overstated. On the table and side bars were expensive looking polished silver centerpieces and serving dishes. Over the table, that comfortably seated twenty, was a chandelier so exquisite that the crystals looked more like glittering diamonds.
Wide eyed I turned to Hiei. “Just how many people are coming to dinner Hiei?”
With a grunt, Hiei took my hand and led me back down the hall. “Hopefully just us and Mukuro. I just wanted to show you more of your handy work.”
A moment later we were in a much smaller dining room. This one too had a beautifully crafted table, but only set with eight chairs. Though it was not as grand as the larger dining room, its subtle elegance allowed it to feel more comfortable and inviting. Nodding my approval, I smiled at Hiei. “This is much better.”
Beside me Hiei stiffened. Before I could ask what was wrong Mukuro’s voice came from behind us. “I couldn’t agree more Kurama. Though the large dining room is stunningly beautiful, this room is much more inviting. Wouldn’t you agree Yomi?”
Hiei’s hand tightened on mine as I looked past Mukuro to the demon behind her. One look told me why Hiei was jealous. Yomi was quite handsome. He was tall, muscular and had beautiful long black hair that made me want to run my fingers through it. “I couldn’t say about the room Mukuro, but I do remember how beautiful this stunning creature is. Hello Kurama, my old friend.”
Yomi’s hand reached out to brush my cheek, making me shiver. Before Yomi could remove his hand, Hiei pulled me away and growled. “Hands off you old goat!”
Yomi chuckled. “Hello to you too Hiei. I hope you don’t mind. When Mukuro said Kurama had lost his memory, I insisted on coming to see if I could help.”
Glaring at Mukuro, Hiei only growled. “Kurama, the old goat is Yomi. Do you remember him?”
I shook my head. “No, I’m afraid I don’t.”
To my surprise, Hiei growled again. “Hear that Yomi? He doesn’t recognize you, so get out.”
I gasped at his words. “Hiei! That’s rude!”
Hiei rolled his eyes, and Mukuro chuckled. “I knew this would be fun. Come on boys, it looks like dinner is served.”
Mukuro moved to one end of the table as Hiei pulled me behind him to the other. Servants were just removing the extra chairs, leaving the table set for four. Yomi gallantly pulled out Mukuro’s chair, then seated himself on the side to her right. Seeing this, Hiei seemed frustrated. As Mukuro’s heir, his place was opposite her at the end, that meant I would be seated directly across from Yomi.
When Hiei didn’t release me, I pried his fingers loose, and kissed his cheek. “Sit down Hiei. We wouldn’t want the food to get cold.”
Avoiding his attempt to pull me back to his side, I took the seat across from Yomi. Reluctantly, Hiei took his seat. It was quiet as the food was served and everyone began eating. After a moment Mukuro broke the silence. “Kurama, Hiei said you lost your memory after hitting your head. Have you remembered anything since then?”
Shaking my head, I answered her. “No, unfortunately I haven’t. Hiei, my mother and our friends have tried everything they could to jar my memory. So far nothing, even a trip here, has produced even a single memory.”
Without realizing it, I was watching Yomi. Though he never missed a bite, and always knew where his wine glass was, he never seemed to look at them. As he addressed me now, I realized he wasn’t focusing on me either. In fact, his eyes were closed much of the time. “That must be awful Kurama. To find yourself surrounded by strangers in a strange land.”
Seeing that Hiei was about to speak, and probably say something rude, I quickly responded. “It was, at first. Hiei has been wonderful though. He’s been with me, helping me since this happened. He rarely leaves my side, and has been so patient while I learn who I am and how to use these strange powers I have.”
Hiei smirked in satisfaction at my words. “Even without his memory, Kurama has been brave through all of this. He’s come a long way in his training too. Be warned though. His pets tend to get out of control when he’s scared or angry.”
Ignoring the underlying threat in Hiei’s words, Yomi chuckled. “Ah yes, Kurama’s pets. Sounds like you might have been on the receiving end of his wicked pets when this started Hiei.”
Staring down the other demon, Hiei scoffed. “Unlike you would be, I was never in any danger Yomi. You forget, Kurama’s pets know me as his mate. Even if they couldn’t sense me as his mate, he trained them long ago never to harm me.”
The reminder of our mating didn’t seem to sit well with Yomi as he turned back to his food. Still watching him, curiosity finally got the better of me. “Yomi, I hope you don’t mind if I ask you a personal question. Are you blind?”
The room was suddenly very quiet. Even the subtle noise of the servants working in the background was gone. Yomi though, didn’t seem to notice as he smiled. “Yes, Kurama I am. That was very astute of you to notice. A would be assassin blinded me many, many years ago. That was right about the time our gang broke up. I have since trained my mind to see for me. Most people don’t even notice.”
I was suddenly uncomfortable as I sensed an underlying meaning to his words and wasn't quite sure how to respond. "I'm sorry to hear that Yomi. You seem to have adapted very well. I hope whoever did that to you was punished."
There was a brief hesitation, then Yomi smiled. "Actually, I probably deserved it. I was a bit of a dick back then. The centuries have dimmed the memory though, and we're actually good friends again."
Again I felt there was a double meaning to his words. This time though Hiei prevented me from having to respond. "You're still a dick Yomi. Mukuro, feed him so he'll shut the hell up."
At this point, we'd been served a light stuffed pastry. Hearing Hiei's words, the servants quickly removed our appetizer plates and served the main course. The meat looked like chicken or rabbit and smelled divine. It was grilled and glazed with a light sauce. There were also colorful grilled vegetables that I couldn't name, as well as something lumpy I didn't recognize.
Glancing at Hiei, I saw him nod his approval and begin to eat. Even after only knowing him a short while, I knew he was a finicky eater, so when he dug into his food, I knew it would be good. Sure enough it was delicious. "This is very good Mukuro. My compliments to your chef."
Mukuro chuckled. "That sounds kind of funny Kurama, since you trained him yourself. Hiei is so picky, you made sure the kitchen staff knew how to properly prepare fresh vegetables and light meats and sides that he would eat. I have to admit, I have enjoyed the improvements you've made."
I was more than a little surprised by the compliment. "It feels odd to thank you for something I don't remember doing."
Yomi smiled. "I must agree, the food is excellent. Makai fair with a human influence. Makes me want to improve my kitchen. Perhaps..."
Hiei growled. "Forget it Yomi. My fox is not going near Gandura until he gets his memory back. Not even then, if I have my way."
Yomi chuckled. "Still jealous, even after all these years. Are you worried you'll lose your fox if he doesn't remember you Hiei."
This time It was me who cut Hiei off. "I assure you Yomi, Hiei has nothing to worry about. Where he goes, I go."
It surprised me how much I liked seeing Hiei's smug smirk. I liked it even more when he slipped his arm around me and pulled me close. “And right now Yomi, he’s going with me to our room, to our bed where I’m going to…”
Pushing Hiei towards the door, I call back over my shoulder. “That’s my cue to wish you both good night.”
I was laughing as we mounted the stairs, but as we approached to top, my laughter died and my step slowed. When I paused just from the top, Hiei turned and gave me a curious look. With him standing on the landing above me, that put him just at my eye level. “Hiei, I know you were goading Yomi down there, but I really would like you to make love to me.”
He gazed into my eyes a moment before responding. “Would it be making love Kurama?”
Unsure, I shrugged and answered softly. “I don’t know Hiei. I meant it when I said, where you go I go. I know I don’t want anyone but you. I can’t say that I love you Hiei, but really think that I could. I do know I’d like to find out.”
Hiei stared at me so long I was sure his answer would be no. On impulse I leaned forward and kissed him. Hiei’s response was immediate. He reached out to burry his hand in my hair and thoroughly kiss me back. My body reacted the moment our lips met. With a whimper, my hands fisted in the front of his shirt. When his lips finally left mine I almost cried out, but he quickly grabbed my wrist and dragged me to our room.
Slamming the door, Hiei pushed me down on the bed, then stood between my knees and kissed me again. As his lips ravished mine, I could feel his need. Not just physical need, but the need for me to love him back. Wanting so much to make him happy, I push his shirt up and reach for his belt. Suddenly Hiei’s hand grabs my wrist. “You don’t have to do this Kurama.”
I give him what I hope is a sultry smile. “I want to Hiei. I want to so much.”
I must have said the right thing, because Hiei released my hand and gave me my way. My hands sweep away his shirt then return to his belt. Hiei’s eyes never leave mine as I push his pants down. My breath catches as I fully gaze on his body for the first time. The previous glimpses I’ve had since waking up didn’t prepare me for the beauty of this man who claims to be my mate. Reaching out, I run my hands over the muscles on his chest before moving lower. They skim along his hips before moving to his growing erection.
My mouth waters at my first touch on the smooth, hard muscle. Other than a brief hiss, Hiei doesn’t move as I explore him. I was horny when I asked Hiei to make love. Now, I have a raging hunger that nothing short of Hiei will relieve. He must have sensed my need, because he suddenly pulls me up then takes my place on the bed. “Remove your clothes Kurama.”
Standing before him, I pulled my tunic off. When I started to push down my pants I notice Hiei watching me intently. I suddenly realize that Hiei is testing me to see if I’m ready for the intimacy we are about to share. Meeting his gaze, I push my pants to the floor and kick them aside. I give him just a moment to sweep my body with his eyes before kneeling at his feet.
Pushing his knees wide I reach for his erection again. After only a few strokes of my hands, I can’t resist taking him in my mouth. At the first taste of him, pleasure shoots through me like lightning straight to my groin. With each bob of my head on him, my own pleasure intensifies.
Almost alarmed, I look up at Hiei. He’s leaning back on his hands watching my every move. His panting and moaning matches the stroke of my tongue and lips. The obvious pleasure I am giving him excites me even more. Hiei must have seen my confusion and takes a few deep breaths, as if he needs them to regain control. Then he reaches out a shaky hand to caress my face. “It’s alright Kurama. It’s in your nature to enjoy giving pleasure, so embrace it.”
I’m not sure I understand what he means. All I know is that I want… no need… his pleasure to fuel my own. Never taking my eyes from his beautiful face, my mouth is moving on him desperately. When my tongue circles his tip, he stops breathing. When my teeth rake down his length, he lets out a throaty moan. When I swallow around the head of his cock at the back of my throat, he throws his head back and cries out his release. Seeing the beauty of this man’s climax, I quickly follow.
He hasn’t even touched me yet and my body is humming in the euphoric afterglow of my orgasm. I’m so weak from the intensity of it, I’m holding on to him to keep from crumbling to the floor. Suddenly, I’m weightless as I’m lifted from the floor to the bed. I open my eyes as strong hands begin to touch me. Hiei is there. He’s everywhere, touching and kissing me.
I don’t remember parting my legs for him to stroke me. My mind barely registers that his fingers are slick as they move inside me. Desperately I cling to him as he moves over me. I gasp at the feel of his hard length entering me for the first time. Looking into his ruby eyes, I see the tight control he’s got over his own need as he waits for me to be ready. “Gods Hiei, please don’t stop. I need you so much.”
That must have been what he was waiting for, because he began to move. Nothing, not the blow job he gave me earlier, or the orgasm I had giving him one, prepared me for what it was like to make love with Hiei. This man knows me. Knows my body as I’m sure no one ever has before.
It’s like every kiss, every touch, every stroke of his body in mine, is meant only for my pleasure. I can feel the rush of pleasure building and cling to him in anticipation of my release when suddenly he stops. I can’t help but cry out my frustration. “Hiei! No!”
Above me I hear him chuckle. “The night is young my Fox and I’ve been waiting far to long to make love to you to have it over this quickly.”
And make love to me he did. By the time Hiei let me climax, it felt like he’d made love to me up one side and down the other. Until my orgasm was so great I would have been happy to die in that moment.
As I drift to sleep in his arms, I know that if there was ever a doubt before as to why I would bind myself to this man, that doubt is gone. I am connected to him, and not just because of the mind blowing sex. I need him, we are each a part of the other and not whole unless we are together. Though I don’t understand it, I accept it now.
Cuddling into him I whisper. “I love you Hiei.”
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