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Jealousy	By : Suryallee7104 Category: Yuyu Hakusho > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1846 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Jealousy

Beta: [I will remove the chapters as fare I have one for this one here and they back,]
Type: Continuation, Romance, Adventure, Action, Angst, Dark fiction
Category: Hentai, Shonen Ai, Yaoi, Het
Pairings: x/ x/ x, three some, M/M/F
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters or the story of Yu Yu Hakusho itself. I only wrote down my imagination, that’s all!
Warnings: Hentai, Adult situations, Out written sexual acts, Oral, Penetration, Blood, M/F, Waff, Fluff, Anal, Bi, some plot bunny’s jumping around, I don’t know!
Rated: NY17, Not for children!
Description:
One watches two other and wishes for something the first one thinks it can not have.

Part one of three

Silent thoughts of a
lonely soul

Jealousy
What is that?
An emotion called a feeling, that twist your
gut in knots, that makes you howl in pain of being left out?
The sudden realisation of being entirely alone when
you see the two others you love so badly, have fun and each other?
It makes
your head swim in the haze of the moment when you see the ones you want with
each other?
Together?
Moreover, you realise that you are alone and
without any chance?

Jealousy, it surged through its body with an
unknown strength that took the watchers breath away. Every time it watched the
two others from here, it was evident in its eyes to see. The hurt, the pain the
entire emotion of it shine out of its eyes when it forced itself in the
emotional pain to watch the two others.
Watched them since it knew them, watched them
intently with burning hunger and burning pain that twisted the first ones
stomach into knots with its force!
It hate to be left outside of their lovingly
embraces all the time, wanted to hate the two affectionate lovebirds in its
view but could not even bring itself to do just that.

Sometimes when the first one saw and watched
the two others it wanted nothing other as to grab them both and take them away
with it, away where they could not ignore it any longer!
Could not avoid it any longer!
It could not do that either.
Much to its shame and hurt inside, it did not
want to do that really, it would have destroyed too much!

It watched the two lovebirds every time it could.
Every free time it found the way to do that and
every time anew it hurt itself beyond words could even express to watch them
both!
The first one could not tear its gaze from them
for one second only, it watched intently over the two others, even if they
never would know that.
Never would know how much it wished in its soul
to be part of their wonderful love. How much it wished and silently prayed each
and every single day anew to be part of them forever!
How deeply its feelings truly run for both of them!

The first one in its view made it jealous
because it got all of the affection and complete devotion of the second one.
What ever it did to the other one, it ever took it back and seemingly loved it
beyond words!

It never cased to amaze the watcher of the two
that the third one did that all the time!
The other it was jealous of the first on in its
view because it had the third one all the time it knew the two and never so,
saw the watcher or even acknowledged the watchers care about it.

It never saw it really…

Sometimes it wished simply it could die.
But then again, it wished it could…

It watched with glowing eyes the two people of it’s
secretly desires lay together in the rumpled bed sheets and whispers sweet nothings
in each others ears. In these beautiful ears the watcher nothing other wished
as to whisper its secrets too all the time.

Secrets it would never dare to tell them both,
because, because that would have ruined their rare friendship forever.

It watched them having slow and affectionate
sex with each other, and its stomach twisted again into painful knots because
again it felt the emotion called jealously surge powerfully through its entire
self.
It tears the watcher painfully in half, in body
mind and soul to have to watch these two there all the time and could not be
there with them too!
They would never accept it this way ever, it
was sure of this.

Who could?

It never had felt alone like this before in its
entire live here in the human world and never before it too.
The first of them had caught it with its
endless trust in it. Moreover, in more as one harsh battle it had stand beside
it and had watched its back and/ or even protected it with its own live.

The other catches it with its fiery spirit that
matches its own, the deeply running emotions that it had felt for one time only
and it endlessly seems love and devotion to the first; it so badly wished to
have for its own.

Both again had accepted it simply for what ever
it was supposed to be, or what ever it was.
Never asking what it had done in the past or
what it supposed to be, simply they both accepted it for itself.
Groaning it watched their beautifully out
shaped bodies entangled in an ageless dance on the mattress.
Watched with unmasked hunger, they abandon
themselves into the each other now nearly each night since a few months.

Since then, it had gone worse for it.
More then only one time it had fled the
enticing and alluring sight. To relieve itself, deep in the woods around the town
they all lived in, howling practically out their names when it found a short
release in its imaginations and fall deeply in a never-ending hole of
depression afterwards.
It wished nothing other as to could abandon
itself in these two too.

With another groan, it buried a perfectly
shaped face into equally shaped beautiful hands.
The silent watcher clamped practically its
hands into the deeply coloured hair in its sadness and pain. To never could
have them both!
Even if it had been for one single night only,
for one single hoer, it would have been glad as nothing else.
Beautiful deeply coloured eyes closed in pain
as it tugged at its ears in its helpless tries to block out the wonderful
sounding soft cries and moans that the wind carried over to it, made from the
couple of lovebirds inside the room.

Spellbound, it watched them find their release
in each other before they settled finally down to sleep.
Beautiful big eyes looked longingly at the two
occupants of the bed, it wished so badly to occupy with these particular two,
and it holds so near to its resample for a heard.

How many nights had it stand here before to
watch their wonderful bodies dance with each other anyway?
It has lost its count long ago.
Not that that mattered to it any longer, it
only knew that it wished for something that it could never have!
Again, its insides twisted painfully when it
watched them both sleep peacefully in each other’s arms.

The watchers big and normally so shiny eyes
looked now dull and lifeless.
Suddenly it jumped carefully onto the small
balcony that framed the window of their room.

Careful it had to be all the time, they could
discover it!

Slowly, almost tenderly it laid one of its
almost frail looking hands against the window glass as if it could reach out to
the two sleeping people inside of it this way.
Only to close the eyes in pain for once more
for seconds and then the watcher run away once more again from the two others.
Right in the comforting silence of the night around it, to find itself once
again a place fare away from the two it loved silently, to find a little peace
from its own self.
Accompanied only, with its silent wishes, its
loneliness and the silently love the being held for the two sleeping people in
the room.

Well let me know what
you think of this one here.
I would like to know.
Suryallee
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