The Heights Of Demon Love | By : ss_dragon_lady Category: Yuyu Hakusho > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 7597 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own YuYu Hakusho, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
A/N: Just to let everyone know, I will be putting up a one shot that goes along with this story on Saturday. The title is A Ningen Tradition. Of course it is Hiei and Kurama, but Toushi has a small part in it too. I hope everyone goes checks it out. Also if anyone is wondering why I keep having Hiei think he has betrayed Kurama even though it was forced you will have to think back. In my first story, The Depths of Demon Bonds it is all explained in chapter sixteen, Demon Nature. Please check it out if you have any questions.
I want to think all that reviewed. I love reading everyone. I also want to think everyone that reads too.
My Reviewers:
mhmartini: Sorry about that. Yes, decapitation is permanent, in most cases. Wait no longer. Thanks!
shiorifoxiesmom: Oh, yeah, a cliff hanger. yes, he will. Thanks!
youkaiblood: That’s okay, review when you can. Yes, they had it rough. Mine too, LOL. Thanks!
Eye of Ra: Yeah, angst can be fun. I hope you have gotten plenty of rest by now and don't worry about it. Thanks!
hColleen: Yes, he did. Don't worry too much Kurama makes Hiei listen. yeah life does happen. yes, that says a lot and I am thrilled that you read my little story. Thanks!
Skwishee: I try too. Thanks!
Beth: Oh, I hope you remembered to breath afterwards. I love the cookie and Kurama Plushie. I checked out your story and left a review. I believe so too, it is very possible. Yes, Hiei in a fascinating character. Thanks!
comicfancat: I didn't think it was a cliff hanger, LOL. Yes, Kurama is going to have his work cut out for him. Thanks!
Kerurie: Yes, very sad. I had a hard time writing it. Thanks!
sum2: Yeah I can only try on the fight scenes, I'm not very good at them. I keep in mind that you want a girl, there is a fifty percent chance it's a girl. Thanks!
Thanks again anyway on with the story.
A big thanks always goes out to my beta reader too, SweetMisery1. Without her this chapter would have all kinds of grammar mistakes.
Disclaimer: I don’t own the Yu Yu show. Please don’t sue me.
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Chapter 9
Working Through The Pain.
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The team traveled swiftly, but nowhere near as fast as they had traveled to get to the Yomi’s castle. They passed Toushi among them when one got tired of carrying him. As they went, it became very clear to Kurama that something was deeply bothering Hiei, and he could guess what it was. The fire demon had completely withdrawn; even the fox couldn’t get any response from him, not even his characteristic ‘Hn’. A portal opened in the quiet apartment, and the small group jumped out with a crying baby.
“I’ll go get him a bottle.” Botan said, going towards the kitchen.
“And a jar of food.” Kurama called after her. He grabbed a diaper from the purple box and walked over to the couch. He sat down sideways and laid the baby in front of him. The fox looked up when he heard the bedroom door open. Hiei disappeared into the room, closing the door behind him. Kurama knew something was wrong with his lover and needed to find out what it was. He had a feeling he already knew. Botan came out of the kitchen carrying two bottles as Kurama finished up with Toushi. He stood up and handed the kit to her, with a nod towards the bedroom. “Can you watch him the rest of this evening and over night? I cleaned him up some, but he still needs a bath.” Kurama asked.
“Of course, Kurama. I hope everything will be okay.” Botan said, completely understanding what Kurama meant.
“Me too.” Kurama nodded. Botan picked up the diaper bag and opened a portal.
“Call me on the communicator when you want me to bring Toushi back.” Botan said, jumping into the portal. Kurama turned and jumped a little seeing his friends standing where they landed out of the portal. He had completely forgotten about them in his worry over his lover.
“What’s wrong, Kurama?” Yusuke asked, concerned.
“Yeah, Hiei hasn’t even ‘Hn’ed’ since we left Yomi’s castle.” Kuwabara added, also concerned.
“Hiei is very upset.” Kurama answered with much sadness in his voice. “That demon Yomi forced a lot of terrible stuff on him. Hiei and I need to come to terms with everything that happened. I know I said we could discuss everything when we got back, but Hiei is in need of my attention right now. When Botan brings Toushi back tomorrow, I will call you both. You two can come over then and we all can sit down and talk. I am sure Koenma has a few questions too.” Kurama explained.
“No problem, I wish you luck with Hiei.” Yusuke said, going towards the door.
“Thank you I am going to need it.” Kurama admitted.
“I do too. Later, Kurama.” Kuwabara said, walking out the door behind the other boy.
Kurama closed and locked the door, turning to the bedroom. He walked into the room and looked around for his mate, only to not find him. He noted the closed windows so he turned to the bathroom and found the door closed. The fox went over to the door and turned the knob. It was locked. Kurama saw a tear gem on the floor. He bent over and picked it up, holding it tightly. This was going to be hard on both of them. The fox put the gem on the dresser before pulling a seed from his hair. A vine quickly grew, going into the lock.
Kurama opened the door when he heard the small click. He saw several more Hiruseki Stones on the floor along with a pile of black clothes, but he didn’t hear the shower running. The fox took a deep breath, walked over, and pulled the curtain open. Hiei sat on the cold tile with his legs drawn up as close to his chest as possible, and his head against his knees. Kurama’s heart wrenched when he saw a black dagger clutched in one of his mate’s hands. He already knew what that was for and he hated the thought of it. The fox sat down beside his lover and put an arm around his shoulders, paying no attention to the knife. The fire demon tried pulling away, but the fox held him tighter and pulled him closer.
“Are you mad at me, Hiei? For telling our friends about us and the baby you carry?” Kurama asked. He knew very well that wasn’t why his mate was upset, but it was a starting point.
“NO!” Hiei answered briskly, remaining tense.
“Then this about Yomi.” Kurama said softly. He felt his mate go rigid when he said that. The fox exerted more force, pulling the fire demon into his chest. “Tell me what happened to you.”
“No! It’s too humiliating! I don’t wish to talk about it.” Hiei protested.
“You need to talk about it! You cannot keep it bottled up inside of you; it will eat you up inside. Tell me what that bastard did to you.”
“NO! I have already betrayed you!” Hiei answered, jerking away. He held the dagger out to his mate, his head down in shame. “You know very well what the punishment for this kind of betrayal is. Just hurry up and get it over with. End my miserable excuse for a life. At least I got in here so you won‘t have to clean up too much of a mess.” Hiei said dejectedly.
“Hiei!” Kurama was in total shock. He snatched the knife from his lover’s hand. “I could never kill you!”
“BUT!” Hiei protested once again.
“NO!” Kurama shouted. He threw the dagger, towards the door where it buried deeply into the wood. “You did not betray me. I will never kill or leave you no matter what. I know you did what you had to, to survive and protect Toushi.” Kurama desperately explained.
“Toushi!” Hiei said, snapping his head up. “Where is he?”
“He’s fine. No injuries and Botan has him. She is watching him for us to be able to talk. It is just you and me in this apartment until tomorrow. You can talk to me and no one will hear.” Kurama stated, trying to make Hiei’s much needed confession seem easier.
“I still don’t……” Hiei trailed off, running out of excuses.
“Just let it out Hiei! Let it go! You have too!” Kurama urged, closing his eyes. He didn’t really want to know, but the fire demon needed to talk or this could eventually destroy him. He also already knew most of the details after Yomi tried using them in the fight against him.
The fox opened his eyes and looked down when he felt tugging on his shirt. Hiei was trying frantically to get his shirt open. Kurama brought his hands up to help. He knew his fire demon wanted skin-to-skin contact. When the last button was undone, his shirt was yanked open. The fire demon crawled into the fox’s lap while shoving the shirt off his shoulders. By the time, Kurama got his arms out of his shirt, Hiei was pressed against him with his arms tight around his waist and his head buried into Kurama’s chest. The fox just held his lover, knowing the fire demon was going to tell him everything , eventually. After a long time, Hiei finally broke the silence.
“He chained me to the floor on my hands and knees, naked. He then stood before me, holding Toushi with a knife to his throat. He had another demon take down his pants and …..and……and I had to pleasure him. I had no choice! It was either do that, or watch our kit die! I had to service him like I was an everyday whore. This was just the beginning too. When he was finish with my mouth, that bastard mounted me like he had a right to. He said he wanted to make our child his in a way, even though it was far too late to get any genes of his involved. He didn’t even prepare me; he just ripped me open. He did everything he could to get a rise out of me, and I do mean everything. However, he did not get any results. That’s when he……….” Hiei took a quick intake of air and tightened his arms.
Kurama felt his lover trembling and small taps against his chest as the fire demon’s tear gems hit him. It was all too much. The fox nuzzled into his mate’s black hair and cried too. There was nothing he could say to ease the pain and hurt in the fire demon. All he could do, was hold him, letting him know he wasn’t alone. Kurama also felt anger whirling around in him again. If that demon wasn’t already dead, he would hunt him down and kill him again. After several agonizing minutes, Hiei’s broken voice could be heard again.
“That’s when he brought in the generals of his army and I had to service each of them while the others stood around, watching and awaiting their turns, making lewd comments. Yomi even killed one when he tried to top me. He said he was the only one able to do that. It didn’t end there either; Yomi came back and mounted me two more times while his generals watched. They finally unchained me and left me in peace when they found out you were coming. I have been vomiting ever since. No matter what I do, I can’t get their horrible tastes out of my mouth. I’ve even brushed my teeth three times since we got back here, just like you showed me. My mouth and throat hurt even now; I am surprised I can even talk. My entrance has healed, but I can almost still feel the pain. I feel so dirty and disgusting. I don’t know how you are even allowing me to touch you. You are always so perfect and clean. Now I am dirtier then I have ever been!!”
“Then let’s take care of that, Koi.” Kurama said softly, pulling away some. Hiei felt the movement and looked up, seeing the fox’s red and wet face.
“You have been crying?” Hiei was so astonished that he had to touch his lover’s damp cheek to believe that Kurama felt no anger towards him.
“Yes.” Kurama confirmed.
“Why?” Hiei asked, still confused.
“Because you are hurting, and I can’t take that pain away from you.” Kurama answered sadly. He slid his mate off his lap and picked up the many tear gems surrounding his legs. One glance at the fire demon told the fox that he was ashamed of his crying.
Kurama stood and walked out of the shower. He put the gems on the sink counter before pulling off the rest of his clothes. He grabbed a washcloth and stepped back into the shower stall. Hiei was sitting where he had left him, staring at the ground with a few more tear gems between his spread legs. Kurama turned on the water, before sitting down between his mate’s legs. He picked up the stones, laying them outside of the shower. He held the washcloth up, getting it wet while he put his other hand under the fire demon’s chin, forcing him to look up at him.
“I am so damn weak, Kurama! I’m crying, and I can‘t seem to stop!” Hiei spat, angry with himself as another tear ran down his cheek. The fox quickly wiped it away with his thumb before it could solidify.
“It is not weak to cry, Hiei. You have been hurt and used. The pain from that experience has to come out so you will be able to heal.” Kurama whispered, wiping his lover’s face slowly and gently with the soft cloth.
“HEAL?! I will never forget this!” Hiei exclaimed.
“I did not say that. You will never be able to forget this, it will always be with you. Nevertheless, you can over come it in time. I will do my best to help you.” Kurama promised.
“Help me?! You could have helped me by getting there sooner.” Hiei yelled.
“I tried!” Kurama answered, stilling his hand on his lover’s shoulder. He knew that was coming. “Koenma wasn’t even going to let me come until they were able to gather information. That’s when I told him you were pregnant and that I had to go. He got us as close as possible, but there was still a hard half-day’s run ahead of us. I got there as soon as I could. I am sorry I did not get there any sooner and that you had to go through that.” Kurama apologized.
“I know that you tried, fox.” Hiei said, scooting forward until he was sitting in his mate’s lap with his legs on either side of the slender waist. He knew his mate had gotten there as soon as possible. “I am just so angry and trying to find someone to blame.” Hiei admitted.
“That’s a normal reaction, Koi. I am angry at myself for not getting there sooner.” Kurama stated, moving them both back under the water more before starting to wash his mate again. “I just hate that you took my place. It should have been me.”
“I will never regret making that decision, Kurama. You would not have lasted long locked in a room with a female demon in heat. I will not have a child of yours out there, in any world, other then ours.” Hiei stated.
“I will not either.” Kurama replied, laying his hands flat against his mate’s rounded stomach. “Has our baby moved anymore since the first time at the fortress?” The fox asked.
“Yes, a couple of times.” Hiei said, putting his hand over his mate’s. After a few moments of running his hands gently over the expanding belly, Kurama reached up and took the fire demon’s necklace off of his own neck. He put it over his lover’s head as Hiei smiled up at him. The fox ran the back of his hand across his fire demon’s cheek.
“Your necklace is finally back where it belongs, Koi, on you.” Kurama smiled softly.
“Yes.” Hiei nodded.
“When is that last time you ate?” Kurama asked, switching into paternal mode.
“That morning on the day Yomi took me.” Hiei replied.
“That’s not good for you or our baby, especially with you vomiting like you are.” Kurama replied, picking up the washcloth again. “I’ll finish washing you, clean myself up and then fix us both something to eat.”
“Hn.” Hiei nodded. Kurama finished like he had said, first his mate and then himself. When they exited the bathroom, Hiei went over to the bed and crawled in. Kurama got his robe and left the bedroom to fix them something to eat.
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Thanks for reading and please review. I am so evil, I made Hiei cry again. Don’t forget to check out my new one shot on Saturday, A ningen Tradition. Oh well next chapter soon. I think I’m smelling the beginnings of lemonade?
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